1. blackberry bushes 

- just for a little while -
                🦋⭐️☘️
1. ode to dad 🪺 ⛲️ 📬 
2. rubber band 🎸 🧑‍❤️‍💋‍🧑 ‼️
3. amends 🫂🌾🧂
4. now that we’re gone 🎼 ☀️ 🖋️ 
5. heartbeat 🍁 🚦 🫀
6. all good, all right 🐈‍⬛ 🌖 ☁️ 
7. I love you, babe 🌊 💞 ❄️ 
8. mall song 🎗️ 📝💍
9. you&me ❤️‍🔥🌙🥀
10. my happy end 🛌 🍂 📖 


- foreverland -
         🐞 🌀 🪾 
1. where it hurts 🩹 💼 🚂 
2. strawberry moon ⚰️ 🍓 👼 
3. fingers ✈️ ♟️ 🦷 
4. sting 🐝🎢 💌
5. under covers, over sheets 🌧️ 🌬️💤
6. silhouette 🕊️ 👤 🛣️ 
7. pretty like flowers 💐 🪰🍪
8. stuck with sin 🍾 🕷️ 💉 
9. 794 🧚‍♂️ 🎰 👟 
10. foreverland 🕯️ 🪾 🔔 
11. lucy’s song 📞 🌀 🪷
12. not that tough 🛻 🏆 🏅 
13. cinephile 🎬 🌪️ 🎞️ -coming soon…


- Double Vision -
                ♾️
1. Double Vison ⏱️♾️ ✂️ -coming soon…
2. Ladybug 🪻 🐞 ✨ 
3. Primrose  🐕 🌺 🥣 
4. Narcan  🪞 🪢 💊
5. Leash 🚪🐾 ⛓️‍💥
6. Meadow Lane 🎶 🪩 🪧 
7. Bones 🦴 📓 ✉️

All of my songs! ⭐️ 🌀 ♾️

Seeing double vision through the blind… ♾️

1. blackberry bushes 
2. ladybug
3. primrose
4. narcan
5. leash
6. meadow lane 
7. bones

Double Vision

☀️

-verse 1-
Crystalline, sunlight in our bones
Said goodbye, but we already know
When you called from the motel phone
Sent you flowers, right to your bedroom floor

-chorus-
And now that were gone
And I cant move on
I’ll sit here and write for you
Singing this song
I loved you back then and i still love you now
And when I can’t sleep
I’ll ask just how 

-verse 2-
When you stopped picking up, I knew why 
But I kept hopes up, and I lied
When you asked, why it felt so cold
Stood and stared at your eyes, cause you know

-chorus-
That now that were gone, 
and I cant move on
I’ll sit here and write for you 
singing this song
I loved you back, and I still love you now 
I guess somethings don’t change
At least when you allow 

-bridge-
When we crawled, 
right through our last breath
Tried to stall, 
and we did our best

-chorus- 
But now that were gone and I cant move on
Ill sit here and write for you, singing this song
I loved you back then
And I still love you now
I guess somethings don’t change
Hope you know that somehow

now that we’re gone (demo)

amends (demo)

rubber band! (demo)

🪺⛲️📬
-verse 1-
The lakes are frozen over
And the citys fast alseep
But youd still find a way
To sink your rotten teeth in me 
Drinking all that coffee
And smoking all that weed
Has really gotten to you
In a way i cant compete 

-verse 2-
Drove to your house
In the middle of the night
Was only here for something
Now i cant remember why
You have that kind of power
You screw with peoples minds
 now i shouldn’t talk to you
Dont try to make it right

-chorus-
But dad, i
Cant resent you for somethings you havent done
But ill hate you for loving and having fun
But now its too late to go back on your word
Like you always do
Like you always do
Like you always do
Like you always do 

-verse 3-
And i hate that when I’m with you
I know someday ill be you
Drunk in someone else’s car
With a girl in the rear view 
Do you At least feel sorry?
Even a little guilty?
The nasty things you’ve said
That i swore wouldn’t let kill me
And sure i guess you’re here now
At least you can try
But don’t sit and pretend that all hurtings only mine

-chorus-
And dad, i
Shouldn’t say how i really feel
Cause you’ll convince me it all isn’t real
But now its too late to go back on your word
Like you always do
Like you always do
Like you always do
Like you always do 

-outro-
Someday ill be like you
Ill be just like you
Dad, ill be just like you
Drove to your house
Wanted to work it out
You said not “not now”
But if not now?
Then ever?
Drowning in your stormy weather 
Don’t tell me it’ll get better
Cause we both know it wont ever
We know, it won’t ever
We know it wont ever.

ode to dad (demo)

-verse 1-
Red all over you
Thought it couldn’t be true 
Polka dotted smile 
All the worth while 
Looked out at the trees 
I followed quietly
Lifted by the breeze 
all so suddenly

-chorus-
Oh ladybug, Oh ladybug 
Show me your kismet luck 
Oh ladybug
Oh ladybug, Oh ladybug
Where there is love, there is life
Oh ladybug 

-verse 2-
You taste just like the stars 
The sunshine in our hearts 
I know it’s gonna take us far 
Show me all the places darling 

-chorus-
Oh ladybug, Oh ladybug 
Show me your kismet luck 
Oh ladybug
Oh ladybug, Oh ladybug
Where there is love, there is life
Oh ladybug

-bridge-
Silence, pinning, primrose and violets
Distance, timing, long nights, crying

