music video - https://youtu.be/EUTme_GH074 

out on all platforms :) 

written by JAYJ & CHYLD
Produced, mixed & mastered by CHYLD

Lyrics - 

Hook(JAYJ):
They all say shit, say shit, wanting me to fold 
Know they'll love me if I make it, but what happens if I dont? 
I been waiting, patient for my time to blow 
Know I got a cold heart, but it's better if it's cold 
See my deepest, darkest fear is never being shit 
Now shawty gimme brain like a student on the dean's list 
and I spent too many nights goin sleepless
tryna hold this shit together like a mf seamstress 

Verse 1 (JAYJ): 
I called my brother and he said I need to speak from my heart 
These people said that I was fake and tried to tear me apart 
just know when they be talking down you gotta shine from the dark 
you know it's all love to my mama held it down behind bars
and shoutout to July he know we came from the dirt
we lost our kin the other day and now his face on a shirt 
cause I had these dreams of being paid but they assuming the worst 
and I aint never stopped believin cause I know that it works 
and I aint ever needed no one got this shit on my own 
yea, I could never settle had to get on with the show 
had to act right, cat fight, dont put me in the mix
if you steady speakin on me, u can swallow up this ... ;) 

(hook)

Verse 2 (CHYLD): 
Yea im prayin, prayin that im not alone 
by the time I die but I guess we'll never know 
I keep sayin shit that could get me in trouble 
like a car crash with my seat belt unbuckled 
cause maybe everything I do isn't enough for you 
and maybe all the happy shit people say isn't even true 
so ima just do this for myself.. for my own health (OH GOD!)

(hook)
(outro)

Sleepless

SLEEPLESS

music video

JAYJ x CHYLD - SLEEPLESS (MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION)

hope you guys like this track...

I wrote it a while ago and finally decided to record with the lyrics and i thought it turned out pretty good, lemme know what u think :)

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don't trust a soul... </333

MORE THAN US (feat. July)- prod. JRHITMAKER

Life

@aizayahhills - life (prod. inbloom)

lyrics -

Verse 1 (JAYJ):
Standing on the front porch, lookin’ at my past tryna make amends (tryna make up loose ends)
Cause I was in a dark room lookin’ at my shadows as my only friends (gotta make up something) 
Yeah, I’m way too drunk to pick up my phone 
& I called three times but you’re never home
Wanna be someone for you to let go
Let go

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now? 

Verse 2 (July):
Picture perfect wasn’t made for us 
I tried to call your phone, but you’re not in love
It’s been two whole weeks (call me pretty please) 
Til’ i’ll be on my feet again
Cause i’m way too drunk to pick up my phone
And my friends said i should leave you alone
But my mind says stop and my heart says go 
Let go

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now? 

Bridge (JAYJ & July):
Do you love me? (3x)
Now? 
Do you love me? (3x)
Now? 

Hook (JAYJ):
And it’s funny how things work out
Got me 10 stories up, feet off the ground
Got me walkin’ on a tightrope, cloud full of doubt 
I been screamin’ out loud, girl, do you love me now? 
Do you love me now?
A face in the crowd 
I’m screamin’ out loud 
Sceamin’ out loud, do you love me now?

Do U Love Me Now?

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Do U Love Me Now? feat. July (prod. pacific x zbeatz)

IG: @1nvsh
Prod. JustJake x Micheal Bao x Alan Rodrigo

ALL PLATFORMS

intoxicated

Tears

JAYJ - I'm Alright (Prod. McX) 

lyrics - 

Sittin’ on my porch as the rain rolls in
I been too stressed out & my veins go thin & i don’t wanna care about anything D.N.D.’s on so my phone dont ring
& i two step on it, pray for my wallet Mama i wish i didn’t go to college
I’m spinnin in place i’m tired of talkin
Just gimme a break i don’t get em often
But it’s alright
Lil 10 minute break, shit, it’s bout time Cause this 9 to 5 made me lose my mind & I’m too stressed out to go live my life (oh please tell me that you’re alright) Yeah, it’s alright
Lil 10 minute break, shit, it’s bout time Cause this 9 to 5 made me lose my mind & I’m too stressed out to go live my life (yeah everything is alright)
Like love, tell me what it means to you
She gave me a shrug, said they gotta fiend for you
I said okay, we got money in the bank
Yeah we could get away, baby girl just pick a place (baby girl just pick a place) & we gone, life got me exhausted
I’m tryna keep it calm, i can’t end up in a coffin
Before i write my wrongs, i can’t deal with all this nonsense
Actin’ like a pawn before I get a chance to live
& i two step on it, pray for my wallet Mama i wish i didn’t go to college
I’m spinnin in place i’m tired of talkin Just gimme a break i don’t get em often
But it’s alright
Lil 10 minute break, shit, it’s bout time Cause this 9 to 5 made me lose my mind & I’m too stressed out to go live my life (oh please tell me that you’re alright) Yeah, it’s alright
Lil 10 minute break, shit, it’s bout time Cause this 9 to 5 made me lose my mind & I’m too stressed out to go live my life (yeah everything is alright)

MORE THAN US (feat. July)- prod. JRHITMAKER

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