Lil soundcloud exclusive cause I realized the beat wasn't available for purchase after I made the song so enjoy this one on sc only

timeloop (Prod. Matthew May)

I Smoke To Cope

Down In The Dumps (feat. Jomie)

Out on all platforms!

Lyrics:
I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told, but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi 

It's gonna take time 
Just to say hi 
Cause I gotta commit and never ask why 
Time to grow a pair 
Brush my teeth and fix my hair 
Red or blue or does she care? 
Take a breath and get some air 

I'm breathing in and then I'm breathing out 
Does she even care? or is it just self doubt? 
I give off too many feelings, but i'm the one who needs this 
I'm the one who needs this, losing all my feelings, don't know how to see it 

Jomie:
I'm uh
Doing what I have to 
Caught up doin the most, so I don't see you in a bad mood 
I'm made outta stone, and I'm really trying to smash through 
I don't really get it, but it's fine I'll have better luck tomorrow 
Still got your whispers in my head, they've been engraved 
Tell me when you're satisfied, "When you're in a grave" 
I was born inside the darkness, I'm feeling like I'm Bane 
And you should have saw it coming, before he had to break 
But it's cool though, I've been out this world they say I'm goofy like I'm Pluto 
You know what they say "If the shoe fits" I wear the suit yo 
You can really catch my cool though, I don't like to fight 
Brought a knife in case you rude though, ah ha mmm 
Life is an exam, best believe I failed the test 
Put me in a circle, still I'm different than the rest 
They like told me "If you up, why you find the need to flex?" 
Cause they all counted me out, this is what they couldn't guess 

Lxst Boy:
I got butterflies flying out of me 
Yeah, you got me in a panic, happened suddenly 
So I hope there's not a line 
I just got something on my mind 

I just wanna talk and take your time 
I know I won't fall asleep tonight 
Cause I got you on my mind 
I'm hoping I could be your guy 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

KID E$S, POWFU - Troubles Of Today

Empty

Lyrics...

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

Ima keep moving forward cause I don’t have many options
One of ‘em is a 9 to 5 but me I ain’t really bout it
Cause this shit on my shoulder keeps me in the darkness surrounded 
And when I think that it’s over it comes back stronger, I’ve had it
Iceland or London cause fuck it I need to take a vacation
I’m still debating if I’m loved or I’m hated but regardless 
I wanna be stronger person someone with no replacement 
I know there’s importance in patients but the flame is burning

Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with
Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with

Everything that I want or that I wanted to be
I overthink everything when I step on a beat just to remember there’s nothing for me I can actually lose 
I’m worried for nothing but y’all feeling something that’s close to redundance to fit in my shoes 
The shit I created you hate it or love it I promise that’s what i see life through huh
All of the struggles and moods
A pen and a pad that had sat in my hand with the blankets that padded the room
Flooring the pedal to move
You’d think that I wanted to die but I kept it inside me to use as a fuel
I made it this far with a goal on my mind so can you tell me how the fuck Ima lose 
The pressure been bubbling too
It feels like the weight on my shoes they increased or the gravity set to times two
Squaring up globes like in 96 when they won 72
I’m back on my bull
To shoot for the moon 
And I guess if I miss
my target then it’s
Snake way n a trip
like goku on his way back like

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

The Way Back (prod. falak)

Lyrics…

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Sorry cause I know that I wasn’t the best 
I’m sick of this can’t get rid of what I feel in my chest
Doesn’t matter if I’m by myself or I’m talking with friends 
I know I wont get that text or maybe see you again

I know it’s tough and you had to leave
But just thinking about us it gets hard to breathe
So I’m going 30 over when I finally think
it’ll never go back to what it used to be

Hitting turbulence 
Beautiful ignorance
Is what I felt when I thought this was permanent 
Attachments a burden
I can’t find the words for it
Thanks for your time cause I swear that I learned from it
That’s what I think
At the very least
I’ll always be here if I’m someone you need 
I promise

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

i do not worship satan, this is fire force

@akumuh - I AM AKUMUH (prod. neverforever)

Produced by boyfifty & kuji

-lyrics-

(Lxst Boy)
Been a minute, I’m sitting
I’m thinking about you 
let me finish, I didn’t 
I didn’t know how to
Where did all the time go?
The memories we made
used to live them in the moment
now I write them on a page
I got
I got something to say
and God knows you won’t listen
I’ve been holed inside this room
there’s no escape, it’s like a prison 
and I know it’s probably cliche 
but karma came to repay
I met up with the reaper
now my heart is set to decay

An omen in the breeze 
I’m sorry I can’t stay 
I’ll never fall asleep
oh baby, I’m dead awake
in my head
I’m a wreck
I cannot say what’s inside 
oh darling I might
I might run across this bridge and jump it
I don’t 
I don’t mind

(Rxseboy)

drawbridges, open closing, like our dms.
Yea every couple days I’m getting blocked, now I don’t see them.
I pretend.
Like everything is good, go like ya recents.
But you decide it’s time to be petty without a reason.

It’s really improbable, create the obstacle, I swim around while the current is changing.
I got a bottle of, problems, I swallow em, mixing too much now I’m drowning in pain meds.
Yea, I never thought that it would get to this point.
I’m jumping off the bridge, cuz everything I loved you destroyed.