Mind Array Drop Station

Rues Perdues

“I Wish (I Was Like You)” is an emotional song about longing, self-denial, and the fear of hurting those we care about — wrapped in a dark, poetic vampire metaphor.

I love exploring different genres and diving into new musical worlds — and right now, it's musical theatre that's calling me.

This song is part of a musical project in collaboration with Sarah Paradise Brown, centered around themes of inner conflict, unfulfilled love, and the tension between light and darkness.

A new song with Sarah is already in the works — and there may be more to come as we continue to unfold this mysterious chapter.

Lyrics / Music / Vocals: 
Axel Menningen



"I wish (I was like you)"

You wake up with the sun in your eyes.
You breathe like nothing hurts.
You laugh like life is simple.
I watch you from the dark.

I try to move like you.
To speak like you.
But my steps are too heavy.
And something inside me always pulls me back.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I didn't want what I want.
I wish I could be close
without the fear,
without the hunger.
But I can't.

You hold my hand like it's safe.
You look at me like I'm still human.
And for a moment,
I almost believe it.

But the night speaks to me.
It whispers what I am.
And the blood calls louder
than your voice ever could.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I didn't want what I want.
I wish I could be close
without the fear,
without the hunger.
But I can't.

I don't want to hurt you.
I don't want to lose myself.
But if I choose you,
I lose what keeps me alive.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I could just love.
But I'm built for hunger,
not for peace.
Not for love.
Not like you.

I Wish (I Was Like You)

Bitter Boy Baby

Another try at a more electronic vibe for this month’s song. I’ve actually mixed this one with headphones in mind. If you get a chance to listen in this way you might hear more of the more subtle effects I’ve worked into the song. I’m trying something different here from the last few songs so I always welcome  your feedback on how successful I’ve been. 

Hooked

Well, its taken a year but at last I've managed to create something new, a track that reminded me of warm, sultry days on holiday. I do hope you like it and any support you can give me as I find my way back into music would be much appreciated!

Spotify

Glistening (feat. Zara Delaney)

NEW COLLABORATION with https://soundcloud.com/billy-korg
Lyrics:-
It's time to face the lies we're told
Indoctrination's got a hold

Down the rabbit hole
Down
Down 
Down

When you look up and see the sky
All of those trails 
You should ask why
When you look up and see the sky

Are they spraying us for fun
Or blocking out the sun
'Cause I'm not the only one
Who's looking up and seeing that

Change this 
Change this
We've got to change this

When you look up and see the sky
All of those trails
You should ask why

Down the rabbit hole
Down
Down
Down

When you look up and see the sky
All of those trails
You should ask why

Are they spraying us for fun
Or blocking out the sun
'Cause I'm not the only one
Who's looking up and seeing that

Billy Korg / winkanwoo 2025

Down The Rabbit Hole

Down The Rabbit Hole - Billy Korg & winkandwoo

Computer Data Discharge

Enter Name Here …

1
My love hasn’t always been,
My love hasn’t always been here.

Since that hasn’t always been that way,
For, it wasn’t always alike 
While it hasn’t ever been that  case,
‘Cos it wasn’t always like this…

Does it mean that it has to stay
Forever more that way ?

2
My words that will always be with…
My voice that will always be with…
My trust that will always be,
Always be in…
My thoughts that will always be,
My good thought that will always be with…
My faith that will always be with…
My good faith that will always be with…

Since that hasn’t always been that way,
For, it wasn’t always alike, 
While it hasn’t ever been that case,
‘Cos it wasn’t always like this…

Doesn’t mean it has to stay
Forever more and a day.

3
My heart it is always filled with…
My heart that is always driven,
My heart it is always led with…
…
My hope that will always be with …
My belief that will always be with…
My tears that will always be with…
…

Since that hasn’t always been that way,
For, it wasn’t always alike,
While it hasn’t ever, it has ne…-,
‘Cos it hasn’t  been the ca-haha-haze,

Doesn’t mean that it has to stay
Forever more and a day.
Ooh, I’m not sure what else to si-hing
„I’m not sure what else to say…“

out 

								1st vox
And if this is the last song I ever sing
If these were the last words ever to be sung
I’d sing  my love will always be,
My-high lo-hove will always be.

								2nd vox
My heart it is always filled with…
My heart it is always led with…
My heart that is always driven.
…
My love, will always be…
My love it will always be with…
My love it will always be with…
My love that will always be with…

Enter Name Here ...

Good Vibes

!!!CD and vinyl release on January 5, 2026!!!
Produced and composed by Julian Maramieri
Arranged and mixed by Julian Maramieri
Written by Julian Maramieri
Dedicated to; Stephan Novak
Recorded at Oalanka Studios
Released by Sequenz Frequenz Records

I Do What I Want

Do It And Do It

Nostromo - Do It And Do It Now

Reissumies

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⚡ The Drop

This is where the floor falls away.

The third track in the Mind Array sequence detonates with precision — a seismic shift from build to blast. Basslines fracture the silence, synths slice through the void, and the rhythm locks into a pulse that refuses to let go. It’s the moment everything clicks: the mind expands, the body moves, and the sound becomes a force of nature.

A full-spectrum drop engineered for movement, immersion, and elevation. No turning back.

🎧 Engage. Elevate. Let it hit.

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Mind Array Drop

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Breakthrough

Allnight Alumni is a dynamic electronic music collective pushing the boundaries of psytrance, goa trance, breakbeats, and drum and bass. Our music is characterized by intricate rhythms, soaring melodies, and mind-bending sound design. We strive to create immersive sonic experiences that transport listeners to otherworldly realms.

Multi instrumentist.
An eclectic mix of influences suggests a unique musical approach. The foundation in guitar, bass and drums provides a solid rhythmic and melodic foundation, while my music, with dark ambient leanings and my appreciation for artists like Depeche Mode,Bjork,Die Antwoord,Meshuggah,Deftones, Tesseract points to the potential for dark, atmospheric soundscapes combined with complex rhythmic structures. The inclusion of 80s pop and basslines from Leo Anibaldi, Afx Twin universe adds layers of contrasting textures and perhaps even a melodic sensibility, suggesting potential for surprising and innovative combinations.
My world indicates a potentially more experimental and personal approach to composition and performance. My musical journey suggests a deep exploration of different musical genres and to create new original textures.

Rues Perdues

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