all i hear is girlboss i logically know the lyric is 'the buzz' but it sounds like girboss i'm sorry

Another bop from the legend that is Kian. (Yes I know this was made 2 years ago, but I just discovered this song existed, let me have this.)

pv / https://youtu.be/MZY0gD4u4-0
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt 
vocal / kafu
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/rqfn 
midi / https://drive.google.com/file/d/1JldtdTGdA4UBUYOR7RZXfMu9rFsb3aw-/view?usp=sharing 

[lyrics]
The broken lights completely fill my sight
I try and try
But I can never get it right
Endless rooms and hallways twist within my mind
Distant sounds are drawing near
Something so familiar yet so unclear
The buzz drowns any meaning out
I’m lost, I’m found
I’m laying all these feelings out
Yearning to escape with no idea how
Leaving every open door
Still left wanting more

And now the ringing sings out loud
Sounds I cannot live without
Bound to all these rotting halls
I still can’t recall when or why I saw

Hide from the awful thoughts I grow
I will never let it go
Taking karma for the lies I told them all 
All that this world has come to be
No one else will ever see
Running from the broken me
All I want is to be free

For a while all I did was deny
And I hoped that i’d get another reply
And I regret that i never said “goodbye”
And the cold damp darkness feels like it is stopping any progress
Trying nonetheless
Though I should confess that

Now the ringing sings out loud
Sounds I cannot live without
Bound to all these rotting halls
I still can’t recall when or why I saw

Hide from the awful thoughts I grow
I will never let it go
Taking karma for the lies I told them all
Everything I’ve come to know
Vivid colors overflow
Should I stay or should I go?
Why does everybody know what it’s like on the right side?
What’s it like on the right side?
A normal life i’ve been denied
And all I’m left is to wonder why

So what’s it like on the right side?
I’ll never know from the inside
A normal life i’ve been denied
Forever trapped in a world that has died

LIMINAL / KAFU (original song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwOFk4XqEb4

Microplastic Girl

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYKrl61cUsY
additional links in youtube description!

Kevin / Reckless Battery Burns [Original Song feat. Vane Lily]

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
MV / https://youtu.be/yQLpOQxyF2Y
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted? 

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

"i don't wanna let you down"

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/Yg6g3agPj8Y

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music / illust / mv - friendxp  
vocal - sheena

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instrumental / midi / lyrics - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1d-V7zDQiUcbIlweUSpywtOG57Ck9lMU9?usp=drive_link
streaming - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/friendxp/how-2-pleaser
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/album/how-2-pleaser
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

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it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

it’s a crisis in itself
the symptoms paralleled in every infidel
i know it well
you always sell what’s not to tell
and simply, a stagnant “truth” luring us into “sin”
as soon as we begin
i know better than that
back-to-back, there’ll be no slack

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot rid

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

“let me waste my life atoning for somebody else’s burdens”
who should be responsible for traumas left inaudible?

now, we’ve both withdrawn
dawdled on when mending bonds
and now, they’re nearly gone
every single fleeting glance
i can spy the eyes of latent plights
hunting through night

of course, the status is enforced
may i premorse what bloomed straight from the source?

denouncing that “other side”
turn it to me and i’ll look alive
“would you look at that round of sinners?”
smiling, idling as no beginner
it’s better not showed nor telled
“it’s like they wanna go straight unto hell”
for this sentence that swallows all lifelines
i’d like a bit of time

i’ll never be ready
cannot keep my breathing steady
as i one step, two-step, closer to you
can’t follow through, i already knew
solitary basis
crude migration through these phases
cycle on and on
while struggling to play along

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a burden i cannot yet rid

in the end, it’s the same
is there gain without pain?
“it’s coming around to get you cause ain’t it true?”

as i’m bombarded by complexity
the world remains a mystery
there’s no room for ambiguity
“allah, the scenes i see are - ”
shrouded by ubiquity
parading false identities
and twisting tongues oh so breathlessly
“allah, the scenes i see are gone”

allah, the scenes i see are wrong…

it’s like…
i don’t wanna let you down
dancing ‘round alluded common ground
better off without a single clue about it
falsifying our renown
prying eyes beholden to impound
every dream i see’s a life that i cannot lead

a masquerade of willful ignorance
performed until the closing act is done

i don’t wanna let you down
i don’t wanna ever let you down
such a simple sound
such a simple sound surrounds

now, and till i’m gone
allah all along had me wrong

HOW 2 PLEASER - friendxp feat. sheena

Perfectly Sweet

In Orbit - AltElectroLightPop

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE, HOMICIDE, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, AND SWEARING

YOUTUBE PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vtn_yA3Oio&feature=youtu.be

(also the character in the pic may seem familiar to some of you)

LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1UT_4lE4YDOLkXbgHAQA8-_YiWVfvhy44-Rl_rfsB9fE/edit?usp=sharing

(too many characters for soundcloud lol)

VOCALS: FUKASE_ENGLISH
INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1XCtMRhrEei7BtLy8QyYmrlg3ASp-6Xwi
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 200
THOSE LITTLE FUKASE SOUNDS: Damien

My social media:
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Fukase English】CORROSION【Original Song】

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQI5a2WGt2s

Hatsune Miku Eng / Entomologists [Original Song]

edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

My social media stuffs:
https://ko-fi.com/riproducer
twitter.com/le_RIP_
ask-the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (ask blog)
the-r-i-p.tumblr.com (submit stuff here!)
drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

vocal synth producer // alt rock + dark pop music

LIMINAL / KAFU (original song)

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