sometimes u gotta crash out just to feel something again…

🎧 this version hits way harder. if ur driving late, overthinking, or just tryna numb the pain — this one’s for u.

repost if u felt it. comment where u first heard it.

— Kidd Snooze

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crash out! (sped up)

Title track of my new Ep. Written in 2025 in my acoustic guitar.
This song was worked on may times, and in the end i asked Alfonso Muchcaho to mix and master it after i had finished all the recordings.
This song was recorded at its original speed.
Really pleased how this has turned out. 
A song with tongue and cheek lyrics based on life and its ups and downs of relationship!
Superb drumming by Glenn Welmann and awesome mixing and mastering by Alfonso Muchacho.

Lyrics:

If you love
If you cry
If you buy me a bottle of wine 
i'll understand you

If you plead
If you shreik
If you get down on your knees
I'll forgive you

There we were falling apart
The days were long when the nights we're apart

If you need
If you creep
If i bought you a diamond ring 
You'd understand me

If you love
If you cry
If you bought me a bottle of wine
I'd understand you

There we were falling apart
The days were long when the nights we're apart

If you need
If you creep
If i'd bought you a diamond ring
You'd understand me

If you love
If you cry
If you buy me a bottle of wine 
i'd understand you

There we were falling apart
The days were long when the nights we're apart

There we were falling apart
The days were long when the nights we're apart

There we were falling apart

Days & Nights

DEEP IN YOUR SOUL

From 'Nights', debut EP from Pale via Spirit Goth Records

Bandcamp

Forever

https://youtu.be/gAQUHeA1v5Y

Lyrics:

think i've lost my mind again
along this path in search of it
it's not like i care
figured i might fall instead
we all have a fix
mine's a little substance
cause i don't wanna feel again
 
(i don't wanna feel anymore)

i don't wanna feel again
(i don't wanna feel anymore)
woah

baby we're in heaven, did you know
this must be what it feels like
woah

lay your skin upon my bed
there's no use getting fussy cause it's only
  you and me
could never hate this place
i got something to tell you
i'm starting to hate it
i'm ready to burn it
i play with a blade while i carve out my sins
you'll watch me bleed
i'm bleeding
and i never felt so free
i mean it

i don't wanna feel again

(i don't wanna feel anymore)

i don't wanna feel again
(i don't wanna feel anymore)
woah

baby we're in heaven, did you know
this must be what it feels like
woah

don't wanna feel anymore [prod. noise]

Produced by LMG

Lyrics:

i know the way you felt at times 
i know that i have crossed the line 
for a million years, i’ll shed familiar tears 
all these things i hear, i just want to be true 

im stuck staring at the sky 
stairless steps going up my mind 
poisoned head, at least i tried 
when im dead ill be revived 

not my heart, ill keep my soul
let my emotion overflow
it’s not right but my way i cope 
i’ll be dead before you know it 

my temples made of glass 
memories just turn to ash 
no exoneration or medication 
got no brakes if i’m gon crash 

hearing voices but they laugh 
through alot but don’t say half 
is it motivation or frustration 
of the gift of life that i have?

the fuck am i doing here?

A raw journey through long-distance heartbreak—from obsessing over time zones and empty coffee cups to learning to breathe alone. 

Time Zones

the sun is filtering through the blinds
your face is illuminated by the rays
I swear it hurts to see you shine
because I'll have to let you go
your face lit up...
in my head...
still, like a dream...
the morning light carried you away...
I felt the farewell in your voice...
I see your face in every ray...
morning brings the same pain...
the bright light cuts my eyes
In a world without you
I keep my blinds half-closed so I can't see that glow anymore
the way the light fell on your face
I still remember, it still hurts
the morning light illuminated you
illuminated you
illuminated you

illuminated

(non ai song by klark jackson)
[Verse]
Shadows stretch across the pavement.

City lights begin to steer.

Everyone is drifting somewhere,
But I’m not going anywhere from here.
Doesn’t matter if the night draws near—
When the sun goes down, I’ll still be here.

[Bridge]
Even if the night gets colder,
Even if the stars disappear,
I won’t fade, I won’t move over—
I’m the constant in your atmosphere.

[Chorus]
When the sun goes down I’ll still be right here,
Waiting in the quiet, holding back the fear.
When the sky turns black and the streets go clear,
When the sun goes down I’ll still be, right here.

[outro]
right here,
right here,
right here,
right here

right here,
right here,
right here,
right here

when the sun goes down

"Neem Vooral Alles" ft. Dhoran is in its original an English song I wrote about a decade ago. I translated it into Dutch and here is the result. 
