track 5 of middle of a stage

lyrics:
Break all I have
Cut my bones in half
Let go of the paranoia
Inclination never changes so you might as well enjoy it
In the morning there's tobacco in my chambers and
By afternoon I'm wasted off the finest in my basement
Where I come from the rich men did cigars
And drank every day so I know I'm going far
What can i say? I'm just a product of environment
Designing kids to be at boarding schools until they're ninety-six
And you expect them to be bright at socializing
I assure you that they're not unless they've poisoned all their vitals like
Me

Can you stop smoking every morning
I understand that you want peace
But I am scared for you and
Right now it is too soon. I just want to
Sleep

I know it's hard but just keep
Pushing because, oh man, I just wanna
Sleep and i know that your intentions
May be perfect, but
I just wanna sleep

And
You know deep down that I'm right
You just don't wanna change
These substances will catch up soon
You'll never be the same
You'll never be the same
You'll never be the same

But I was too scared to tell him that
So, yeah
He just kept doing it

middle of a stage

consumption

Lost

5th song off of Luv Songs for Cats

ft. mother kempt

Lyrics:
Michi you're so easy when aware
Sleeping: you're near me. Friends can dare
To say they'll emulate our bond
I say I speculate they're wrong
And when we touch I can forget
I don't have much but my one cat
I feel the love from you in life
Why am I special in your eyes?

Is it bad to say I've never felt so loved?
Is it bad to say I like how it's just us?
Is it bad to say I always look above?
I don't know what I want, first. I always crave the comfort
I'm always out defending every little fit of rage
When you cut, I don't mind it cause it's just scratches on the page
And if scratches aren't big, then you can still just read the book
Cause you're always giving more to me than anything you took

I never want to be
I never want to be
I never want to be
Serious again
Serious again
Serious again
Serious again
Serious again

Woo! That was great. That was an incredible job
You're just lying

Michi

This is a song for a missus
Who spends too much time inside her own head
And I dream of dancing in a dream house
Till we get tired and sleep in our bed

I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know what you're thinking

Oh, this is a hope that you listen
I spend too much time inside my own head
Cause I dream of dancing in a dream house
Till we expire and sleep in our deaths

And I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know what you're thinking

This is for whoever listens
It's not for her attention
There's just love in my head
And I sing songs
Knowing they're about you
And it's nights you don't know that
Where I toss in my bed
And, and, and
I don't know what I'm doing here

I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know what you're thinking
I don't know what we're doing here
Oh, I don't know what we're doing here

Temptations.

Butterfly

Twelve Feet

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Lyrics:
Ooh, driving down the Pacific Highway with some look in my eye
Ooh, who knew looks could kill me from the passenger side? (ha, ha, ha)
Ooh, they say good things come to those who wait in style
But ooh, something 'bout the weather makes me want
Something right now

Ha, ha
We could do whatever you wanna do
Ha, ha
Oh we could do 
Whatever you wanna- You wanna do

If I find a star, I'll name it after you
Had a lot in my heart that I had to move
Had a lot in my heart that I had to kill
Here's a flower, an herb, here's a daffodil
Sunset's coming up
I'm looking the wrong way
There will be stars in a bit
Do you think you could stay?

It's a fine night, isn't it?
Time is finite, isn't it?
At least our time is
Still got enough to get your ten digits in!
Don't get bored with me. There's a board walk
Don't get bored of me. Give me more talk
I'm not checking time. I'm on your clock
Check the shore dock

Ha, ha
We could do whatever you wanna do
Ha, ha
Oh we could do 
Whatever you wanna- You wanna do
Ha, ha
We could do whatever you wanna do
Ha, ha
Oh we could do 
Whatever you wanna- You wanna do

No matter where I go, it's always you
(It's a fine night isn't it?)
(Time is finite, isn't it?)
(It's a fine night isn't it?)
(Time is finite isn't it?)
(It's a fine night isn't it?)
(Time is finite, isn't it?)
(It's a fine night isn't it?)
(Time is finite isn't it?)

Whatever You Wanna Do

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O//TXT_056 – Burn Until Silence
We no longer remember the exact moment the fire began.
Perhaps it had been burning for a long time, silent, invisible,
hidden in the folds of the words we never spoke.

We told ourselves that silence was protection.
That holding back was salvation.
But every unspoken sentence piled up like dry dust,
ready to ignite at the first spark.

When it came, the fire did not scream.
It did not destroy out of vengeance.
It consumed slowly, illuminating for a brief instant
everything we had buried in the shadows.
It revealed memories we thought extinct,
faces erased by time,
and promises we had let die in the waiting.

Then, when the last flame went out,
we remained alone, wrapped in a silence that was not empty.
It was a dense presence,
breathing in our place,
keeping what we had not dared to say.

Now we know that silence does not comfort.
It inherits.
And once it does, it never returns anything.

And when the ash settles even on the last name,
who will remain to testify that we ever existed?

Burn Until Silence

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Release date:
15 August 2025

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ILLUSION (SLOWED)

Blue light

lyrics

(verse)
i never noticed the booze
or all the context clues
my dad hurt u
he hurt me too

i kissed a couple of dudes,
but that was in my youth 
i’m still confused
i’m still confused 

how’m i the family glue?
i’m only 22
my egos huge
i’m still a douche

breaking hearts till they bruise
or at least trying to 
sex doesn’t do
what it used to do


(pre chorus)
i’m a coward too
with the shortest fuse
always sad & blue
& then i realized


(hook)
i’m just a buzzkill
looking for a lover
i’m just an asshole 
working undercover
like 
what do u see in me?
what do u see in me?


(verse)
i haven’t moved on from u
i only pretend to,
you’re just a muse
that’s nothing new

& i don’t mean to intrude 
but could u tie my noose
it’s a little loose
kind of like u

i’m sorry all that i knew
was how to tell the truth
i swear to u
i’m not that rude

i know u hated me too
cause i am not like u
i do the things
that u can’t do


(pre chorus)
i’m a coward too
with the shortest fuse
always sad & blue
& now/then i realized


(hook)
i’m just a buzzkill
looking for a lover
i’m just an asshole 
working undercover
like 
what do u see in me?
what do u see in me?


(bridge)
i don't wanna fall in love again
i don't wanna fall in love again
i don't wanna fall in love again
i don't wanna fall in love again

Mickey Darling - i'm just a buzzkill

OFF OF OUR UPCOMING EP "Sound Pollution: Captain Spacey And His Search For A New Home" out August 30
thank u for listening!

mixed/mastered by Austin Brady

Captain Spacey

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contact: k@kevinkempt.com

Michi

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