so erase all the toxic delusions
raise your hand if you feel useless
and when you play with my head i was clueless
over-medicate till we're numb and stupid

every little thing gonna tear me down
every little thing if it could it went south
every little thing gonna tear me down
when i start to sink just let me drown

the ceiling's only so much higher
i could never rest when you're holding me down
the feeling isn't getting lighter
you're my best and there is no doubt

and my hearts still beating x2

drøwn (prod. dead yami)

Do You Hate Me? [Johnnyfriend]

Pictures of Your Pets

Hate One An Otter

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

produced by Ty Lorenzo & Chris Marek

MOAI

YVONNE // BEST I EVER HAD

YVONNE

stream links

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

ft. @liljosen & @zazbourne
prod @nightclub x @prodjvsper

lyrics:

(bills)
i did it again, britney
when I pull up got ‘em frozen, disney
only keep the real ones cliqued up with me
we so New York gotta hold down the city (okay lets go)
i’m from The Bronx
you could tell by the way that I talk, way that I walk 
saucin’ up with the gang on the block
watch how I score, just pass me the rock
shit so fye, had to go and hit it two times
bad gyal, shawty look too fine
had to learn how to swim, how to move right
never seen somebody like me, i’m a new type
till we meet again
i know for a fact that it’s gonna be soon
safe to assume
you gon’ see me on all of the screens
i got what you need and something to prove
nothing to lose

(josen)
(like, gllt bow)
fuck what niggas be jackin’ 
new opp get dropped, imma pack him (what)
get gone, drop bodies in Staten
then disappear, nigga what happened (like)
when it come to this, nigga I’m a dragon (like)
play games, red beam I’ll tag him (what)
you not it, man you tragic (gllt, bow)
32 in the clip, that’s magic
flip shit all day, gymnastics (glllt)
talk shit, get popped I’ll drag him
(like, like, ay, ay)
how niggas smokin’ my dead
if he pull up then it’s one to the head (one to the head)
like, I just been takin’ my meds
percocet, pop ‘em my vision is red (my vision is red)
uh, and I be sippin’ on tech
niggas be pussy, they broke and upset (gllllt)
like, I just be sippin’ on tech
niggas be pussy, they broke and upset (gllllt, bow)
like, sippin’ the mud like I’m Shrek
bitch give me head, give a fuck ‘bout the sex
like, shorty she give me the neck
dick got her buggin’, she havin’ Tourettes (bow, bow)

(bills)
i did it again, britney
when I pull up got ‘em frozen, disney
only keep the real ones cliqued up with me
we so New York gotta hold down the city (okay lets go)
i’m from The Bronx
you could tell by the way that I talk, way that I walk 
saucin’ up with the gang on the block
watch how I score, just pass me the rock
shit so fye, had to go and hit it two times
bad gyal, shawty look too fine
had to learn how to swim, how to move right
never seen somebody like me, i’m a new type
till we meet again
i know for a fact that it’s gonna be soon
safe to assume
you gon’ see me on all of the screens
i got what you need and something to prove
nothing to lose

(zazbourne)
i can’t vent, everyone just vent back
i need leg tats, neck tats, head tats
i could be a canvas, you could be a head tap
thinkin’ bout the time, the time that I can’t get back
who got breeshy? Send it
most high on the pendant
in my mind, you rent it
this shit get too hectic
my bitch hit the set trip
you don’t fuckin’ get it
if my life a movie, i hope someone come and end it
you don’t really fuck with me, that I already know
i been cold my whole life, I’ll be coolin’ when I’m froze
i been goin’ through it, gotta go through some shit to go
see through all you yes men, no one ever told you “no”

(bills)
i did it again, britney
when I pull up got ‘em frozen, disney
only keep the real ones cliqued up with me
we so New York gotta hold down the city (okay lets go)
i’m from The Bronx
you could tell by the way that I talk, way that I walk 
saucin’ up with the gang on the block
watch how I score, just pass me the rock
shit so fye, had to go and hit it two times
bad gyal, shawty look too fine
had to learn how to swim, how to move right
never seen somebody like me, i’m a new type
till we meet again
i know for a fact that it’s gonna be soon
safe to assume
you gon’ see me on all of the screens
i got what you need and something to prove
nothing to lose

TWO TIMES ft. JOSEN & ZAZBOURNE

drøwn remastered (prod. dead yami)

stream

forgotten

to reminisce reveals the signs

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lyrics:

[intro]
doesn't make a difference
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
no lie

[verse 1]
were you just a figment of imagination?
i can’t tell if this is legit
ruminate on whether there was indication
tell myself I’ll never forget
i was going left, you were cutting right
play pretend
and shut down feigning peace of mind
and now we’re tryna fill the silence
i never guessed, but i coulda, right?
what’s to worry 'bout now?
got shit redefined
when they took your life away
no i don’t wanna waste more time
at twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
something i’d hide inside
embody strength for the ones who’ve cried
so i don’t think i ever wanna waste more time
‘cause now i’m through tryna prove i’m not fake sometimes
guess i outgrew needing to feel your eyes
under my guise of truth conveyed

[chorus 1]
now i know
to reminisce reveals the signs
(i couldn't see 'em
go, go on reveal 'em, come on)
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(eyes on the ceiling
conflict with no meaning at all)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[verse 2]
got mites in my skin
can’t fight from within
despise who i’ve been
can’t lie just to win
your life was akin to
light, lacking sin
took flight from the wind
held tight, lost my grip
cut ties from the script
lost sight, start to slip
guard eyes with a sip
keep tryna forget
can’t cry, hold it in
get high and eclipse
goodbyes for a bit
defy, don’t admit
ask why, throw a fit
(I fall to my knees)
deny, take a hit
(my hear rate's jumping)
reply to assist
(300 degrees)
july came and went
(the blood starts pumping)
no time to exist
(wait what do you mean?)
i’m fine, I insist
(this can't be where it ends)
combine what i missed
write rhymes in the midst
(no I just can't comprehend)
design don’t resist
(they're looking at me)
(get up, sit up)
i whine; pessimist
(my mouth hangs open)
(can't live slowly)
no spine, just a cyst
(keep trying to speak)
(give up; you don't even know me)
my mind starts to twist
(my voice stays broken)
(put trust in us)
inclined to assist
(I'm falling between)
(can't control me)
inside, fucking pissed
(regret for words unsaid)
(shut up)
i tighten my fist
(and disbelief inside my head)
(enough allegories)
got eyes full of mist

[chorus 2]
to reminisce reveals the signs
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(don't go)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[outro]
doesn't make a difference
(to reminisce reveals the signs)
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
(oh god it hurts to feel sometimes)
no lie
this no lie

Do You Hate Me? [Johnnyfriend]

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