Yon - Modest

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
I pray tomorrow its all said and done
I tried my best to really be someone
Why would I tell you how I feel
When I don't want this to be real

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

spira me:
I swear I really tried my hardest
The ugliness inside revealed itself
Pushed away, disgraced and smothered
I want my life back to be honest
(I want my life back to be honest)

I long for solitude, I wanted to be brave
And one day I'll have to pay for my mistakes
Swear life is a movie but I need another take
I stepped outside today dissolving in the rain

buffalobang:
Tell me something baby, something that you hate
I suck with words and I swear I can't behave
Theres really nothing worth a while in this for you that I can name
Think I forgot along the way that's why I question

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

Smothered

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OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

puddle stomper【BWA】

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dilaudid:

let me down softly girl i can take it
hydromorphone, fall asleep girl think i wasted it
when i feel alone i turn to drugs man im embraced in em
i got what i want cant go back i got a taste of it

i turn my back i take a breath
i hope this breath will be my last
forever lasting on this earth with nothing keeping me on track

my body is empty
my skin imperfect
i need u to tell me im worth it
im worth it
its working
im building
myself up
i crash down
i wake up
i repeat it
stuck in the past now

im fine now i look in the distance
i need u to be what im missing


poison:

i cant stand it
i feel inbalanced
i  stay so silent
girl u should try it aha
i pick my posion
like which pill u think i took?
i become frozen
why u gotta giv me that look?

i look around i see u
they look at me im see through
i dont wna b me wanna b u
wna be 1 of the things that u do
 
i exist jus to b wat u want
ill lie here wait lke a dog
no need for u to fawn
im urs in case u forgot

numb *interlude** (ignatiusbeats + dadanny_beatz)

kevinhilfiger