just insane sound design, and beautiful writing as well

An exploration of identity and self

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Self Creation

Performed by: Brigham Young University Singers
Conducted by: Ronald Staheli
Album: Eric Whitacre: The Complete A Cappella Works, 1991-2001

When David Heard

Blooming Actualization of the True Self

Second single off my 3rd album "Self Creation"

Vocals and Lyrics by Mailto (https://soundcloud.com/mailtomusic)

This is hallowed earth, you're on sacred ground
This is what you need to hear, these are who you're meant to be around
On the interstate, passenger, at 3am
There's shit I wanna say, eyes look down, mouth closing

Stayin' with the girls, but I know I don't fit in
Don't ask me what I am, I don't know what happened
There used to be more strength in here, I used to know my songs
They got the lyrics wrong, fuck it I'll just sing along

It feels wrong, but that's enough
Too stressed, keep my mouth shut
Stasis, stuck in a rut
More change, it's too much

Met someone, that i wish I was
I take their words, feel it in my gut
There's something here, feel it stir in me
I'm not used to, this certainty

These walls, made me feel safe
Now I peak over, now I crave space
Pull myself out, my hands shake
I feel the grass, I feel awake

Open my eyes, I'm on sacred ground
With my same friends, with the same sounds
Neck silver, ears polished steel
Do you understand, how I feel?

How I Feel (feat. Mailto)

Forgotten

Dissociation, Eternal

Key Archive, Self Creation, Piano, electronic,

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Self Creation

Searching

First single off my 3rd album "Self Creation"

You Don't Know Me

satisfy [arsine x nero]

real+woman+music

"Victory Is on the Horizon" is a soaring instrumental journey through trial, faith, and ultimate triumph. Carried by solemn strings and radiant undertones, the piece evokes a moment of stillness before breakthrough—a quiet confidence in divine promise. With every note, it echoes the assurance that even in darkness, light is near, and that through grace, victory is not only possible... it’s already written.

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Victory Is On The Horizon (Slowed)

This track marks the start of another project in the works with an "electronic symphony" concept! I hope you can follow our antagonist's story in this one!

Collateral (Antagonist's Theme)

I forgot how to feel

This album is a love letter to summer and everything in it, so listen. This is SOLELY for summer biking on your favorite trail, a big psychedelic party, and for a very special place that I hold very dearly. 

Miss you, Schuylkill. 

All Songs are Produced, Arranged, Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Louis.

Blooming Actualization of the True Self

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