pv / https://youtu.be/MZY0gD4u4-0
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt 
vocal / kafu
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/rqfn 
midi / https://drive.google.com/file/d/1JldtdTGdA4UBUYOR7RZXfMu9rFsb3aw-/view?usp=sharing 

[lyrics]
The broken lights completely fill my sight
I try and try
But I can never get it right
Endless rooms and hallways twist within my mind
Distant sounds are drawing near
Something so familiar yet so unclear
The buzz drowns any meaning out
I’m lost, I’m found
I’m laying all these feelings out
Yearning to escape with no idea how
Leaving every open door
Still left wanting more

And now the ringing sings out loud
Sounds I cannot live without
Bound to all these rotting halls
I still can’t recall when or why I saw

Hide from the awful thoughts I grow
I will never let it go
Taking karma for the lies I told them all 
All that this world has come to be
No one else will ever see
Running from the broken me
All I want is to be free

For a while all I did was deny
And I hoped that i’d get another reply
And I regret that i never said “goodbye”
And the cold damp darkness feels like it is stopping any progress
Trying nonetheless
Though I should confess that

Now the ringing sings out loud
Sounds I cannot live without
Bound to all these rotting halls
I still can’t recall when or why I saw

Hide from the awful thoughts I grow
I will never let it go
Taking karma for the lies I told them all
Everything I’ve come to know
Vivid colors overflow
Should I stay or should I go?
Why does everybody know what it’s like on the right side?
What’s it like on the right side?
A normal life i’ve been denied
And all I’m left is to wonder why

So what’s it like on the right side?
I’ll never know from the inside
A normal life i’ve been denied
Forever trapped in a world that has died

LIMINAL / KAFU (original song)

MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

TRIGGER WARNINGS: this song is about violence being glorified and nearly acted upon. It contains themes of the idolization of violence, discussions of urges / plans to hurt people, suicidal ideation, implied past child abuse, implied gun violence, implications of self-harm.

This song does not endorse violence in any way, shape, or form, but discusses it nonetheless. Please be careful if the above topics may be triggering to you. 

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yeah its the!! song :)

Original Song: https://youtu.be/iudTradAW0E
Artist: https://twitter.com/CRUORMOR?t=Iqw_Jg0m4TtWf27cibufgQ&s=09

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art twitter: [ https://twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon?t=T1fYa9ui0CjwYs6Xix4n7Q&s=09 ]
youtube channel:
[ https://youtube.com/channel/UC5H7DvVtGp4ebpFGevlW-1w ]

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[Lyrics]
Girl intruder with no future, a computer claims my soul
Burdened with a nasty burning, obscene yearning for control
Shy and quiet, there but silent. There's a violence in my heart
Want to maim you, to repaint you, want to make you come apart

Growing up, I had these urges I'd feel bad about, but...
I'm done feeling guilty, I'll take these thoughts and tear them out

So you can't stand to see me punishing myself?
Only other option is to take it out on someone else!
STICKERS ON MY ARTILLERY, I'M GONNA MAKE HISTORY
HURRY UP AND GET RID OF ME, WHILE THERES NOTHING LEFT IN ME
QUIET GIRL SO UNASSUMING, DONT ASK ME HOW IM DOING
BORN TO BRING THE END OF THE WORLD, SWEAR IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL!

Tried to take it out on myself, didn't have the samе effect
Blood is always satisfying, but yours will be bеtter yet
Round the corner acting normal
Scary how they don't see it
Ain't it strange, it feels like yesterday, that i was just a kid...

Another night, I'm all alone enthroned within a screen
RGB light reflects uncut, orgasmic tragedies

Oh, I can't stand these awful thoughts inside of me!
Only way to compensate is lead and metal, sharp and clean!
RAZOR BLADED, SUGAR COATED, JUST COCK IT AND RELOAD IT
IN THE BACKYARD, FIRING ROUNDS, WHOS AN EASY TARGET NOW?
QUIET GIRL, SO UNNAPEALING, DONT ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING
BORN TO DIE, I'M TAKING YOU TOO, HOW MUCH DAMAGE CAN I DO?

[bloody feet across the floor]
[no one there to clean the stains]
[never got to be adored]
[no one there to ease the pain]
[nobody to kiss it better]
[laughed at for all the scars]
[abusive misuse of a child]
[guess that must've been the cause]
Now I'm bitter, now I'm better, angry but I know the truth
You all hurt me, you all hate me, this is what you made me do

When nothing, matters at all, you can do anything!
I have to hurt them, for balance, for karma
Before they do it to me

SO YOU CAN'T STAND TO SEE ME PUNISHING MYSELF?
DON'T BE SO NICE TO ME, YOU'LL MAKE ME WISH I WANTED HELP
STICKERS ON MY ARTILLERY, WHY WON'T YOU GO AND KILL ME?
HURRY UP AND GET RID OF ME, BEFORE I SAY I'M SORRY
QUIET GIRL, NOBODY KNOWS HER, PLEASE LET ME START ALL OVER
BORN TO BRING YOU ALL MISERY, AND YET YOU SEE GOOD IN ME
If this wasn't really the end, and I could do it again
Do you think that I'd deserve it? do you think that I'm worth it?
"sympa'", "empa", "apathetic"; they're only theoretic
For now I put down my weapons
I wanna be a person

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VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=sharing
MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=sharing

Splitter Girl // DEX Cover

UNCANNY x DEATHBODY [Mashup]

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
MV / https://youtu.be/yQLpOQxyF2Y
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted? 

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

✧✧✧
instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

✧✧✧
it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

music / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
mv / https://youtu.be/9zpPRuhFTnY
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link


[lyrics]
How could you let me go end up like this?
At least you exist
But is this any way to live?
Just cut your tongue and get a grip
I thought your purpose was to handle me
Handle all your tears?
Why was I unable to fear?
Your mind was well beyond your years
Why don't you know how to get out of here
Isn't it insane?
Your every action comes with pain
This is just the path you paved
But hey, it's just a game
That isn't what you said that day
Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(This isn't good enough)
(No, it's not good enough)
But now at least his eyes are fed

I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame
With choices that I wish weren't made
I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead
(Why are you still sulking over little things)
The profound sense of dread you gave me
(It's not like they hurt you in real life

This isn't what you said it'd feel like
Maybe you're too dumb
Why does it make me wanna die?
You're there still mourning hordes of flies
I don't mind, they've been too kind
That isn't what you said that day
Shut your mouth and go away
Don't let me see your face

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
(I hate you)
I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
At least his eyes are fed

FEAST YOUR EYES

SMOOTH BOY

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, AND SWEARING

YOUTUBE PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vtn_yA3Oio&feature=youtu.be

(also the character in the pic may seem familiar to some of you)

LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UT_4lE4YDOLkXbgHAQA8-_YiWVfvhy44-Rl_rfsB9fE/edit?usp=sharing

(too many characters for soundcloud lol)

VOCALS: FUKASE_ENGLISH
INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1XCtMRhrEei7BtLy8QyYmrlg3ASp-6Xwi
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 200
THOSE LITTLE FUKASE SOUNDS: Damien

My social media:
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ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Fukase English】CORROSION【Original Song】

sound clout i swear to god if you think this is copyrighted material again i'm gonna throw rocks through your windows you dumb wh

Creative (GHOST Remix) / Utatane Piko and Rana

vocal synth producer // alt rock + dark pop music