uploaded for myself

this is the version from her youtube

nosgov - i want it

im thinking bout my ending
im thinking should i end it
im stuck on the same sentence
i beg god for repentence
im stuck here its life sentence
dont talk bout chelsea end it
you wasnt there you fake it

feel like a ghost coz when i talk you never listen
just smoked 2 percs and a cigarette im reminiscent
im tryna kick the pills but when i try i just feel distant
dont say that you relate to me yea you never been there

and im worried bout your health
please dont do what i do
and im messed up to the core
im deadstaring at you
we was meant to both go up
but i guess look at you
i finally got it right
but i guess its all you

feel like a ghost coz when i talk you never listen
just smoked 2 percs and a cigarette im reminiscent
im tryna kick the pills but when i try i just feel distant
dont say that you relate to me yea you never been there

Juxtaposition (prod. mikeAl0ne)

every day i be on the same shit
every day u be on some lame shit
how u gon split and not say shit
switches not no glocks im talkin faces
i think u was racist
tired of these bitches who think all this shit a game bitch
i jus pop lil pills n wake up in new places
i dont pop real shit all them xannies fake bitch

i need payment
u need pavement
u cant say shit
cuz then ill say shit
just the way it is
just the way it went
fuck with another girl u gon hit the pavement

i could make a call n get u bent yuh
never take another breath yuh
shawty fw my scent duh
how u gon smoke fent yuh
how u cant pay rent yuh
ion wanna see ur face again yuh
all ur bitches pillfriends yuh

how u gon have pills and pillfriends n still lose them yuh
u been down bad had so many chances how u still fucked them up
i jus wasnt gon be there n watch you fuck yo whole life up
how u let me do heroin just cuz u scared of me bein sad yuh
not a fuckin thing i could do to make u make good choices
u was always hearin voices
i know that shit hard but how u gon destroy me
know i had them warnings
but i was too young fried off them fuckin bars i was so avoidant
i be stuck inside my head be stressin bout the future
terrified im gon lose her
I wish I could just be with u when I want but I cant be a commuter
crush a pill up im a user
i was always so sure shit wud be okay thought i knew the future

spotify

pill friends prod. kuru & exo

dissed w/acid souljah

gross!!! (navig8)

recorded during a stream in under 10 minutes, recap video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUub8aJx3yE

i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down
i get nauseous
im too cautious
it already costed me
oh so obviously
to be honest i dont know if i care
oh you read my end
for the better days
looking for the better days

keep losing my pace
dont know if you would notice
turning in the worst of choices
looking forward but it haunts me
you should lead me, everlasting
i keep looping im distracted
i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down

Costed Me (prod. Kia Tui)

#MOOD FOREVER OCTI MODE GREMLIN MODE

With @acidsouljah prod classic

All The Phases + Acid Souljah @ KingLeeboy

not this time
not this time
not this time
not this time...

you just wanna dwell on my issues
you just wanna call me out that i cant fix you
i just wanna feel safe within your arms
just when i f*cking thought im past that part

you know i love the rain
you know you saw my face, face
you know i cant take pain
and will you miss me when im down in the grave?

when my head down trying not to break
just to live through my life had to be brave


...
im trying my hardest so just f*cking trust me
no matter where i head i just fall apart
im on these f*cking drugs trynna fix my heart
im nearly given up to delete my part

gross!!! (navig8)

kevinhilfiger