and I'm so done with trying to defend it..

vocaloid/ cover music

Nothing's Working Out (English Cover)【Will Stetson】「なにやってもうまくいかない」

I posted this since the full song came out today in YT because the full song’s not in SoundCloud yet so this is up in the meantime. Ghost, please message me if you want this taken down ASAP. Thank You!

https://youtu.be/EKOSQGKn5Cw

Solaria / Aura by GHOST

Disposable Girl - weevildoing

when the uhhh

inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

ODDMENTS (OVERHAULED) ft. SOLARIA (SynthV Original Song)

This is not mine, 

link to original music Video: https://youtu.be/e1Ik4LTLizE

【DEX】 Misery Loves Company - CircusP

Cat Rubbing (English Cover)

music / kian
vocals / IA AI English
MV / https://youtu.be/HSOVYCj9qsY
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/OJDv
ccs, midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1v-Pf8cSjaxDj_5FFsX8dV-MJFeBKRmSr?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Time. time again
Ripping me from limb to limb
No, I never would've guessed it
That's how it's always been
You never wanted me to have another win
My sacrifices to the life we had
All gone, all gone
Gone and done 
Cause I thought you were the one
But what else had I expected?
I guess you never meant it
Even though you were the one to call that feeling love
I'm still trying not to think about the nights we stayed up

Even though I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

Performative at best
Disingenuous at worst
You ever wonder why it hurt?
I'm living off resent up until the bitter end
You're really messing with my head
And I'm so done with trying to defend it
No, I won't ever be amused
No more, no more

Now I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

Spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

My, My
So quiet, so shy
But never was afraid to mess up a life
And I'm still riding the high from
Promising that I'd never leave your side
So say goodbye to all of those lies
And cry your way into my heart to
Try and make me sympathize
With nothing left to give
Do you feel no shame?
Messing up the game

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

GUTS / IA AI English

not mine!! original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOyGcHZdG0c
lyrics:
Hundreds of years searching for a reason
As the time passes by in a lonely cry
Signs of a child lost to rusted seasons
Can you find glowing eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Decorate winter days in a godless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
Yet I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your twisted face
A sacrificial want, a carnal rage
Awaken everything I learned to annihilate

And as your body hits the flame
You ask a silent god if it's to late
When they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Thousands of years slipping through my fingers
Imitate futile waves in a gentle blaze
Heaven exists for the lost and fearful
Can you find faithful eyes
through the lunar lullaby's lie

Fragmented parts from relentless beating
Recreate winter days in a soulless way
For sin never stays under sacred reasons
So I pray for escape in a
Fantasy filled daze

And even through the night
It seems I've come to find
You'll never face the light
The generational curse of our kind

And as your body hits the flame
I'll watch the motions of your melted face
Hey ain't that funny, you can't bear the same
Sort of agony you forced me to emulate

And as your body hits the flame
You meet the burning of a child's rage
And when they find your battered body
Trust that your ashes will be
Drawn by matches and rust

Matches and rust, oh

Picking at flowers by the footsteps of your grave
Eating the thorns trapped in a monochromatic daze
They say it’s nature
No, I can't just run away

Wait, don’t go,
Won’t you help me dissect my brain?

Of Matches and Rust by Vane and Apollo Kepler

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Abnormality Dancin' Girl | ENGLISH Cover 【Trickle】

Vane Lily- The H.A.G. / Apollo Kepler

ラットが死んだ

【初音ミク＆GUMI】乱躁滅裂ガール【オリジナル】

Song/Art: Crusher-P
VSQx: Fruutella
Mixing: Living Tombstone

LYRICS:
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VERSE 1
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I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.

When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had 

What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?
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CHORUS:
---------------------------------------------------
Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

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VERSE 2
---------------------------------------------------

What's done is done,
And nothing's gonna change.
I should be moving on,
But I still feel the same.

And it's like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self control,
And when you've forgotten who I am, 
it just feels, it just feels....
I'm nobody at all.

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BRIDGE 
---------------------------------------------------
I found myself 
hitting the ground,
I didn't breathe 
in case I'd drown

I should have known 
When to let go
and when to see
who I was being

Again, again, again

---------------------------------------------------
CHORUS:
---------------------------------------------------
I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get...

Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached,
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again
again, again

And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
and I should've never let myself get attached

whoa---/

Again, again

Crusher-P Ft. Gumi English - Again

【UTAU Sukone Tei】理想絵図  (My Ideal Picture)

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, AND SWEARING

YOUTUBE PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vtn_yA3Oio&feature=youtu.be

(also the character in the pic may seem familiar to some of you)

LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UT_4lE4YDOLkXbgHAQA8-_YiWVfvhy44-Rl_rfsB9fE/edit?usp=sharing

(too many characters for soundcloud lol)

VOCALS: FUKASE_ENGLISH
INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1XCtMRhrEei7BtLy8QyYmrlg3ASp-6Xwi
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 200
THOSE LITTLE FUKASE SOUNDS: Damien

My social media:
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【Fukase English】CORROSION【Original Song】

vocal synth producer // alt rock + dark pop music

000─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───001
ℙ𝕆𝕍: 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕣𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪
010─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───101

GUTS / IA AI English

kian

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