In Bad K - 3 Hours PM

If For A Day

New single "I'm not over you" featuring Indii G.

[Lyrics]
Got a fake smile on my face
That’s how I get through every day
Tell myself it’s easier this way
Tell myself it’s easier this way 

I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you
Cause we both know that shit ain’t true 
I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you 
Lay awake at night I don’t know what to do
Cause you occupy 
Every single thought that I have 
Every singe time I try to get you back 
You’re gone you moved on 

And maybe I should too
Let go of every memory of you 
But that’s easier said then done
When I really thought that you’re the one 
Time seems to tear things apart
More then it does bring them back together 
And it’s so damn hard moving on  
When all I see is rainy weather 

So I’ll lie to all my friends 
Say I’m over you but it’s all pretend 
I just cant seem to let it end 
I just cant seem to let it end 

(Indii G.)
I don’t wanna say this shit again 
You’re my one and only friend
Even when we are apart
I can see you on my left side 
Spend the time doing things
I haven’t done in so long 
Ive been running outta patience 
I don’t say shit 
Ive been tryna call you 
But you don’t make it
And all these thoughts in my head
It’s not fair 
I don’t why everytime you’re not there

Mix by Yago X Indii G.
Master by Kanashi 
Cover Art by Killing Art
Prod by Voyce

Stream on Spotify!

I'm not over you (feat. Indii G.)

endly, Achex - Wandering

Lyrics:

i let people abuse my kindness
i'm too good to everyone
tell myself it's okay if i care a little less
i don't wanna disappoint anyone

i get angry over small things
keep it all together to stay strong
overthinking might be my gift
cuz i barely end up wrong

2x
i like people who are bad for me
bad for me
i let you treat me badly
so badly
i let you do bad things to me
bad things
i let you treat me badly
so badly

give you every part of me
til i'm gone
you'll just end up calling me dumb
i never get what i deserve
you made me hate everyone

i tell people to take their time
i'd wait for anyone
eventhough you'd never do the same for me
i still ask you if you're fine

Rnla, Julia Alexa - bad4me

if u say so w/CHRMNG, & phaea

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

lyrics

———————————

I miss how 
Everything was
I wish i 
Was going back home
I hate being alone 
I miss how 
Everything was
I wish i 
Was going back home
I hate being alone 

Can’t stand the way that I feel 
I Hate it so much that I’d rather not deal 
Get rid of the pain but is that even real 
I don’t fucking know I just keep it concealed 
I remember where this all started
Now you and I have departed 
You left me broken hearted
My home is where your heart is

I miss how 
Everything was
I wish i 
Was going back home
I hate being alone 
I miss how 
Everything was
I wish i 
Was going back home
I hate being alone

my home is where ur heart is (johnnyfriend)

[Intro]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I keep a picture of you in my pocket
And last night, I almost lost it
I used to think I should quit you
But I'm so addicted, it hurts
Remember the nights that we would stare at the lights by the train tracks
And you would always listen to Dashboard
That was the first time that I realized

[Chorus]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want
'Cause I tried running away
But I came right back today
Just hoping that you'd let me say, "I'm sorry"
'Cause all the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
Inside my heart

[Verse 2]
I wasn't ready for this, looking in hindsight
It's like bringing a knife to a gunfight
And sometimes, I listen to your voicemails
Need something to fill the void
Remember the night we almost got in a fight in your driveway?
And you told me that you needed space
That was the last time that I realized

[Chorus]
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
And I'd be lying if I tried telling you that you're not everything I want
'Cause I tried running away
But I came right back today
Just hoping that you'd let me say, "I'm sorry" (Sorry)
'Cause all the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart
Inside my heart
(Inside my, inside my, inside my heart)

[Outro]
Remember the nights that we would stare at the lights by the train tracks
And you would always listen to Dashboard
That was the first time that I realized (Realized)
All the pieces of you fit perfectly in the hole inside my heart

pieces of you

karma ( prod. Dead Spyro )

sleep.ing & powfu - alienated cool remix

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod. eric godlow
NV

swaine x eric godlow: round draw

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXDkw6GakQ8&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

this isn't happening

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
s/o to @guardinmusic and @johnnyfriend
and @reesoo

lyrics:

jaden: 
Did you ever really care for me, I can't tell
Sending all of the texts for me to get well
When you're the one that made me go get help
'Cus all you care about is yourself

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Guardin:
What the fuck you gon' do?
Lies aligned in a queue
You've been hanging silhouettes, all by the ties of their shoes
Seven minute resurrections every night with a new
mother fucker who ain't even gettin' half of the truth
You've been lying through your teeth tryna hide it all
Now i'm walking down your street while you're driving off
Text you who the fuck is he realizing now
This ain't ever what it seemed you just let me down

Jaden:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Listen to your lies like a CD
I'm a redo, do you really need me?
Watching your moves like a TV
Glued to the screen when you leave me

Jaden and Guardin:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

smoke and mirrors w/ guardin (johnnyfriend)

no 1 told me

amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwK5BnslG8s

artists:
@anthonysidoti
@iamvagrxnt

producer:
living puff

lyrics:
i always felt so numb
im never good enough for you 
i swear this all went wrong
how do i keep holding on!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

let me out
end this acheing burning inside of my chest
there's no way out
i cant find a reason to wake up and let it out

i know its not in my head
but i'm just losing my senses
it keeps coming in waves
i knew that you never meant it 
took a knife to my heart
rather gun to my head 
but i don't wanna ever see you again

you cant wait for love but i just hate myself
and all those bl**d-stained stories give you 
nothing but a taste of empathy

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

do i fade away to nothing
(to nothing)
and i swear this past few years 
swear there crushing
crushing me!
i told myself id never give it all up 
but ever since i was a kid no one cared enough
now all the damage is done
and i don't wanna keep running away
run away from this, feeling tonight
and if you can't hear me its fine
i'm just a sacrifice!

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around) 

where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)
just something to use till you recycle 
(don’t want you around i need to leave this town) 
never knew when i was young i’d have to lose it all 
(now i bite my tongue) 
where were you when i was suicidal 
(im always breaking down when no one’s around)

SPOTIFY

anthony sidoti - when i was suicidal (ft. vagrxnt) [prod. living puff]

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

Enfermeira cratense, concurseira, apreciadora da pesquisa científica, amante de corrida, cristã.

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