Depression

Mood

KILLJAY

Buggin.

https://soundcloud.com/vermin666 makes fire.

Lyrics:
back out
spazz out
i'm a be a let down
tap out
black out
dose again

undecided
undefeated
i'm addicted uh
yuh

i got violence
i be feeling
little different uh
yuh

like the silence
when you stealing
from my vision uh
yuh

i got tired
fucking dealing
with the system uh
yuh

slit wrists
when i'm pissed
drugs up on my
wish list

split fids
for the mist
acting like i'm
different

acid spit
in the clit
psychedelic
mission

not fit
take the kit
when their aint no
witness

too cashed
off my face
disappear without trace
i got cubes but they laced
eat that shit for the taste

yea my mental radiates
Chernobyl localized
inside my brain
cell
waster
cut lines like a
racer
lightning with the 
taser
killing for the
favour
consume you for the
flavour
i been makings moves up
on your radar 
soon i'm coming through
to make a crater

meteor i hit earth
buried in the dirt
i'm own test tube do it first
then i know it works

10 lines deep like a fisherman
move a chess piece to a different land
i been doing shit that you cant comprehend
down another fifth then i dose again

yea
yea

no light left
im a dissect
put the knife in

aye

yea
yea

no fighting
you a python
never my friend

undecided
undefeated
i'm addicted uh
yuh

i got violence
i be feeling
little different uh
yuh

like the silence
when you stealing
from my vision uh
yuh

i got tired
fucking dealing
with the system uh
yuh

INSECT (prod. VERMIN)

tell me what you want then im leaving (feat. killjay)

KILLJAY X DIELIZM
verse 1 KILLJAY
verse 2 cix50
verse 3 kno.money
prod. ronwood
mixed/mastered by chronic shnxman

NOTHING TO PROVE - KILLJAY x CIX50 x KNO.MONEY

mixed myself 
lyrics - 
shit doesnt feel the same
is it cause im in love is it cause of the drugs is it cause ive been doing too much to my lungs?
idk people dont treat me the same 
i dont care if they run i dont care for their love i dont care that they leave when i run out of funds
im tired of playing this game 
should i give this shit up should i keep this shit running im lost and im hoping the answer will come 
folded corners on pages
phases in life that still keep popping up, memories fade as i keep fucking up i keep burning down bridges i should have left up
im getting over it i spent some time on some shit im not open with 
pull down the blinds i dont like when the light hits my eyes i am over with all of this stress on my mind i cant cope with it 
i miss the ogs that i used to smoke with 
17 fuckin up quarters with jonesy, 23 now i smoke halves without noticing 
stay by myself i dont want you to know me 
they cant do nothing to throw me, you know the deal you dont wanna owe me 
you been a rat so dont call me your homie im sick of this shit imma stay on my lonely 
i dont see any opponent pull up on me bitch yea i bet that you wont 
just let me be for a moment my demons are screaming theres blood in my throat

NOT THE SAME [PROD. ANGELE$]

DEMO mixed by me
lyrics;
slamming the door to a round of applause
i was the cause of the problem of course
im done for sure, i put the holes in the walls
offin my celly ignoring your calls
rollin up quick then im gone 
somebody hand me some shit i can pour up 
fuck all the bullshit i cannot get caught up 
asked if i think she bad i said "sorta"
i dont want issues that come with these bitches
dont got a pistol i kill em with lyrics
words hurt the most, i finish them 
doin the most i fuck up their mental
i had the plug before i met chilly 
i stay by myself you dont know how im living 
hating myself is a habit im kicking 
im free if you want smoke, come get it 
i think i took too much again 
nah fuck it i need it im stuck in a dreamstate
pop it and and relay gone for three days 
fuck is the deal? ay
i get the bag for cheap, 
fuck on your chick cause your tunes are weak
i give her anxiety, she dance on my dick she got moves for me
maybe im way too deep
my bad habits swallowed me up in my sleep
she just likes using me, nah she doesnt want me shes used to me 
i cannot stand it nah fuck it ive had it i fall on my face dont belong in this place 
you need a package i bet you i have it i pick up the pace like this shit is a race
i need the cash in a way bigger bracket im off of my face by the end of the day 
im keeping tabs on you pussies i have to be quiet and watch for the snakes 
causin a racket this music shit aint been the same since i came thru the gates
i dont care if you dont fuck with me bitch i dont fuck with you and i dont mean to throw shade
i dont think im okay
poppin these pills again sippin on poison til im in the grave.

TRAGIC PT. II [PROD. GRIESGRAMMAR]

The blood in my veins always feels like static.

Lyrics:
light cannot reach me
what the fuck you got to teach me
i'll move so fast you can't see me
always been part of the scenery

you know i'm loving the greenery
i got epiphany hitting me differently
distance me from their distillery
pissed at me frequently cos i can't
be what they need from me

dead in my grave
blood in my veins
feeling like static i vanish
in days
call me Houdini
they see me at first
then i converge
an desert in a cave
not getting payed
off a them plays
but i got brothers that keep me awake
know they gone get everything that i take
i got respect for the real not the fake
yea

i got respect for the real not the fake
You get me high like the drugs in my veins

stay quiet stay quiet don't ruin it now
stay quiet stay quiet

YA'LL SPEAKING TO THE WRONG FACE

stay quiet silence the height of my night
i live my life out the light
confined a flight observing my purpose
its all by design

not fucking with the checks less they coming for free
i got Eden in my head but i'm stuck on my feet
why the fuck you interject when they talking bout me
i'm the virus in your meds i'm the fire to flee bitch

I been hitting fire for weeks
but i bury all my demons i on't
let em release
plug that leak we don't speak bout the mp3's
i hear the creak of them floorboards they tempting me

I'ma turn the nights to days
all the highs to ways
cos i can't take it no more
then we gone slide the k's like a tidal wave
while we smoking out the 4 door

Static Grey Is The Light

Static Grey Is The Light (prod. CRCL)

thanks for 60k total plays 
mixed by me 
lyrics - 
every time im up i go and fuck up all my profit 
every time you fuck with me youre closer to a socking 
every time i love a bitch the shit just ends with problems 
every time the sun comes up i say i cant be fuckin bothered 
why do they all lie in their songs im keeping it honest 
i know they all try to be on it but they aint on it 
sick of being shy imma shine like a fucking comet 
and if you pay the price i might share a cut of the profit 
ay these cunts are capping and i know it when i hear it 
i dreamed that i had it and im steady getting nearer 
every time i step in a room they look at me weirder 
i might have to rest a few i need things to look a little clearer 
summer time is here i went to hell during the winter 
sometimes im in fear of the hurt that ive been dismissing 
doing damage to my soul its on purpose i need to feel something 
fuck you if you dont understand theres a bigger picture to it 
ill spit over beats until theres diamonds in my teeth 
im happy with these demons i know i aint finding peace 
if its coolin down i apply a little more heat 
and if it gets too hot imma ice it down for my gs 
bitch boy settle down, best be quiet when i come around 
get the choir need a holy sound, i feel the fire in my body now 
they can try but never top me they got rhymes but i better
say goodbye to those who love me wont be writing a letter 
all those nights i spent just wondering if death would be better
said goodbye to a couple 100% for the better
i apply a lot of pressure they asking me how to be like me 
i smoke another kettle im high i can barely see these peeps
taught that girl a lesson she never had anything like me 
she put me on a pedestal told her she should be leaving me
i know i shouldnt worry i got it and thats a fact
i know i should be way more grateful for where im at 
i know i should be tryna get better for mum and dad 
my head is dusted im barely even intact