as a random person, I want the best for you.

Guardin always growing beautiful blooms 💐💐💐👏👏

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

haven't made a beat in ages & couldn't get the midnight city melody outta my head.
wanted to give y'all a lil something before the halloween drop.
i hope october is treating ya well.

witching hour

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

first track off of the new guardin x flowars tape
full project comin' soon!

produced by space race x juannib x cruzgod

lyrics
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tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

i fell in love cause she’s dead inside 
girl got me so weak she’s like my kryptonite
red all on her lips, i like baby girl 
i dreamt of the way that your lips
met my lips in the rain 
mesmerized by your pretty little eyes 
tryna get inside your mind 
baby you drive me crazy
you got me losing 
my mind my mind my mind
grabbing up on you behind 
let everyone know you’re mine

oh me oh my
don't waste no time
i get right into it baby you gon feel alive
it's eight past five
but we stay inside
the doors are locked with your body pushed into mine
  
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

follow flowars

guardin x flowars - tongue tied (prod. space race x juannib x cruzgod)

prod. @remghost + @irby314
s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

i don't know much
but i know that
i am turning
down the wrong path
hit the mailbox
scream in all caps
speeding home now
take it all back
when it's over
you don't call back
i don't either
you should know that
and my senses
they don't come back
they don't come back
they don't come back

what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

the loneliest place in the world (prod. remghost x irby)

lyrics
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somebody must've hit their head on the concrete
bloodshed you were standing at the end of my street
watch me turn the knob quick wiping my feet
step inside lock the door behind me
fuck you
somebody must've hit their head on the concrete
bloodshed you were standing at the end of my street
watch me turn the knob quick wiping my feet
step inside lock the door behind me
sitting on that bench contemplating
you a dumb fuck stuck sitting there waiting
tryna blame me for the problem inflating
chemical x is not what you're creating
back to the lab with your ass
you a goofy lab rat
ratatat like it's cream on chrome
if i hit you with a text
you just gonna want sex
i don't want that
imma go home
smoke a few trees and invest
in gail lewis signed vests
i'm a problem
in case you didn't know
this is not me i confess
i'm the puppeteer's best
i am geeked sittin bumpin mike jones

concrete

lyrics
--------
they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart
you're vindicated for playing the part
what's in your head is not what's in your heart
if i'm mistaken can we just restart
only if it's for the sake of the art
we can't replace what we made at the start
canvases painted with faces from places
that solely exist in the depths of this part
chapters come chronologically
it's outta my own reach
to find another one
to write it out for me
i'm semi-automatically inclined to see
the good in everybody up until they speak
the words you spew are not aligned with my beliefs
and outta all the ones you preach there's one i think
you've gotten right and that is life is but a dream
the life you live is not a proper life to me
at all

they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

lyrics
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and when i'm past my prime
will i come to terms with the paths i'll find
will i be contemplating suicide
and will the pavement crack where minds collide
cause i've been trippin' backwards jerk chicken
on my plate sippin' arizona in a chronic state
full effect
i guess that's what i deserve
so when i'm long gone talk to the birds

say whatchu want
cause i'm never ever leavin'
imma pray to the wall
cause it's holdin' up the ceiling
i get up when i fall
cause this life of mine got meaning
i don't care whatchu want
cause you just up in your feelings

i can't name a single track you didn't benefit from being on
yeah your demeanor changed after they put you on that song
the tomfoolery of artists putting on their pawn
to con they mon 
these sugar babies awfully fond
of crunchin' numbers with the villain
when the ceilings high
no need for windows in this building
i'm just soarin' by
they caught wind that i was in the area
that's fine
cause all that talk is for the birds
i guess it's chirping time

you can't tell me nothing i ain't ever heard before
if you really wanna hurt me maybe pry a little more

black out
gone but i'm back now
i'm just gonna talk my shit
take a fat ass hit
like it's smackdown
i'm cracked now
stars in my head gonna crash down
nah i ain't turning back now
when the fuck this gonna end

jerk chicken

lyrics
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if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

ft. cr1tter
prod. remghost x caves

lyrics
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i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

can you feel me through the screen
can you tell me what it means
when i pour my guts out
and you leave me on seen
i just lost a friend
i just lost a lover
walking on a tightrope
with my eyes covered
i don't wanna fight no
i don't wanna crush her
i feel like a psycho
when i'm off the uppers
uppers downers
i just miss being around her
another lie another high another compromise 
i can't wait no more i'll be gone tonight
go through hell to see the heaven in her eyes
she treat me bad i treat her well there's no surprise

i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

my recollection's alluding to lust
picking my brain until it self destructs
something inside of me's calling your bluff
calling your bluff
this little travesty lies in the rough
thought i'd get over it but i'm still stuck
endlessly cycling this off the cuff
i'm not enough

boy on the internet (ft. cr1tter) (prod. remghost x caves)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

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