FT. @danikiyoko

h3artch3rades:

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

this feeling i know
know it all too well
you remember everything different
my memory is not consistently
trying to fight it but it's killing me
now it's nothing but a memory that i don't know
and i can't figure out where did it go wrong
can't figure out where did it go wrong

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

dani kiyoko:

aye like hold up yea
why you talking to me like you don't care
all that shit you said yeah it wasn't fair
you left a scar on me that i gotta just repair
you took a part of me so i'll never have to be there
you took a part of me so i never wanna play fair
yea way too deep i pull out
i'm feeling lost so i had to cool out
you did me bad so i took a new route
you say love me but i always feel a doubt

h3artch3rades:

you answered partially you know that this just ain't fair
played with emotions in my head it was a nightmare
want to love you but emotionally you're just not there
want to love you but i feel like you just don't care at all

now it's getting serious
uneven relationships start to make me furious
how could you do it
you were with me for so long but you went around and blew it
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can never take it back
you can't take it back at all

can't take back those things you said FT. dani kiyoko (prod.jayysoul)

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@kggn
@tropes777
@votekk

kuru n tropes - bad day (me n votekk)

additional production by h3artch3rades

there wasn't too much to say
only thing that i could say
it's been a long time coming for me
god took one look and said you ain't where you supposed to be
another lost soul to keep the devil's men company
he stripped the halo and the wings from me yeah
trumpets and angels that were weeping over me
feeling the fires and the burning beneath (inside)
i heard the words that said you're right where you're supposed to be

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't keep going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't figure it out

trapped four walls and i'm closed in in silence
covered in clothes that hide signs of violence
nowhere to run to
nowhere to hide in
trapped in four corners of my mind don't tell nobody
what it was i experienced on the deep end
am i wrong for trying to find what i'm seeking
trying to hear the words i never heard before
trying to find out if i was even good for it

i know the lord's keeping secrets from me
but know i'm trying to try to keep the devil away from me
i don't know what it was that's keeping me peace inside
but i can't keep going knowing i'll never go
through the fires and trials and tribulations
through the hardships, heartbreaks, and the hard things
pressing my skull against the wall until i'm blacking out
moving in silence but i just can't

god took one look and said (prod.soma & dose)

prod twikipedia
vid https://youtu.be/QoOyOJCHJmY?si=fIyCXzp4sUER4T5D

find my way right out but im choking
stuck in my own cloud im btwn the walls
u always find a way js 2 break it
u always find a way js 2 break it all
hurt me these few years i cant take it
had2 make it my own life ima shape it all

2many broken promises that ik i cant keep
i didnt know the premises so all the faults on me
its crazy how the tables turn im fallin2 my knees
i wish they wld js tell me
i wish they wld js tell me
im so tired of faking
its sad i grew complacent
i took my leave right out my town js2 come back im crazy
its crazy how u made me
its crazy how u made me
i look back @ the time all those yrs past i wish u killed me

i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)
i wish ud kill me
(but it feels like u did anyway)

i feel stupid
2 repeat myself
i feel stupid
asking4 ur help

i feel stupid
2 repeat myself
i feel stupid
asking4 ur help

If u cant change i wont either

Produced by Inno

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)
The sky keeps falling
And i keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)


And there’s nothing left for me i’m losing focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were joking
I’ve been scavenging around like where the hope is
It’s all a cycle feel the heat it’s all approaching
I tried to find a window out but they’re all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it’s all over
I think I lost my mind again where’s my components 

I wish you would get it
Where i’m coming from
How i’m reaching out
How i’m stretching thin
I know you’re not on my side
But i still don’t know who is 
All i can do is
Hope for the better

Caught inside the cycle
I’m failing with my vitals
As my hands get colder
There’s too much weight on my shoulders

I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own
I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

halcyon

Produced by Kuru, Chrxme, and Octo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I25Sz3hZYjc

Go
Go
I’m with my brothers we stay making hits every night like until we get tired
She hit my line she like “ku what you on” so i told her i’m getting re:wired
He want my swag I ain’t tellin him shit i can’t let him know where i acquired it
Shoutout my sister i’m having a lil kodak moment know that she inspired it
I know they pray on my fall
I know damn well they conspiring
I’m in ny i’m at 2nd i got me a bag hope you know what’s transpiring

New clothes
New flow
New swag
Old shit expired
Do my own thing
Don’t need no help required
I’ve been gone for so damn long they thought i retired
I’m in the lab look into my soul like i’m playing with fire
They tried to take me and twin just like towers 
I’ll do this forever just give me my flowers
He talk about me but he ain’t got no power 
I’m stuck in my head i’ve been like this for hours
Keepin my cool but he still actin sour
Smellin like shit think he need em a shower
Step on this shit that’s my superpower
She want meet me that’s a rare encounter

