sad song but good song, smart but also very dangerous
Lyrics:
Awkward in person, life steady worsening
Tried to revise all my life it ain't working
Often off toxins, past is a lost thing
I can't sleep at night I just keep turning and tossing
Life through a window
On the game locked in
Money come ten fold
Smoke blown, coughing
Passed out on scriptures
Wait I mean prescriptions
Why I gotta pay for a doctor to listen
Therapy don't work for me
Winter I don't work much
I been trying to work out
I don't get out my room much
Wish I had some love late
Another year with no one
Wake up from a drunk night
Waking up to no one
Crying in my room I tend to go until my nose run
Know I'm taking two when I get up I'm never on one
I just put medusa in my cup I turned to stone once
I been taking high shots don't go take the low ones
When I think of you I'm zoning out feel like a lost pup
When I'm out to lunch I take a bump and then I boss up
When I'm all alone I like to think that you had not left
I just put a pill up in my drink I need a long rest
I'll give you my everything I'll give until I'm heartless
Now my car ain't starting
I don't know, how do I start this
Blow a couple thousand on a night now I'm a drunk mess
Ain't nobody talking to me, no one to send drunk texts
That's my life though
Fun suck, lypo
Something like a mistake, miss send, typo
Shining, psycho
Loving life is hard
Finding love is near impossible
I kinda always been the one to quit
But I need you like a junkie need a hit
I need you like a needle need a prick and I ain't giving up on needing this
Awkward in person, life steady worsen
Tried to revise all my life it ain't working
Often off toxins, past is a lost thing
I can't sleep at night I just keep turning and tossing
Life through a window
On the game locked in
Money come ten fold
Smoke blown, coughing
Passed out on scriptures
Wait I mean prescriptions
Why I gotta pay for a doctor to listen to me

Scriptures (Prod. sundwn)

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