shit

down

KILLJAY

Blablablaasivprdeli

mixed by Doc McKinney

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kidhnrk

my eyes lay heavy
you know already 
exactly where they fall
see i wasnt ready
your aim was steady
when you shot me standing tall
my breath is yours
your words are mine
now you've got me speeding blind
i looked to you 
to see what was right
and all i lost was time

take the blame so i dont have to (prod. Hnrk)

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

alive

Kill (prod. southgarden)

This music does not belong to me and is property of the artist 'Brennan Savage'.

LYRICS:
See it don't make sense now
Got me sittin' on the fence now
Wonder if it's gon' work out
I don't wanna get hurt now

Now i'm fuckin' with my own sound
Want a big body Benz with the roof down
Timbs on and my Goose down
Runnin' through my hometown

I don't want the hoes
Or the brand new plugs
I just wanna stay down for my bros
But you better have the cheque
When we come to collect
I got brothers that are down to let it blow

Just know that I'm ready to die
And i'm 'bouta put it all on the line!
I do it all for you, i can't waste no time
I ain't gonna let you die!
No!

None of it makes sense now
Now i'm on my back
Layin' on the ground
Prayin' that this works out
I don't wanna get hurt now

Now I found my own sound
Need a big body Benz with the roof down
Timbs on and my goose down
Screamin' out fuck my hometown!

I don't want the hoes
Or the brand new plugs
I just wanna stay down for my bros
But you better have the cheque
When we come to collect
I got bullets and I'm down to let it blow!

Just know that I'm ready to die
And I'm 'bouta put it all on the line!
I do it all for you, you gon' see me shine!
I ain't gon' let you die!
No!

Brennan Savage - Ready To Die

Hotel In Minsk

HOW I FEEL

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f322jHbRzlg

Scars (prod. brennan savage) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Klexos

Vengeance

you can't kill energy [feat. lil peep, xxxtentacion, lil bo weep & bones]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2yHowQ2y8xnSZk3R8vrLaW

sorry for being quiet, i know what i wanna do now..
big thanks to idstayawaytoo and egs for the beat, more to come. 


TWENTYTHREE:
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777

PRODUCED BY IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo
https://soundcloud.com/egsmane

LYRICS:
Waste away another day, I hate the way I love your face but we both know it’s not the same, departed I won’t find a way to numb the pain that roams my veins the blades that change the pace I lay in light to hide in vain, when I still hope your hollow grave is safe 

If I was you id stay away my friend
Instead I’ll rot alone inside my head

Where have you gone my dear?
I've never felt so alone, cold, ridden with fear
What I've done, i know im wrong, I gave you space and now your gone, it sticks inside your head, and head it hurts, but """it's not love"""".

IT'S NOT LOVE FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS) (SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

SLEEP ABOVE THE MOON // FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

PROD:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

DAMAGE CONTROL

I LET DOWN EVERYONE I LOVE (INTRO) // (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

I would adore you,
I'm sure he holds you,
And I'm not supposed to,
Capture the old few,
That still come for you,
I can't ignore you,
I can't ignore you,
I can't ignore you,

And I,
And I,
I should hear your sign,
I don't want to die,
I don't want a lie,
I just want a night,
I just want,
I just want,
I just want,
I just want a life,
I just want a life


I'll never be anything more,
I'll never be anything more,
I'll never breathe inside doors,
That you've built to close the pours,

I'll never be anything more,
I'll never be anything more,
I'll never breathe inside doors,
That you've built to close the pours,


And I,
And I,
I should hear your sign,
I don't want to die,
I don't want a lie,
I just want a night,
I just want,
I just want,
I just want,

for the queen i wish to meet

Biv - You Can Wake Me Up Now W/ KAMAARA  Outro

lyrics: i feel it coming
they tell me im next up 
but i dont know if i want it 
im taking these meds to numb out the pressure
shaking in bed at night pain doesn’t let up
i could be better 
but i dont wanna be 
i aint showing any interest in healing 
overtaken by the strangest of feelings
overtaken by the voice of these demons
you can pretend but you dont understand it 
i dont regret i just wish i could vanish 
i can’t forget and forgive i am damaged 
i lost a whole fucking year to the xannies
nothing is going the way that i planned it
nothing is guaranteed on this planet 
i kinda preferred when i didn’t have purpose
when will i learn that this life isn’t worth it
they all warned us, all the greats 
drugs imported they from interstate 
what is this feeling i cannot get rid of it 
i tried to switch it up plenty of times
stuck in the deep caught up in the abyss of it 
i wanna die but im better alive 
i wanna cry but im dead in the eyes 
im tryna figure out why but im too high 
running in circles im losing my mind 
im forgetful i sweat like a bitch in the night 
when will the rain over me ever let up 
when does the pain die so i can just get up 
fuck it im outta here next year if nothin changes 
im gonna disappear if i dont make it 
when i die dont put me in playlists

IF NOTHING CHANGES.. [PROD. ANGST]

KILLJAY