“More like lil tracy n peep sippin white wine”

i got lots of people lookin’ at me weird right now 🔥

Showed this to my friends listening to it for the first time and i promised them it would slap not even knowing it and i wasnt dissappointed

In The Attic Made Of Shattered Love

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so take all that stress
decompress it & hang it up right at the door
feeling like this isn't fun anymore
not that it ever was
but lately everyone's 
misunderstanding what's really import
tantalizing sights & feelings ignored
paths to get over it never explored
overgrown nothingness
stemmed from destruction
it's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence

goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

so maybe it's grim
but i'll spill on a whim about all that i think
my thoughts subside till i'm pushed to the brink
miscalculated
so often equated
to shit so insane i think i need a shrink
traumatized by flies that hatch in my head
metamorphosis ensued till i'm dead
it's funny how they can grow
little do they all know
their home is rotting & damn near condemned

dissociation 
deserting my patience
i don't think i'll wake up & realize
that feeling this vacant
no communication
is simply leaving me terrorized
i see all these faces
inside of the places
that only exist when i close my eyes
so if this is a phase 
that is bound to erase
then i guess that i ought to just give it time
 
goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

all i ever will be
is someone that'll kill me 
a parasitic head fuck
monotonous & willing
all i ever wished for
is sanity by twenty four
but i never got that
i never got that

all i ever will be

Produced, Mixed, Mastered, & Written by me :)

Lyrics:
It's 4AM
How did I get here?
Stare at the moonlight I fear she won't wake up now ...
She's blacked out on the curbside
We're lost cause my phone died
I'm locked out my own ride
~
Vomit and blood
I'm high off the bud
She was too faded to notice I'm anxious
Patiently waiting
Derealization
My ego is fading
I'm hoping we'll make it out
~
Oh no It's catching up again ... 
The monster lurking from inside me when I'm caving in
I think that I can run away when I just smoke that potent 
But that just makes things worse
I cannot live inside the moment

downpour II

home isn't home (feat 93FEETOFSMOKE)

God I never really feel alright
I've been chasing my tail all night just to get a high
The truth is I'm never content with life
Link with the clique just to tell some lies
No I don't care bout this or that
I don't feel normal in contrast
I would much rather stay home alone
Away from these people, they all some clones
~
Pour some drink inside my cup I'm feeling wavy
Been so long since I left home I'm feeling crazy
~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Please come save me
I need you baby
You've been stuck inside my mind
Why'd you betray me?
But I still blame me
Cause girl you played me
Drive my mental crazy
Said this shit don't phase me
But it really do
I've been getting too high for a better view
think of all the late nights that i spent with you
Can't erase that; Gotta face that
Or ... face a blunt, shit maybe two
~
Hold on to tightly
To memories that we once shared
Run my fingers through her hair
Nowadays you're never there 

~
Feeling effects of Agoraphobia
Can't feel my face off the opiates
4 walls; trapped, no I can't breathe
5am still no sleep
Trapped in a damn vicious cycle of falling apart
I push the closest to me no trust
I pack the bowl full of weed; combust
red in my eyes and my brain is corrupt
~
Left broken
I'm dust
Fucking up my life ain't nobody I can trust
You can see it in my eyes that I'm puttin on a bluff
Stay up late nights puffin on a blunt
No sun, grey skies
Problems; Don't confront
I stay inside loathing in my pain
from those green eyes
I might go insane
Catch me screaming in the rain
But still I grasp these memories like nothing fucking changed

Agoraphobia [Prod. luv2feel]

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if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

fuk all this shit

Kno Dat (feat. Serxu)

like me (prod. b e o w u l f)

IS THIS A POP SONG

KID E$S X MAYO CARTER - IS THIS A POP SONG

just a lil' something for halloween

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crept right through my head in the dead of the night
it was the night of the dead all your skeletons gon put up a fight 
and if you really wanna go down this road
be aware of what it takes from your soul
cause the price you pay might fray your connection to life

i was in the back of the whip felt the breeze through my coat
we were passin' on the purple in a circle just to keep us afloat
started swervin' lane to lane i hit the breaks i swore i saw me a ghost
and all my homies think i'm crazy they keep saying that i'm doing the most
but what they say don't matter cause i know i saw it right
like a deer inside my headlights haunting highways through the night
i opened my car door and clenched the keys so fucking tight
then i braced myself for what's to come cause morning never might

crept right through my head in the dead of the night
it was the night of the dead all your skeletons gon put up a fight 
and if you really wanna go down this road
be aware of what it takes from your soul
cause the price you pay might fray your connection to life

KID E$S X MAYO CARTER - IS THIS A POP SONG

KID E$S

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