echoes & reflections

OFFEND ME!

i’m lost. gone. fading. i will never be enough no matter the effort i put in, not even for her. 

lyrics

i can’t seem to talk today i can’t seem to make you happy, i can’t
i can’t eat i cannot walk today, i changed my ways for you, but i still can’t, be enough
so as you walk away just know that i’m scarred and bruised, abrasions on my haven facebook notifications and i break away 
and as you walk away just know that i tried
find another, make you happy
cause i can’t
find a spark to fill your heart and fill a void
that i can’t 
i tried my best for you but it clearly was not enough
i tried so hard 
but it’s never enough

Rudolph’s Poem (i can’t)

(prod. antisxcial)

lyrics 

never feel emotion when i speak to you
lock my doors so my walls cannot feel you
i don’t wanna love if it has to be you
but i fear i will never love like i did you
fuckin boot
fuckin dipped
as much as i wanna i don’t think i’ll ever love a bitch
innocent 
i don’t think so
bitch i know better
i don’t wanna know
what you did to him
what he did to you
hand up on your body when you told him i’m in love witchu
bitch i was in love witchu
but that doesn’t matter now
speechless when i called you out
heated when i feed it cause my mind is so receding i don’t know how to go about
living in a feeling that i don’t know how to take 
it breaks me, you’re a fucking snake lil baby i don’t wanna live her now

Live Her.

found the unfinished version of this in my vault then rerecorded everything, so sadly i don't know the prod. if anyone knows who it is lemme know. i love you eternally.

lyrics 


bitch you made me feel so loved
but then i was not enough
slit my wrist you drink my blood
feel my pain and feel my cuts
i don’t wanna feel no more
not the energy of whores
i don’t wanna see no more
i don’t wanna see no more

everytime i see it i get closer
to the end of my life and my closure

your hands on him, i see the light it never dims
his name in your mouth, did you try to fight, did you win ?

miss this ? lil bit ? fuck yeah baby
i don’t wanna hurt no more on the daily
leave a bitch, leave a bitch cause a hoe shady
never love another hoe again and i swear it baby

smoke another cigarette i let the ash flow
running distant memories of dude on my hoe
hurts far too much how do i let it go
little mutha fucka on my momma kill a jit, oh
pinky promise, pinky broke
swore up on my life, lil bro
i can’t take it your heart did not break it gotta be a joke

fuck ya
fuck you
bitch i fuckin hate you
done me dirty cause you’re thirsty
i can’t even look at you  

bitch you made me feel so loved
but then i was not enough
slit my wrist you drink my blood
feel my pain and feel my cuts
i don’t wanna feel no more
not the energy of whores
i don’t wanna see no more
i don’t wanna see no more

everytime i see it i get closer
to the end of my life and my closure

your hands on him, i see the light it never dims
his name in your mouth, did you try to fight, did you win ?

think i tried too much
i don’t wanna run from love
but i don’t know what i want   
i just wanna fuck you up
i might put you in the dirt
leave my revenge in the earth
let a flower grow and crumble up and watch the others hurt

don’t know what to say 
gotta run away
far too much to say to you
let another man come fuck on you
i don’t wanna trust in you
i don’t wanna trust in you
i can’t 
i won’t

fuck a rap.

lyrics

feel my skin
from deep within
i can’t save my self
you drug my body deep to hell


tell me what you said
why won’t you even kiss me now
don’t touch on my face
feel my body feel me now

do u like the way i changed myself ?
am i pretty do i deserve hell ?
what about the way that i chant my spell ?
am i perfect enough for you

i eat my bones
break them fast
never love a bitch
cause the love never lasts
am i fine ?
am i fat ?
i can’t tell
not perfect enough for you
i lost my shoes
i can’t love me cause i don’t look like you
i’ll destroy her, that’s old news 
am i perfect enough for you ?

amiperfectenoughforu ?

you’re see through.

lyrics

broke my eye socket when u fell on me
u were so beautiful, u fucked with me
but i fuckin hate what u have become
lil liar lil cheater, bitch never fuckin fronts

said crush me
destroy 
everything that i knew 
now there is noise
in my brain, can you renew
your sins
new beginnings 
always did say that we would go flow with the wind
blew it away you weren’t worth shit in the end
fucking, don’t fuckin intend 
to break my soul
break my will
mother fucker do not go
you made me ill
break my hope
break my chill
pressed that out
mutha fucka don’t feel, i can’t 
fuck a plant
cause i cannot break i cannot chant
palms on my pants
pull em up i’m throwin fuckin hands

how do i trust a window ?

mirror, oh mirror

BLEEDING (for you) / slowed

BLEEDING (for you)

lunacy.

