featuring @neohnq

lyrics:
@contenttttt
contemplate once more, was it worth for what we've lost?
was it worth the pain, is that why we both held on?
for what you had brought, did you have to keep me pinned?
the fact that shit has passed and had gone with the wind

no, wo-o-oah
gave what i owed
sold off my soul
just for our home
no, wo-o-oah
where does it go?
now that you're gone
and im all alone

did you think that i was played?
fell for youself, now you look back here this way
"how did this happen?"
"where was i wrong?"
promised each other
to stay till its done

no, wo-o-oah
gave what i owed
sold off my soul
just for our home
no, wo-o-oah
where does it go?
now that you're gone
and im all alone

@neohnq
miss ur touch upon my neck
girl ur not like the rest
ima try my besttt
its alr i guesss
see what we had when i look up
to the stars, now im struck
i cant help myself
girrll ur my hell
yeah yeah
oohhhhh
dont know where im gonna go
pick myself up, back on the road
im too scared to let it go
once its gone its gone
we go on and on
maybe its better this way
girll dont ask me to Stay..

@contenttttt
did you think that i was played?
fell for youself, now you look back here this way
"how did this happen?"
"where was i wrong?"
promised each other
to stay till its done

no, wo-o-oah
gave what i owed
sold off my soul
just for our home
no, wo-o-oah
where does it go?
now that you're gone
and im all alone

gone with the wind feat neohn prod me

one day imma find out what there is to lose

find out who you give to

find out who you came for

your mama doesnt like me

your father could be empty

yeah, yeah


i never liked the way you’d say whatever hurt

pull the pride right out my chest and add the dirt

scrap whatever things we knew for sure

'cause everything is tied up in this curse 

(it's all tied up)

it's all tied up in this curse

yeah, yeah


adirondaks, how did I know?

driving all week through the pinegroves

rain dropped on a really high note

now i need 2, maybe 3, make it 4 dose

never knew where i wanna go

seem to flock to the growing cold

one hit two times thats just growing old

never really knew that’s what i wanted till i felt alone



we don’t know (x16)



feel so good on my worst days 

built tough like Ford in the first place 

no longer avoid, it's not worth it 

a trauma-bonder on Thursday 

in Wales-Bonner, for a survey 

am I worthy, you're the Parcae 

sit right down in the car seat 

we'll get through it, just watch me


feel so-

feel so good imma-

feel so good imma-

we'll get through it just-

just, just watch me



do you wanna spend the summer, chasing september?

watching trains go by and shaking as we swallow the tremors

'cause i don't wanna waste my time while these days go by,

i don't, i don't, i don't



i don't wanna waste my life 

waiting for you 


i don't think i should-

day goes by i- , be by myself

i don't think i should-

day goes by i-


not a day goes by i’m thinking I should be by myself

i might deprecate and keep me iffy off someone’s shelf

yes i'm cute enough to think about all ways i can help

(i’m pretty as fu-)

//

Written by: Adam Ben David and Zacharia Arrington
Produced by: thenheturnedaround
Mixed by: thenheturnedaround
Mastered by: thenheturnedaround

field (feat. unkept)

ty skoolio for the inspiration

01:05 @m0ru 
02:02 @hywel47 
05:43 @hywel47 
06:58 @essay 
07:50 @essay
09:00 @escapefromyourself

mn soundset

soundcloud.com/xternalz / soundcloud.com/staywithmenow

i'm reaching out to you, the furthest star in our sky

Again [xternalz]

prod me
***

life is a cliffhanger
it can't ever be calculated, it's unrestrained
it's a cool danger
even if you grow up later, you can never save yourself

imitator, that's all you are
imitator

no matter what came first
all that matters is here and now
and whatever else
don't cry yet, cause we still got so much to give
and so little time left, friend

isolator, here we are 

you set fire to the things that you don't know
your full circle never happens in the real world
you set fire to the things that you don't know

metaphorical song

prod me

fuck jus waste my time
like do it everytime
jus lmk ill let u hit my line
he did u bad then maybe its a sign
i got bands but i dont got no friends

i might die alone but i got cash on me
she said she want dick but i want to be alone
wearing my vlone she fw my cologne 
deep in the unknown, sitting in my throne

talking shit u get thrown, bitch im in my zone
im not a dog dont ever throw a bone
i cant fw all these hoes so dont ever hit my phone
so please leave a message right after the tone
and i cant think, emotions switchin teams
and i cant sleep ur running thru my dreams
and i fuck up like its my fucking thing
and i fucked up bad like every fucking thing

talking shit u get thrown, bitch im in my zone
im not a dog dont ever throw a bone
i cant fw all these hoes so dont ever hit my phone
but please leave a message right after the tone
and i cant think, emotions switchin teams
and i cant sleep ur running thru my dreams
and i fuck up like its my fucking thing
and i fucked up bad like every fucking thing

tone

this song is dedicated to jun takahashi and damur huang

ya i bought a cloak just so i could say i had one ya i bought a cloak just so i could say i had one you can see me shop at erewhon vip flight to taiwan
damn btch i do my dance in the rain saw yo btch makin her say my name steppin in and im breaking the bank btch i do my dance in the rain gun steady with the aim i cant feel no pain it aint sht to me it aint sht to me what u said to me ill just let it be

near - erewhon (yui;seven)

[@ilylucina]
It's better to feel this way 
I know that you're scared but it's gonna be okay
I put my hand to the wall and ask if I'm feeling shame 
I know that's bad for you
I know that's bad for you
I never wanted youuuuuuuu
eugh, youuuuuuuu
(harmonizing)

[@erdo]
wish I can make it last too
why do you make this hard too
it's still you
it's still you and I can't stop thinking bout you
I know you despise me 
but it never mattered 
I'll make it just for us
I'll make it last forever
I'll make it last forever 
(harmonizing)

you w/ erdo (fozo)

December 4th, 2025 marks 31 years for me on this planet. It’s interesting to think about all the different chapters of life I’ve lived and seen so far, while also knowing that I’ve only just scratched the surface in so many ways. Throughout it all, I know that in any given moment, I am exactly where I need to be, surrounded by those I need to be surrounded by, and am learning everything I need to understand. “December 4th” is my way of expressing my gratitude for what life has given me, for all the moments - light & dark - that have shaped me into the person I am today, and for having this innate trust in what is to come. 

No matter your beliefs, I hope that you can take a moment today to reflect on just how far you’ve come and the person you’ve grown into. Thanks for allowing me to share my birthday with you through sound. 

“December 4th” - OUT NOW ✨


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