Go
Go
I said i’m re:wired i need you to plug me in
I can’t keep on suffering i paid for all my sins
It’s like all the universe just don’t want me to win
My hands
Your touch
Hate me
So much
Painted walls i’m drowning in the blue i guess i’m in a rush
Brain froze
Turn to slush
They don’t like me it’s a hunch

Slurring all my words
I know it means nothing
Fantasize my worth
Please just treat me lovingly
It opens up my bones
You swore 
But you didn’t plug me in

Scribbles on the wall
You won’t let me in 
Let the numbers float
The dream’s my only comfort

Embed, I float
Within my walls of apathy
My way just keeps belittling
Maybe then you’ll find me in the code

re:wired

Produced by Lito and Tgwog

this song is almost 3 years old as of release

i love buying clothes
Might cop this beauty:beast
I’m up in shibuya with my bros having a feast
My bands they all increased
Takahiro on my tee
And dA too elite
Take a flight out to the east
Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you
No bitch ima ball without you
I got my racks on my own ima go spend it all without you
No bitch ima ball without you

I’m in the back in the club with that muhfuckin rick yuh
I been doin this shit on my own so just get off my dick yuh
I’m too ******* i’m too ***** and no i ain’t joinin your clique yuh
You can see me outside of the venue if you talkin shit yuh

And i feel things that make me think that i’m losing my mind 
And she want me to slide i think i might take my time
I got too many sons that don’t pay dues think that’s a crime
I lost too many friends you see me overthink at night 

Did you think that I was just finished
I got bands and they touchin the sky
They all snakes and i’m wonderin why
When i’m up with my bros feel alive
It’s a lot of them days that i cried
Now i walk inna store ima buy
And i moved out my home sayin bye
Had to dip now they wonderin why

I got this feelin it ain’t right to me at all
And i see things that always wanted me to fall
You gonna lie to me then say it ain’t your call
But you won’t speak the truth so I think that ima 
Ball without you

requiem

i think i love you
i think that i want you
i wanna be with you
i dont see a issue
yeah i miss your face i miss you
i miss you
i fall down to my knees
seeing visions all up in my head of you and me
this what we could be
i just need a chance
i just need some bands
substance in my fanta
paint him red like santa
endless void i can't stop falling
life a gamble all in
i need you more than my meds
wake up and i'm feeling dead
blacked out seeing red
and its all cus of you
tell me what do i do
all cus of you im fucked in my brain
go through this pain and you don't feel the same
i wanna change but you know i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(i'm tired) wanna change but i'm locked in this place
can you look me in my face and tell me imma be the one
girl you're not the one for me i know the shit you done
bae i think we done
why you acting dumb
playing with your thumbs
they bite my swag like it's gum
i think you should bite a gun
yeah felt this way for months
eat a bullet it's like lunch
when i look down i just wanna jump
feel it in my lungs
i just wanna jump
i just wanna (jump, jump)
i just wanna jump

insane (exo)

PROD @MENTAL

I DONT WANNA DIE CAN YOU HEAR ME CRY
THOUGHTS OF YOU AND HIM KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT
AND I THINK ITS MY FAULT I CANT DO IT RIGHT
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME I WANNA HEAR IT TWICE
CLOSE MY EYES ALL I SEE IS YOU
IF THIS LOVE IS TRUE IT MUST BE A FLUKE
MAKE ME INDIGO BABY TURN ME BLUE
PURPLE ON MY JEANS YOU WONT SEE THE TRUTH
FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL
I MIGHT FALL DOWN
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
I SEE YOU AROUND
AND ITS ALL THATS ON MY MIND
HELP ME FEEL ALRIGHT

IF I STAY AND IF I WAIT WILL YOU LOVE ME 
IF I PRAY AND RECIPROCATE WHEN YOU TOUCH ME
IF I CHANGE IN ANY WAY THAT YOU WANTED
IF I CAVE CAN I BE SOMBODY YOURE FOND OF
IF YOU HURT ME ILL FORGIVE AND FORGET IT
IF YOU CURSE ME ILL REGRET MY ACCEPTANCE
TRIED TO TURN ME TO DOLL CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS
EASY SWAYING ME IM SURE ILL REGRET IT
YEAH YEAH
I KEEP THROWING UP
YEAH ITS NEVER ENOUGH YEAH
IS IT HATE OR LOVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
I CANT FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

twice ft. mental

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)