have a goodday sir looped

sleep

a song about a lack of romantic experience, a song about waiting for something that you can't even name yet, a song about feeling left behind

waiting for

QKThr

https://open.spotify.com/track/4xkdetIlqGe837VYE2rwjk?si=03a18ed73e3b41e5

I miss you

This Is A Dream I Once Had (slowed) - Miscommunication

quiet blue world

VIOLET SKIN

been dreaming in reality
of my fears, hopes,
and saudade 
painting on my 
blank wall.


recorded on cassette tape 


photo by Ike Kawaguchi

insomniac

Just an album from Happy Trendy that I cannot find on SoundCloud. Will remove upon request.

The Smiths - Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me (Doomer)

last upload, farewell.

28th of September, 2017.
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"These days it feels like it's at an all time low for positive outcomes.

The music here is free for you to download or to pay for. It's your call. It's not free because I place no value on this work. It's free because I mean it.
 
It shows a slightly different side and production value to previously released works. These are the tracks I've personally revisited most in the past four or five years. They have all helped me out. I'd like to think you don't see this as throwaway work. It's been collated carefully.

Production wise I think it's more in focus and it gives some indications to early influences. It goes somewhere, it goes nowhere, there's drawn out synths, drums, piano and drift. It's about the fact that not everything need be angry, distorted or bombastic to show defiance. It's every bar stool I've sat on and am yet to sit on. It's me throwing myself down stairs again and again because I'm as sick of things as you are.

If it's not released now then this work just sits on a drive for even longer gathering digital dust which I feel is a shame. Maybe you will find some solace in the sounds if your mood is right or you need them. Maybe one track hits home, maybe more do. Hopefully it can help here and there.

I still greatly believe in the value of music and of true independent music. This is in spite of the constant devaluing of music by big business and streaming services. I'm not creating work to help push cans of energy drink or to look for cheap clicks on playlists or to get involved in scenes.

The bottom line here is if you have no coin right now then this one is on me with pleasure. If you can support the work then this is great too. It's always a lot of hard work and a dream.

I've been hard at it lately with The Caretaker work so now I afford myself a night out finally sinking the odd whisky or two down at my favourite Krakow bar, Propaganda. It's been a good while since the last time I was sat on the bar stool.

I'll raise the whisky glass in there for us all. You know the score."

- Leyland Kirby

~

kevinyvng