@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

i think u already won
i think im getting too numb
i think its been like 2 months
when i see problems i run

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

too much pressure
i should have made it a long time ago
used to be my treasure 
i lost the map i dont even know

u can ignore me im very used to it
know that i love you ur abusing it
im above you fuck im not new to it
leave me alone you are my curse
its not unknown

digging myself deeper and deeper
i cant get out i need her
finders keepers
trade my own life to keep you

i want it all so imma gonna give it all
do u remember do you recall
im not enough and i know im not
im off a pill and im nodding off

way too hard to be me
i think ur life is a different degree
im high im geeked
im awake i keep grinding my teeth

finders keepers (silver x methboiswag)

b there for you (taher+bigdog30k)

sitcom prod wasterr keyblayde

i know we could fall in love again my babe
well i, never stopped loving you i mean
it was crazy how i had to spend the last year on my own
all the challenges i faced 
was doing shit id never done
but the feeling now is great
im fucking thankful for my run
just had to fall flat on my face
thats where the best shits always from
i could never compensate for all the bad shit that ive done
and i still hardly feel safe when i go out i take a gun
everyday i think about lucas
never got his flowers tho
i feel like music i abuse it i didnt know it was this powerful 
i dont know what i should fucking do
theres like a million ways i could go
its only best friends in my crew
i fucking love u ur my bro
this shit is wonderful
watch what happens next you never know
i could have it all at once but it feels better when its slow
and i cant just do this for fun it has to be like all i know
ill obsess over it
if i really like u itll show
but youll still never know it
will i ever love another girl
ya i highly doubt it
i dont wanna do another show
i just wanna drown
and i just cant post nostalgia but i know i should
i know i have to 
to you bro i owe it
idk what to do
i feel bad
and i get fucking scared whenever i take shrooms
i wish that you were here my babe
i cant ever stop loving you

what to do (prod. remghost)

i miss you now
my threads they start to come undone 
and idk idk what I've become
and i should go
i should go and take a run
i should figure out 
what’s coming next this isn't good
where are u at
where are u at with me my love
and i regret 
i regret what i have done
when u called i didn't call back 
i fucked it up 
remember you got so mad
i’m sorry bout that 
i still think ur the one
and i think about how we dealt with all that
i'm so proud of us
if you call my phone ima always get that
just you no one else
in the hotel bathroom smoking gaspack 
god i feel like hell
and there's so much fucked up i gotta fix that
there’s so much i can't tell 
you said its crazy babe
ya i know it is
you’ve never seen a mill?
feel like u hate me and ur just not showing it 
but what’s ur best guess 
what should i do next
where do we go from here my dear
i wish i was in ur head
and you taste like cigarettes 
there’s red wine on ur breath
the hunter shot the nest
i’m sorry that’s the best I’ve got
i think you have brain rot
ima take my best shot
but will i make it prolly not
but i don’t think it matters though
cus i’m going places u won’t go
and i’m having fun in Hollywood
i think i wanna do another show
i think one day i’m gonna go n buy a boat
when u called i didn't call back 
i fucked it up 
remember you got so mad
i’m sorry bout that 
i still think ur the one
and i think about how we dealt with all that
i’m so proud of us
if you call my phone ima always get that
just you no one else
in the hotel bathroom smoking gaspack 
god i feel like hell
and there's so much fucked up i gotta fix that
there’s so much i can't tell 
you said its crazy babe
ya i know it is
you’ve never seen a mill?
feel like u hate me and ur just not showing it

when u called (silver)

sanitize (prod. 5XLPoLo)

happy go lucky

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fgYhbuT7-Y
put ur head     @buffalobang @ddertbag  
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

cant forget bout u
smoking loud lost iq
this is the shit i do
yea u had it
this life a habit for me
imma take the cash and
i might go shop some new shit
fendi i like the fabric
i think im losing my shit
got to say but u know that i need u
sad to say its hard to just see u
and u say its not that deep anymore
lifes a shame i wish u needed me more

put ur head
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

its awfully quiet these hours
wake up at midnight hop in the shower
i always try i always fail its like a cycle
shit just feels unfair i guess thats just the way that life goes
life goes
i just wanna hit my life goals
life goals
i guess thats just the way that life goes
(shits just not fair)
life goes
i just wanna hit my life goals
(i wanna be there)
life goals
life goes
it never goes the way i think
im unlucky i need comfort
dont want enemies
i dont trust you, you seem sketchy
i gotta work more on my self esteem
pep talking in the mirror so when you see me
you dont see me the way i see me

put ur head
on my chest
lets guess 
u really think its a mess
pour this tech
take my test
im really slurring off the ket

sitcom prod wasterr keyblayde

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