A song about death and relationships

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I see reflections of you in the crowd
No use keeping up with you now
Too many miles left to go
To waste my time chasing a ghost
I know that you're no longer there
Yet I keep on turning around
I still see your face in the crowd
Too many miles left to go

Left this behind, it's all in my mind
(Please just)
You should be dead to me, why won't you go?
(Let me go)
Left this behind, nothing to find
(Can't keep)
You should be dead to me, why wont you go?
(Chasing ghosts)
Why won't you go?

I want to leave all these shadows behind
To pack up my car and just drive
Nothing left here for me now
Except some ghosts in the crowd
Yet I keep on turning my head
I can't get a hold of the thread
Too many miles left to go
To waste my time chasing a ghost

Left this behind, it's all in my mind
(Please just)
You should be dead to me, why won't you go?
(Let me go)
Left this behind, nothing to find
(Can't keep)
You should be dead to me, why wont you go?
(Chasing ghosts)

Chasing Ghosts (Feat. Lucoline, Andy Wilson, Michael Schiesari)

No Words For The Dead

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It comes and goes
The wind blows 
The birds around 
Whistle out loud
The storm is coming

I try to find 
A place around
Where I could 
Protect myself

It comes and goes
The wind blows
And makes floating 
My tarp in the air

A long gust  
Rushes into the plain
It's a cold one
I'm full of pain 

The birds around
Remain silent
They know quite well
The next one 
Will be worst

For just a while
The wind calms down
The birds around
Remain silent
They know quite well
That it won't last
And the next one 
Will be the worst

Now is the time
The storm is here
The birds around
Remain hidden
It's a big one
I feel ashamed 
I'm a small thing 
Amongst others

The Storm

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Music & cover photo made by me. Copyright. much love <3 stay strong & safe fammo!Big kudos to y'all for showing love, i can't reply to every comment lately idk why :( Lyrics:
You promised to stay if you'd be with me
called it quits painfully leaving me
you're on your way way too easily
coulda at least been teaching me
eating me, slowly suck the blood like the leaches be
like mosquitos feed, i should just leave you bleeding
n try to find some peace in me
times supposed to make me stronger not weaken me
the beast in me wants to screw you up completely
you little slut
givin up, forgivin what 
knew it from the start you're sick
don't wanna be a part of this
psychopathic narcisist
you try to make it hard to live
for no reason you arguing
you belong in a garbage bin
lied to me you aren't a friend
my reputation u tarnished it's
lookin real dirty n i'm still hurting
cause i'm thirsty for affection is it worthy
almost turning thirty
with the reaper flirting
getting high absurdly
drug habits concerning
all that dope he burning
vision gettin blurry
mind slippin with the fury
tell me can you cure me
i don't think i need what i get
i don't think i'm bleedin i'm dead
and everything i see is so red
as it drops on the page
i realize i gotta rage
lemme let it out, take you out still i crave
no i'll never be ya slave
i just do my own thing, but my heart stays the same
i can never change, thought i'd go numb, 
from bein a slut just like you was
and still are, i be off them pills bars
i'm messed up and it's still hard
lies will scar the relationships you thought you had
but it was all just inside your mind you thought you bad
looking through the mirror breaking saying stop all that 
if you wanna quit you gotta really want it bad
and you can't do it for anyone else
you gotta love yourself. do it to trust yourself
do it for somethin' else, cannot be stuck in hell
get them feelings felt. they bin stored away
you need to melt, and get torn in eighths
and find a new shape that takes form, you break through the rain storm
little parts of me holding onto the thorns
little parts of me that you thought you'd ignore
little parts of me that you thought that you wore
down to the bone,waged war with a whore
you promised to stay if you'd be with me
called it quits painfully leavin me
you on your way way too easily
coulda at least been teaching me
eating me, slowly suck the blood like the leaches be
like mosquitos feed, 
I should just leave you bleeding...

LEAVE 'EM NOW BLEEDIN'OUT ../ AT INTAKE ?/  [ON?__/AT?__] MY FORTUNE  ....... OR ? P. GJ AJA SBM

SELF INFLICTED WOUNDS WITH YOU (PROD. MACO'S SHADOW)

this song was written about knowing there bad times coming and always feeling on edge 

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