The "Best of khrxmx" Collection

To whom this may concern:
You’re finally out of my life. 
No more control.
No more self doubt.
No more lies.
I’ve moved on and loved every single second.
Thank you for opening my eyes.
Love Your Last Admirer

Lyrics:
Hook:
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh
So alone /
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh /
So alone /

Verse:
It’s taken countless hours for you to get me /
All this false hope, started to finally hit me /
I’m staring at this knife, how it feels within me /
I’m shaky with my grip, that explains the windy /
Fuck, I wanna leave this city /
Fuck, I won’t explain myself /
Been casted all this bullshit, like I’ve been compelled /
Been suicidal since the age of twelve /
My emotions keep slacking, need to cop a belt /
Maybe hang my fucking self /

Hook:
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh
So alone /
I feel so alone /
Ahh ahhh /
So alone /

Harmonies by me.
Production: autrioly
Vocals: khrxmx
Mixing/Mastering: khrxmx
Intro Sequence: Euphoria: Season 1 Episode 3 
Intro Vocals: Rue (Played By Zendaya)

soalone

*DROPPED 2020*

This is the final version of the collection. Due to backlog, as well as many altercations, setbacks, and issues; this was the intended version of the EP.

I didn't want to release a 4-Song EP, but because of the release date, I had to drop it, and relieve some tension. Many things went wrong, and many things we're holding me back during the time, so it is partially my fault. It has been completely reworked, for a better listening experience.
Thank you for understanding.
enjoy <33

TRACKLIST:
1 - Replacement (prod. fleur)
2 - Floating (prod. CapsCTRL)
3 - ForcedToFly (prod. BLANK)
4 - Take It Back (prod. RX808)
5 - OCEANE (feat. Paris Laurent)
6 - droplikesnow (interlude) - (prod. sisdom cinema)
7 - Sleep Deprived (prod. Sleepless Boy)
8 - voices (feat. conner messman) (prod. idly blare)

Release Date:
June 15th, 2020

*originally on Spotify)

ForcedToFly

*recorded on dusty phone mic*
sick of it (prod. unlucky)

Lyrics:
Taken for granted /
My life is a fucking lie, it’s outstanding /
I really wanna fucking die, it’s all planning /
How can I explain myself, without answers? /
It’s fucked up /
Fuck love, and the trauma caused /
And this shit that brings, and it’s all remorse /
It’s on course, to the life divorce /
Took one more second to slice my vocal chords /
It’s all open /
Shit I speak it’s all broken /
The only cure to leave, is just to start noticing /
Toke to absorb the clouds of pure hoping /
Years of this suicide, thoughts coping /
Myself, I’m the one that’s bleeding /
Obsessed, and impressed, by the ones that feeding /
All these lies, I despise, to the ones that’s speaking /
Trapped in demise, for the ones who’s creeping /
And I’m sick of it /
So sick of it /
I wanted to leave now /
To show what I’m about /
Now I’m flying over the clouds /
These angels, filled with doubt /
Cuts all in my mouth /
I’m finally speaking loud /
So sick of it /

sickofit

livemylife
- producer: khrxmx
- writer: khrxmx
- engineer: khrxmx
- vocal sample: shiloh dynasty
- intro vocals - vacation1x

Lyrics:
I'm just trynna live my life /
My minds so cold, but the world stays bright /
Stuck inside, please leave me to die /
I'm over this shit, I can't stand life /
Fucking plan it /
Rope around necks, can't fucking stand it /
Got a knife, with a slice, and the cuts replanted /
By the way of my scars, you can tell I'm righthanded /
Thoughts on my mind, must tell and demand it /
Why did you do this? /
Revenge on the table, I can't even do shit /
Mentally unstable, about to abuse it /
Tore of the label, about to reuse it /
Now I'm like fuck life /
Shred off my skin like a fish knife /
Afterlife is coming /
Stuck, yet doing nothing /
Bout to push a button /
Finally mount to something /
Thoughts are slightly numbing /
What am I becoming? /

livemylife

Lyrics:
I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
Push me away /
I'm right out your arms /

I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
Push me away /
I'm right out your arms /
I'm back at the start /
We're very far apart /
Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /

I'm just thinking /
I'm thinking too hard /
I'm back at the start /
I’m very far apart /

Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /
Now I'm thinking too hard /
I'm thinking too hard /

thinkingtoohard

we plan to overcome. 
               stop pretending.
absorb the energy.

blind to luv.
luv x rage.