art by @x_zuki_o

I don’t feel myself, dont know where I’m at
Feel like someone else, want the old me back
You made my life hell, I don’t want you back
I know you can tell, I’ve been feelin bad

I feel like I’m frozen
I dont wanna stay, and I know that she knows it
Split my heart in half, and now it’s really broken
Take another one, I just doubled up the dosage

Now I wanna stay alone and isolate
I’ve been in my dome memories replay
I don’t feel alive I feel myself decay
I can’t sleep at night I just lay awake

I’ve been feelin numb I don’t feel anything at all
I’ve been stuck inside my head I’m screaming at a wall
My anxiety is something chemicals won’t solve
I know that there’s people that are praying that I fall

Everydays a battle I’ve been Living with a curse
I don’t feel like I fit in with anyone on earth
Talking to the ghosts inside my room it’s getting worse
Took my heart and ran with it you left me feelin hurt

Something different🖤

talking to ghosts

TALKING TO GHOSTS (PROD. BRONK)

[LYRICS]:

I HAD TO LET IT GO
I HAVE NO SKIN
VELVET EXECUTION BURIER
I WAS WROTE IN WITH THE BLOOD OF AVID CARRIERS
NOTHING REALLY MATTERS
THE BASTARDS WITH LIMBS THAT SHATTER
RUN FASTER FROM THINGS THAT MATTER
AND HIDE IN ARMED BARRIERS

TOUGH LUV IN A SENSITIVE CITY
THE VEILS ARE ALL BUT LIFTING
WHILE OUR PROGRESS ITTY BITTY
WORSE THAN THE TOXINS WE'RE EMITING 
KILL THEM IN ONE SITTING
BLOODY ROOMS SMELL KIND OF ICKY ICKY
YOU HAVE NO SKIN
WATCH ME DO AWAY WITH THIS BRAWL THAT'S WITHIN
SKINLESS AS YOU CRAWL
WHAT THE FUCK WAS DONE IN?
WATCH ME KILL YOU ALL, YOU SHALL HAVE NO EFFECT

KNØTTZ - NO SKiN [PROD. 0R.LOVE]

Produced By T.J.R (Artwork by GHOSTWHEEL And T.J.R)

Lyrics :

Im really drowning in my pride 

Smoked to much now im lost in my mind 


Scared of death get a grip 


Real mc I don’t need a beat to ride 

I don’t need a pen to write 




The weed damaging his sight 

But the green the  only thing to make him happy in  his life  

When the  beats the only thing helping get you through the night  

You won’t step inside the ring cause  you ain’t got the will to fight 


I’m Breaking down from my   insides 

My own bed is where my shit lies 

I lose it  when I see zipties 


still thinking bout the night that my Nigga died 

Since then I ain’t cried 

I swear to god that’s not a lie

I couldn’t do it if I wanted 

Last time I took acid left my mind state haunted 

Hyper focused on death  all trips aren’t awesome 

Try to Take away my music 

Play it out like a possum


said I’ll  never  smoke a  owl again 

The owl fly away the moment i  needed a friend 

 This life is bleak and you finna feel the pain til it end 

A Scary world I  hope i  thrive instead of having to fend 

If life was perfect 

Kama lives  and  all my niggas would win

But that ain’t real sometimes I wanna lose my mind so it is 

But that delusion is elusive tho my rope has been thin 

I put  my all into my music
and hope they  take what I give  


(I’m just tired of being so  tired)

WHITE OWL

Produced By T.J.R (Artwork by GHOSTWHEEL And T.J.R)

Lyrics :
Mind a zig zag 

Started on the paper now he blunt wit his words 

Took a long time to build the courage 

Started out simple now I’m on the verge 

Of being great or I’m getting worse 

I can’t tell  when  I spit a  verse 

Living is the only way you  learn 

Fire ain’t the only thing that burn 

Stegosaurus way I love the fern 

Asteroid of thoughts gon occur 

Killing everything I've been taught 

I Think of everything that I dropped 

Then it wasn’t real now it is 

I Hate the way I thought as kid 

I Didn’t finish school wish I did 

Now I wonder how I’m gonna live 

When my mind think of what it is 

Collapse inside my self once again 

I get paranoid when they show love cause I don’t know if it’s real 
 
 triumphant or defeated I don’t really know what to feel 

Same cycle day in day out I don’t really  wanna know the drill

But the sgt keep calling names 

I don’t wanna be in this place 

But the draft doesn’t feel same 

I was put  here for a reason 

I can choose to leave but my loved ones say they see it as an act of treason 

Music and the weed keep my clock ticking at this point know I need it

ZIG ZAG

Produced By T.J.R (Artwork by GHOSTWHEEL And T.J.R)

Lyrics :
I’m writing for my self 

I’m writing bout my health 

Hoping I get well 

This one ain’t bout talent 

This a show and tell 

Finally got to it 

In the hole  he fell 

Try to see my folks 

They been dry as hell 

Tried to  see my nigga

Made a plan it failed
 
Breaths I still take

On this earth I am 

However it  pan 

can’t desert my man 

I ain’t got no fear 

Failed attempts 

The Reasons  why   I’m still here 

Spit the loudest facts 

 they could never hear 

Been confronted death 

And The head he rear 


Dreams I always have

Of the things I want 

And then I wake up 

Know  reality is  always deep cut 

The guilt i felt for months 

Left me spilling guts 

 like a split blunt 

Only good for one 

Only smoke it once

You ain’t getting none 

We ain’t doing fronts 

Why the black mild 

Try to Kill the ones   I love 

I ain’t talking gar 

Metaphor for drugs 

Not another bowl 

I really need a hug   
  
Take my life away 

If the passion run 
I won’t catch up 

I’d rather see the sun 

See him once again 

When my life is done 


On and on it go 

Thought of letting go 

Conscious what I loathe 

Mental health it froze

Flower in the rolls  

Thaw my mind my with those

 head been feeling low 

 brothers they don’t know 

Cant see  threat I  pose

To my very own 
 

Soul 

Soul 

Soul

TURBO

ROT! @kidd_rott