2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

@akasukii
@remiliaxd
@kuranee
@prodmamoru

kishi:
me and you, we in bed, yeah, the sun’s up
i just wanna stay in your arms, don’t wanna get up
stay in bed all day, i really love your presence
skrt skrt, our wraith, fly away in space
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
love the feeling of your arms
uhuhhh ~ uhuhhh ~
you fixed my broken heart
i love seeing you
i love seeing you

remilia:
oh
don't think it's a mistake
crying in your arms, in your room, like it's too late
hate when we're apart, broken heart, there's no mistake
know that we're forever, but sometimes it's like we're too late

too late, thing's change
i don't wanna die before it's too late
and i don't wanna see you cry before the new day
but sometimes when im with you, i can't even think straight

i can't think straight
make up, make amends 'fore it's too late
make up, repair what we made
all our time together, under weather's not a mistake

akasuki:
ahh i don't wanna give you up babe
i can't think straight my mind's a haze
every moment with you feels like days
you're my one and only

no i can't imagine my life without you
let’s take a step forward leave the pain behind
it's you forever i knew
we'd rediscover the love we thought we'd never find

and i can't get you out of my mind
teleporting into your arms, holding you tight
oh you're mine

stayinbed +remilia, akasuki (kurane + mamoru)

feats @1kidsora & @xxomm
prod @overoveroverover
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@1kidsora
she wanna help me, but i do not need an aid
when i'm down on my ass, i just pray
but sometimes i don't even know what to make
but if i try-
imma find a way
i just need to stay awake
so, i can see another day
and, baby, why you so afraid?
you know we still got some time before its too late

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

@xxomm
yea, where was you when i needed help
i did this shit all by myself
now i just been focused on my wealth
hang my feelings back on the shelf
its a journey by myself 
but i couldnt care less
i just need you to confess
know i did it on my own
please dont hit my phone
know you lyin on my soul

me
i keep fighting on my own but
i got people who help me
got the motion going on 
this shit getting too hefty
i know that you hate me
for whatever reason
keep it to yourself bro 
i don't need to hear it    x2

on my own + kid sora & xxomm (over)

soundcloud.com/remiliaxd x soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/xternalz
soundcloud.com/wintress13

soul

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)

spotify

iris ft. owtiss (promise & yashio)

@1akura @yuikase
https://open.spotify.com/track/1YEPlMIIDeyhBDkOpyyKBa?si=a602d569728d4184

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

maybe ur just way to perfect for mee
im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
i just want u to see
that ur all that i needed
baby believe it
so baby believe it
im falling to pieces
remember the day u said there'd be no more secrets
it keeps me awake
i find myself sleepless
dont throw this away
cus baby i need this

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

soul

kessoku band

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