prod. neverforever

fall down in my arms and you’re gone
vanish in the water, red on your arms
i hear their screams in your skin and in your dreams
i fear the steam, be gone now and fall on me

fall down girl take everything you knew
throw away, throw away, and soon you’ll lose
call now girl take anything you do slit wrist, rough wrists, abandon ya shoes

don’t crawl now
it’s out of your reach
don’t stall now
you’re waiting for peace
ball out, clear entity
be gone out this and world and fall

clear entity, have peace.

you can’t say, you’re in love with me
when you fake, everything with ease
break my heart, time and time again
hated from the start, mine’s not mine to tend

break me away from the pain
if you are to stay, then death in your veins

télos . (outro)

generational depression

enemy energy

epíplixi . (intro)

[BONUS] clear entity Ft. NieRRemedy

ambition & torpidity

left in a hurry (interlude)

hate u .

you don’t own my heart
no no
you don’t own my heart

you didn’t see what we could be
you don’t know my energy
i feel old as centuries
i feel my memory slipping

sing my songs so i don’t run again
x2

sing my songs so i don’t slip
this my coping, then i strip
you can suck my fucking dick
oh how i hate love and this bitch

sing my songs so i don’t run again
x2 

you didn’t see what we could be
you don’t know my energy
i feel old as centuries
i feel my memory slipping

sing my songs so i don’t run again
x2 

i sing my sing my songs
sing my songs
so i don’t run again
 
sing my songs
x2

sing my songs so i don’t slip

u don't own my heart (let go)

prod. sorrow bringer

lyrics

get out my head before u go
wrapped around ya thumb u lil hoe
x2

break
before the end
of the hatred for the bin
will i get mines
get mines
fall in the pit
when i’m naked in my skin
will i get mines 
get mines

break my heart that’s what i tend to do
not an ounce of woman in ya soul no respect 
i don’t really care for a bitch like you
last resort, temptations i reject

fuck all this shit cause i’m fed up
got her mascara it’s stuck on my letter (uh)
i woulda took her to dinner
but turns out that i’m the dinner dine

what do i do now ?
being eaten alive im the food now
swallow and choke out
i do not wanna go live ima break now

break
before the end
of the hatred for the bin
will i get mines
get mines
fall in the pit
when i’m naked in my skin
will i get mines 
get mines

set fire to your heart girl
you lie for sport makes my hatred of the world grow

BREAK !!

prod. wixxy

lyrics 

smoke oozes out the door
(my mumbles grow as you fade)
i can’t be yours no more
(why do you gotta be this way)

for my
heart i
cut you and you’re gone
when we
suffice
i mean if, if we’re alright 

can’t adapt to your changes
won’t take a book out of your pages
close my eyes see your faces
which is real, do i praise it ? 

smoke oozes out the door
(my mumbles grow as you fade)
i can’t be yours no more
(why do you gotta be this way)

CHANGE BREAKS US .

lyrics

oblivious and innocent 
but i’m not so innocent 
hideous but beautiful 
which one will i be

hit her right with it, the soul tie
hit me first, like oh my
i am in love with a false lie
don’t do wrong i can always die

hit her line but the shawty gotta rest
take her time then she’ll come back
woman of her word will she even do that ?
find someone else to fill her void back

cause i’m not good enough 
good enough to love
i’ve had too much 
of my shit time to duck

LISTEN TO THIS SONG IF U HATE URSELF

¿?.mp3

ur fault bozo

close my eyes, it’s black and grey
momma close ur eyes i’ll decay
please don’t leave my mind forgotten 
hearts in a head lock, i’m rotten

soon baby, i’ll be dead
hope u feel my soul in ur veins
i’m done blaming myself and
it’s u ur the reason why i’m gone

as my momma cries feel the guilt in ur liver
cause u are the reason her son isn’t living
blood dripping down from my eyelids peeling
i don’t wanna see what u showed me or feel it

i’m dead
is it not that, that u want ?
shed
all the energy u burdened me with

burden, be gone. (raw)

lyrics

saver, man i need a savior
save her, i can never save her

tell me why i’m lookin in urs eyes, i feel nothing
dead in the soul, try to speak now i’m shutting 
down, in my heart need a savior
tell me how to save her

deadass don’t know how i’m still standing
after everything that this girl done handed
straight to my plate, babygirl i can’t stand it
paving my way, sacrifice me to save her
(please just show me how, i won’t give up now)
man, it hurts
(to see it like this, how do i admit ?)

that we’ll never be meant for this
i watch how u ride and u just won’t quit
why should i beg u to change ?
i try to arrange ways for us to mix

but u don’t try
so why should i ?
i don’t see a point
your side of the coin
is bias, i’m losing my shit

x2 (fades out)

kenowontbreak

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