Tyrant (feat. Lil Raven)

Suicide Under The Moon

Suicide Under The Moon w/yungcray (prod.toxicwa$te)

[OLD]_lovegone_ (ft. lildayz x itsjaxk) out on all plats

[lyrics]

[cineraria]

It's in my head everyday
I wanna lay in bed and never wake

I'm smiling but I'm hurting
I keep climbing but I'm falling
Darling I swear I'm almost sane

I love you and I'm sorry
I can't help but hate this body
Reaching for anything to stop the ache
So I pick it up again

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

[halfhearted]

when it’s over ur just happy
girl you only wanna trap me down
put my body in the backseat
how come my friends
never come around
tears all on my pages i know where it went wrong
find me in the basement, write another
damn song
i knew it wouldn’t last long x2

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

I'm Addicted

I Disassociate To Numb The Pain w/ halfhearted & Cineraria (prod.venus)

[lyrics]

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
life really aint fun

what a monster i've become
go and grab the fucking gun
put that glock 19 right through my head
don't stop spraying bullets until i'm dead

i walk down the street
its just pain
hear voices calling my name
clinically diagnosed as insane
pharmaceuticals every single day
i've been seeing things that aint there
psychotic breaks, life aint fair
tried to talk to a therapist
but she don't even get that shit

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

what is all this for
i dont know anymore
laying dead on the floor
such a demon i've become

i've turned into a monster
don't recognise myself
i've turned into a monster
stealing pills of the shelves 
i be so fucked up
feeling dead and numb
im a walking corpse
what is all this for

What A Monster I've Become

What A Monster I've Become (prod. the optimist)

[lyrics]

got me feeling isolated
im incarcerated to my soul
got me feeling isolated
those words hurt more than you'll ever know

close the gates
don't let me in
i'm worthless and i'm damaging
i ruin everything i touch
i know that i fucked up 

oh no, no no no
don't leave 
please don't go, go, go
i'm sorry that i couldn't save you
but i don't know what to do

got me feeling isolated
incarcerated to my soul
got me feeling isolated
your words hurt more than you'll ever know

you got me feeling isolated
i'm incarcerated to my soul
got me feeling isolated
your words hurt more than you'll ever know

Isolated

Isolated (prod.mollybeats)

I will know if you lie
I will feel if you sad

we are stars in the sky
keep each other alive

take my hand if you want
sit with me on the ground

can you feel the earth breathe
in the flowers feel the breeze

can you see in between
does it feel like a dream

dream (prod. niji x snake god)

She Fucking For Fun

beans! (prod.aveany)

I lose Myself In You feat. yung van

Shout out SEVENTY for the insane feature on this. Bro smashed it!

Oh My God feat. SEVENTY (prod. NextLane)

This is an eclectic mix of my first tunes created with the help of an Artificial Individual (AI). A few of them are actually pretty good, which is more than I can say about most of what I have uploaded here.  ;-)

What A Monster I've Become (prod. the optimist)

KID Benzo☆

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