-chorus/outro-
Oh ladybug (Silence, pinning)
Oh ladybug (primrose and violets)
Oh ladybug  (Distance, timing) 
Oh ladybug (long nights, crying)
Show me your kismet luck, oh ladybug 
where there is love, there is life 
Oh ladybug

ladybug (demo)

-verse 1-
There’s a glow at the door that awaits me 
And I’m eager to find you behind 
With your paws leaving marks 
And howling at the moon in the night 
theres a part of myself I still hide 
The last shred of dignity to find 
Gone like the wind 
too soon for my own eyes to cry 

-chorus-
I still see you
I still hear you
I still fill up your bowl to the top
Hoping that the pain might stop 
I still smell you 
I still feel like I know you 
I still wait for the time when I come home
And you’re laying, wide eyed 

-verse 2-
There’s a storm coming over my head 
I try to wait it out instead 
But you can’t force the signs 
Can’t turn the tides 
Can’t wait for someone else to make it right 

-chorus-
I still see you
I still hear you
I still fill up your bowl to the top
Hoping that the pain might stop 
I still smell you 
I still feel like I know you 
I still wait for the time when I come home
And you’re laying, wide eyed

primrose (demo)

-verse 1-
Give me the time for a resolution 
To make it right for my peace of mind 
I’ve been so confused, and so out of touch
That I just won’t stop 
But I almost thought 

-chorus-
Parallel lines, and the truths untold 
The shape of our bodies intwined in folds 
A shot in my veins 
A lesson unlearned 
my narcan in days, where I’m too scared to hold on

-verse 2-
Chug it all down, the hurt you feel
Make me a villain, I’ll stay right here 
Foam at the mouth just for an answer
Take what you got, and don’t find lesser 

-chorus-
Parallel lines, and the truths untold 
The shape of our bodies intwined in folds 
A shot in my veins 
A lesson unlearned 
my narcan in days, where I’m too scared to hold on

-bridge-
I’ll be your god 
I’ll save you
If you let me 

-chorus-
Parallel lines, and the truths untold 
The shape of our bodies intwined in folds 
A shot in my veins 
A lesson unlearned 
my narcan in days, where I’m too scared to hold on

narcan (demo)

-verse 1-
Look at me with those soft eyes 
Wake me up with a new guise 
Call your hoes at the red light 
So really now why am I surprised?

-chorus- 
When you drag me by the leash 
Begging at my feet
do the things you said you’d do to me
I am physically inept to turn your touch
Away 
I am breathing down your neck to find a better day 
I am risking things to love you all the same 
Begging baby please
Drag me by the leash

-verse 2-
Let when you in when I shouldn’t 
Teeth are gnashing, and grinning 
wasting faith on a hurt kid 
Start to wonder what I did

-bridge-
I know it’s easier to act like you give a fuck
But peach lips, and your faint touch 
Are all I’ve ever wanted 
Ive been there 
You’ve been scared 
Doing tricks for treats 
Begging, baby please

-chorus- 
drag me by the leash 
Begging at your feet
Do the things you said you’d do to me
I am physically inept to turn your touch
Away 
I am breathing down your neck to find a better day 
I am risking things to love you all the same 
Begging baby please
Drag me by the leash

leash (demo)

-verse 1-
I think im better off than sleeping in your closet
Downtown streets and city lights
Oh what a shame we lost it
And you said things i cant ignore
But ill keep your secret sergeant 
And if the story’s all untold
Ill make believe we fought it

-chorus-
But its all not up to me
And i swear i don’t wanna be 
That guy who drives you crazy
 But Its hard
 to be something 
when i have 
no heart beat

-verse 2-
I feel its pretty fun when you say that im psycho
Cinephiles in garbage piles, 
of all their drinks and narco
hollywoods a shit show now,  
of course you know ill visit
Hold me near to your chest dear, 
and I promise you’re forgiven

-Chorus-
But its not all up to me
And i swear i don’t wanna be 
That guy who drives you crazy
Its hard 
to be something 
when i have 
no heart beat

-verse 3-
Ravaged tombs and empty rooms
Its how i stand the daylight
Once youve said “ill be back soon“
I know to turn the headlights off

-Bridge-
Story of my life
Written in the fault line
Did you pass it by?
Cause its hard
To be known
When a pulse
Isn’t shown

-chorus-
No heartbeat
No heartbeat
No heartbeat
No heartbeat
No heartbeat

heartbeat (demo)

2,3..

-verse 1-
Saw your face in the tv screen
now the movies are haunting my dreams 
Heard your laugh at the bus stop last week 
Turned around and my knees got weak 
Wasn’t you now I’m sure that’s a fact 
Cause where I’m going, there’s no coming back

-chorus-
I am hopeless 
I am reckless 
I was holding on for something much more 
Like Blackberry bushes and taking what’s yours 
Handwritten letters in bottles on shores 
Boats capsizing, and men at war 
I think I might get it now
I hope I’m restored 

-verse 2-
Felt your touch at a party last night 
While, eating chocolate and guzzling down wine 
Halloween is the one time a year
I can put a mask on
And make belief fears 

-chorus-
I am hopeless 
I am reckless 
I was holding on for something much more 
Like Blackberry bushes and taking what’s yours 
Handwritten letters in bottles on shores 
Boats capsizing, and men at war 
I think I might get it now
I hope I’m restored 

-outro-
I think I might get it now
I hope i’m restored 
Boats capsizing and men at war 
I think I might get it now
I hope I’m restored 
I think I might get it now 
I hope I’m restored

bones (demo)

Kevin Hackson