In My Mind

My Mind (prod. mikemixer X yakbeats)

[Wrote it on 14/2/2020]

AI SONG ⚠️

- LYRICS

If only I could drift away from this place of lonely hearts
I know I’m one of the bitches, forever hunting for more
What needs to fill my desire to love
Many people say that love is beautiful
But few admit that it is painful
What’s the point in being surprised 
When is it always-

Beautifully fragile, but armed enough to leave me bleeding
Because of your fucking arrows to break it into a thousand pieces
If I were you, I would implant it in the stupid, useless love mistakes that I made
Don't you think that maybe this will also help to give me more pain?

If only I could drift away from this place of lonely hearts
I know I’m one of the bitches, forever hunting for more
What needs to fill my desire to love
Many people say that love is beautiful
But few admit that it is painful
What’s the point in being surprised 
When is it always- 

C'mon, Stupid Cupid, it's all you can do?
Unfortunately, all of us fall because 
As delicate as a child carrying too much love in their chest
After all, I want to seek only love and not money
Does it take too much to whisper a prayer to Him?
That beneath it all, we’re just creatures starving for love?

Why can't I be free like you?
To break free from all these fucked-up sentiment games?
And why are you so free and happy while I am here? 
Struck by your love, yet it slides right off me
So Stupid, So Stupid Cupid
Stupid Cupid

Stupid Cupid

break my bed sped up

when I was jit Ian have shit 
give good price on the bag we flip 
five star bitch I do five star shit 
send him to heaven with the demon clip 

walk in the room and I’m all breaking necks  
I just wanna stay up lemme pop this x 
go to strip club to just pop this check 
sliding w my nigga and you know he best as dressed 
oh 

bae you know complicated 
don’t chaseme bae let’s chase the paper 
we trappin now , save love for later 
stay on the grind we’ll link up greater 

we trappin now save love for later 
we trappin now save love for later 2

I know your type I don’t got time end up in jail today 
just pop this perky I promise it’ll take the pain away  
like carti said it rather lie than wat you walk away 
don’t you walk away from me 

I’ll grab the Blicky pull the 9 if you play w me 
if you stay baby know that you are safe w me

I don’t trust you

Grudge

GrillI n My Bag

feel you still

nothing but past skin

Soulmate

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Khaos Kitty: My Journey Through Life, Music, and Mental Health

Hi, I’m Khaos Kitty—a mother, an artist, and someone who’s been through hell and back navigating life with bipolar disorder and depression. My life hasn’t been easy, but it’s real, and that’s exactly what I want to share with the world. I’ve faced some tough challenges, but through it all, I’ve learned how to turn my struggles into strength and my pain into purpose.

Music has been my lifeline, my therapy, and my voice. I’m not just here to make noise; I’m here to tell my story and, hopefully, inspire others to tell theirs too.

Embracing My Mental Health Journey

Living with mental health challenges can feel like you’re carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders—alone. I’ve been there. But instead of letting bipolar disorder and depression define me, I’ve made it my mission to confront these struggles head-on.

For me, writing songs is a way to process the chaos in my mind and heart. My lyrics are raw, emotional, and unapologetically real because that’s what life feels like sometimes. I’ve cried through verses and screamed through choruses, and in those moments, I’ve found clarity and connection.

I share my mental health journey openly because I know how lonely it can feel to suffer in silence. By speaking up, I hope to show others that they’re not alone and that it’s okay to seek help. Mental health is as important as physical health, and asking for support doesn’t make you weak—it makes you brave.

Using My Voice to Make a Difference

Being a mom and a musician comes with its own set of challenges, but it’s also what keeps me grounded. My son inspires me to keep going, even on my hardest days. He’s my reminder that I can turn my pain into purpose and show him—and others—that life is worth fighting for.

I use my platform to advocate for mental health awareness because I know the power of sharing our stories. Whether it’s through my music, social media, or one-on-one conversations with fans, I aim to create a safe space where people feel seen, heard, and supported.

I want my journey to remind others that it’s okay to not be okay and that healing doesn’t happen overnight. It’s messy and nonlinear, but it’s worth it.

Finding Beauty in the Chaos

My music is a reflection of me—eclectic, emotional, and authentic. It blends all the chaos of my life into something beautiful. Whether I’m writing about heartbreak, motherhood, or mental health, every note and lyric is infused with my truth.

I’m not here to pretend I’ve got it all figured out because I don’t. I’m here to show you that it’s possible to find light in the darkest places and that even in the midst of chaos, there’s beauty to be discovered.

This is my story. This is my truth. And if it resonates with you, then maybe together, we can remind the world that we’re stronger than our struggles.

Brought to you by me, Khaos Kitty—because life is messy, music is healing, and we’re all in this together.

