jaydes - Find Me

jaydes - talk to me

instrumental by wisssery
whole time I thought I didn't deserve you, but now you don't deserve me

I starved myself because I felt bad for what I did to you
you needed help and I wasn't there, the worst thing I can do

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

I wish I could hide you so its just you and me
my only fear and is messing up and you'll leave me
I should stop hitting my head against the wall
but overtime I stopped feeling everything at all

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

someone better than me

instrumental from wisssery
the tragedy of '24, i hope everything goes back to how it was before

cant feel it no more, love I have for you is fading
feel so insecure, don't wanna feel this way I swear I hate it
nothing without you, now I'm left with a empty void inside me
hey what can i do, to make myself believe that you still love me

look where we are, we've grown so far from each other
we've changed, I wish that both of us stayed the same

don't wanna give up (I feel)
feel like I'm nothing without you (feel like I'm better off)
but i feel like I'm about too
like I'm gonna give up, but I would feel better around you
what you told me was lies, make me look stupid
though it would be better, like how it was (fuck)

tragedy of '24

please dont put up a fight

please don’t put up a fight

oh well im alone

oh well, i'm alone

prod. bunii

i need someone to help me clean your blood up off of my issues
good things end and we were overdue
you hate me more than i can ever love you, oh
i keep reminders of our secrets in tune with us
i see right thru
how these mirrors disguise you
don’t let me inside, don’t wanna fuck up your plan
fabricating your life, i know who you are 

who you are, who you are
it’s not secret baby
you can’t change me, no you can’t change me
won’t let you-won’t let you change me

tell me the truth,
cus i know something’s bothering you
what can i do, oh
cus it’s been hard to stay on you
cus i’ve been fighting all my thoughts,
and been crying from all i’ve lost,
and i’ve been dying while you watch,
i need reassurance or i can’t trust

you say im the one
you say im the man, the man that you want
and you say that you mean it all from your heart
and i’m so high up i can’t break my fall, can you break my fall?
sing me the ballad that puts me to sleep,
and back in the dream where you are with me
and i’ll fight for you, don’t care if i bleed
no i can’t let it be, no i can’t let it be

j, bunii - kl

Touched

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

But I couldn't escape her
I start to lose my breath
My lungs thinner than paper
Thinking in my head

That there could be a savior
Somewhere out there
I swear I'm so scared
I'm such a fucking bastard

I'm a loser, a stupid fuck
I'm standing here in silence
ripped out my guts
Please save me someone

Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away


I tried to run away
So far away
Where you couldn't help me no more
And throughout all this pain
You want me to say that

I'm just a fuck up too
I hate your guts
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

The truth is that you're useless
I just don't care enough
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

You tried to hide from me your love
You told me I'd be better off dead
I tried to hide up all these scars
You told me I'd be better off dead


Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the Lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

I tried to run away

someone better than me

kid moon