smokin the bong for this one. happy 4:20 man 💚

ive listened to you since 6th grade literally every single song ive listened to from you my first ever love introduced me to u. i would listen to you thinking of her and then that ended and then it was still you and then the new loves the new people came around and i started separating bits of myself for everyone but your music kept me straight forward Ive had to many loves now every different song is attached to a different part of my life. I genuinely will never not love your music im now a junior in highschool yes ive listened to u for 5-6 years if u include 6th grade and its insane tbh

prod. @remghost + @sshinju

lyrics
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just remember you said that you want this
be honest you harness control of the rest
and if i can recall could've swore that you promised
by august we'd talk bout what's best
indecisive dishonor is lurking upon us
it's still living on in my chest
i could talk but you just wanna walk in a circle
you got what you wanted instead

and you're crawling
all the way back to your home
all is falling
down to the river below
how appalling
you're someone i do not know
please stop talking
anxiously waiting to go

how exhausting this cycle is constantly running
behind every program you have
and in order to escape control alt delete it
you cut your whole friends list in half
cause they walk with a switchblade a knife in their pocket
just plotting their way to attack
but their collars stay crooked their colors start bleeding
unfolding their plan to collapse 

oh no
it happened again
guess he wasn't a friend
oh no
these industry men
with their shiny words said

music video

centipede (prod. remghost x shinju)

lyrics
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yeah we cruise through life
with our grip held tight
if only time could tell
cause our fears just might
collide with dreams we had
all these paths offline
if i could make more sense of things i like
regardless
i create what i feel inside
this thera-peutic place where my tears all dried
it's blissful seasons change & the time flies by
i always feel so strained and i don't know why
be honest
how many mother fuckers do what you do?
you got everything you want but ain't nobody got you
they're so amazed by the constant drops, the plays & the views
but i'm deranged, fucking insane, spittin my pain in the booth
it's a mad fucking world we chasin pennies & truth
can you believe i fucking made it dodged a box & a suit
i'm just a boy from outer space who ain't got nothing to lose
so imma chase away the pain with 40 ounces of booze

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

i burn a blunt & bridge the gap to what is left
i'm upset cause half my childhood was theft
it's apparent that my scars all tell a story east to west
but i can't tell it cause i'm occupied by beds i overslept
in a second i'll feel fine, but in a minute i'm depressed
all these voices in my head been telling me what to do next
is there any fucking answers underneath the skin i'm dressed
in i always think about it till i say nah & forget
there's evil locked inside me but i don't know where it went
so i practice tying knots in case the thoughts inside my head
leave me manic watch me panic bout the past until i'm dead
all because some fucking loser touched my dick when i was ten
yeah they say men can't be raped but i'm a victim in the end
let it shake up my whole world until the day that i ascend
it's a blessing and a curse but what's worse is most men
do not open up about it till they start to comprehend
fuck

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

yeah we thrown in the ocean
deep end swimmin with a pocket full of potions
vices to commend the fallen ones that lost their focus
i'm a toy solider moving weight in slow motion
oh shit
i'm losing focus
how the fuck you fix it with a bottle and some roaches
you ain't been yourself & it's been noted by the hopeless
they look up to you & you've been stuck in a hypnosis
no sis
i ain't drunk that's bullshit
i've been chasing dreams and getting money on the road shit
i cut off my friends by being anxious on some ghost shit
i don't like myself and i don't even think i'll post this
fuck another track about myself you probably know this
i can hardly breathe but you're too dense to even notice
is it a.d.d. or apathy of all i know
this year has been the worst for me but i don't like to boast
chyeaaahhh so

[hook]
cracks in every wall
but they ain't ever seen me fall
they ain't ever seen me fall
shootin like a star
yeah your planet ain't that far
you'll be home by monday

monday (prod. astoriablvd)

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
--------
wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

"Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me"
w/ @guardinmusic
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Lyrics:

yung van/
How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

guardin/
But I said a lot of shit I wish I didn’t
Feelin stuck inside my head like it’s a yankee fitted
Homerun is what I call it when I disappear
And if I’m being honest witchu goddess I ain’t even here
Checked out of my mind
I ain’t doing fine
Wished upon a star that I would see past twenty five
Blisters on my body from the way I’m passing time
I’m alright

yung van/
my life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

What happened to when you were all over me?
Didn’t have to pay cause your loving was free
Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me
Now you’re always ignoring me
All these other girls are boring me
No matter what they do, they just ain’t you and that thought has been getting to me
I adore you, but I couldn’t afford you
Your love’s amazing, always entertaining
You had me locked out, I was in the dog house
You only called my name when it’s dark out

How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

there's nothing left to say

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there's nothing left to say w/ guardin (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

first track off of the new guardin x flowars tape
full project comin' soon!

produced by space race x juannib x cruzgod

lyrics
--------
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

i fell in love cause she’s dead inside 
girl got me so weak she’s like my kryptonite
red all on her lips, i like baby girl 
i dreamt of the way that your lips
met my lips in the rain 
mesmerized by your pretty little eyes 
tryna get inside your mind 
baby you drive me crazy
you got me losing 
my mind my mind my mind
grabbing up on you behind 
let everyone know you’re mine

oh me oh my
don't waste no time
i get right into it baby you gon feel alive
it's eight past five
but we stay inside
the doors are locked with your body pushed into mine
  
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind
tongue tied
words just fall apart when you look at me right in my eyes
if i'm being honest witchu baby you is so fine
liquor in my cup & you've been dancing up in my mind
open my mind

follow flowars

guardin x flowars - tongue tied (prod. space race x juannib x cruzgod)

prod. @remghost + @irby314
s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
--------
what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

i don't know much
but i know that
i am turning
down the wrong path
hit the mailbox
scream in all caps
speeding home now
take it all back
when it's over
you don't call back
i don't either
you should know that
and my senses
they don't come back
they don't come back
they don't come back

what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

the loneliest place in the world (prod. remghost x irby)

lyrics
--------
they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart
you're vindicated for playing the part
what's in your head is not what's in your heart
if i'm mistaken can we just restart
only if it's for the sake of the art
we can't replace what we made at the start
canvases painted with faces from places
that solely exist in the depths of this part
chapters come chronologically
it's outta my own reach
to find another one
to write it out for me
i'm semi-automatically inclined to see
the good in everybody up until they speak
the words you spew are not aligned with my beliefs
and outta all the ones you preach there's one i think
you've gotten right and that is life is but a dream
the life you live is not a proper life to me
at all

they fake it to make it while you're in the dark
hole in my heart where you pull me apart
but the waves don't close they just crash & depart  
and i won't be scared when they rip me apart

rip me apart

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

lyrics
--------
and when i'm past my prime
will i come to terms with the paths i'll find
will i be contemplating suicide
and will the pavement crack where minds collide
cause i've been trippin' backwards jerk chicken
on my plate sippin' arizona in a chronic state
full effect
i guess that's what i deserve
so when i'm long gone talk to the birds

say whatchu want
cause i'm never ever leavin'
imma pray to the wall
cause it's holdin' up the ceiling
i get up when i fall
cause this life of mine got meaning
i don't care whatchu want
cause you just up in your feelings

i can't name a single track you didn't benefit from being on
yeah your demeanor changed after they put you on that song
the tomfoolery of artists putting on their pawn
to con they mon 
these sugar babies awfully fond
of crunchin' numbers with the villain
when the ceilings high
no need for windows in this building
i'm just soarin' by
they caught wind that i was in the area
that's fine
cause all that talk is for the birds
i guess it's chirping time

you can't tell me nothing i ain't ever heard before
if you really wanna hurt me maybe pry a little more

black out
gone but i'm back now
i'm just gonna talk my shit
take a fat ass hit
like it's smackdown
i'm cracked now
stars in my head gonna crash down
nah i ain't turning back now
when the fuck this gonna end

jerk chicken

lyrics
--------
if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

follow eric

comic sans (prod. eric godlow)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

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