i would put this in a anime without hesitation

PARKER JACK - CRY

sick of searching for a purpose

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SO SICK SO TIRED (PROD. DED STARK)

lyrics:
I was zooded all the time but now the withdrawals are kickin’ in 
Lyin’ in my bed and can’t sleep, as if I ever can 
Don’t hand me a can ‘couse I might end up with a bong instead 
Junky thoughts I know but opiods took over all my brains 

And in my face, I only see the devil gets another chance 
Only gettin' by cause I don’t wanna disappoint a friend 
Still I wanna fill the void with some more fucking pills again 
You say you are a friend bitch come through and I’ll piss on your head 

Noddin’ in and out – but I don’t wonna die 
Poppin’ some more bars – this might be it this time 
Crying in a crowd – although there’re friends nearby 
And thanks to Cas without your call I wouldn’t have my life 

And sorry for every friend that I ever fuckin’ ghosted 
And I’m sorry for takin’ bars and makin’ it your problem 
And I’m sorry for repeating lines on songs and on my phone 
And I hope that my friends know my love for them is constant 

Still in my heart, there’s a big crack 
Reality gave me a bitch slap 
I will never find love, but I get that 
Yeah I get, yeah I get that 

Still in my heart, there’s a big crack 
Reality gave me a bitch slap 
I will never find love, but I get that 
Yeah I get, yeah I get that 

Recording texts inside my sm seven b 
I’m on a path but I don’t know if there’s a way that I succeed 
With my broken voice and broken heart no way that I won’t bleed 
Now that I’m perci clean I feel no floor under my feed 

And forever I accept that I’m a motherfucking broken mess 
I will never lie to you, but lying to myself instead 
I’m so asocial I could live in twenty twenty 5 times 
now that it is gone, I call it twenty twenty hindsight  

Hearing claps, high fives on my funeral 
I thought that just five more pills could maybe cure it all 
crying at least five times daily in my cubicle 
Hopin‘ at least five more people will listen to my songs  

Don’t talk to me ‘cause I’m a let down 
And please don’t text I get stressed out 
Poppin’ pills mixing alk on a brink to pass out 
How can I hope that I get love now 

Still in my heart, there’s a big crack 
Reality gave me a bitch slap 
I will never find love, but I get that 
Yeah I get, yeah I get that 

Still in my heart, there’s a big crack 
Reality gave me a bitch slap 
I will never find love, but I get that 
Yeah I get, yeah I get that 

Still in my heart, there’s a big crack 
Reality gave me a bitch slap 
I will never find love, but I get that 
Yeah I get, yeah I get that

i'm more than sorry i swear

When You Wake Up

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Lyrics:

Subtle lights in an empty room
Out of mind with the recent news
Out of sight with the clearest view
On your time, know you’re thinking too
Real ones everywhere
And the field gon’ make a player
When she’s walking down those stairs
Feel my heart beat out my chest
I don’t know if you have plans
But I won’t fold without your hand
And she does it how she can
Then she trippin' on command
She don’t want this thing to end

It’s killing me slowly
But I gotta love me
I’m feeling your heart break
But darling, don’t worry
You won’t be lonеly
You won’t be lonely
You won’t be lonеly

Cruising on 5th avenue
I don’t why I talk to you
I don’t know why we’re out of tune
We’re out of tune
I cannot lie ‘bout this life anymore
Eye on the prize
When you walk out the door
I wasn’t there when I let you go
If I wasn’t clear then I’ll let you know
Real ones everywhere
And the field gon' make a player
When she’s walking down those stairs

It’s killing me slowly
But I gotta love me
I’m feeling your heart break
But darling, don’t worry
You won’t be lonely
You won’t be lonely
You won’t be lonely
You won't be lonely
Darling don't worry
You won't be lonely

Produced by Ruga & Porsche Love
Mixed by Ruga
Mastered by Luis Moreno

You Won't Be Lonely

someday i can trust again

Lyrics:

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit 

It feels like I have always been allergic to rizz 
Every time it feels like I get critical hits 
that are unbelievable ‘cause of the things that we did  
everything seems already bad as it is 

Sleepin’ on the floor, call me a junky tonight 
I know that I am, but opioids made me fly 
Called by my parents, they’re afraid that I’ll die 
Have a gun in my pocket so, fuck it I might  

It’s awfully hopeless, hope that I talk shit 
still failing to sober up, run around in my block lit 
know how it all began, don’t know how stop it 
so please don’t get in touch, with the guy who’s in a dark pit 

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit 

Fuck you and fuck myself 
run around my city, it’s a fucking hell 
only gettin’ hurt when I ask for help 
the only thing that brings me down is the topmost shelf 

What do you fucking mean, I throw peace signs anywhere 
pacifist mentality a peaceful character 
if I get 2k I give 1,5 to my friends 
I’m a junky and a communist I ain’t making sense 

I come inside your booth with a nose full of ketamine 
And dance of to my songs, ‘cause in my head I can hear juice sing 
And pass out on your couch I swear the drugs are always testin’ me 
Even the guy with the black hat can’t even get to me 

feel anywhere between I’m worthless and a rap god   
And every time I drive I drive a bus to hell with less stops 
And I swear underground somebody’s waiting on my last snort 
But what’s he gonna do the devils name is in my death note  

I feel lonely on the beach 
lonely like I’m dead and deceased 
You were like the girl of my dreams 
but now I stay in crumbles what has happened to me cause 

Our past was not so good as it is 
gettin' overflown by obsessive feeling now 
all alone my depression not even a better house 
nowhere on a planet is a place I can fit

not yet

Artist: Landn Amour

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Produced By: MTTHW

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Artwork By: MTTHW

Landn Amour - G-Lock (Prod. MTTHW)

i tried

hi:) im ..villa?

5555, my first single, is a sad story about a stone cold boy who had it all, but is now floating away because he lost what he thought was ment to be.

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5555

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