slushyized
song made on the jan 1st, you left on jan 5th

lyrics:

the weathers gotten bloomy
cant let you get from me
you have gotten to me
watch youre body get puny

one out of every couple flowers
one by one, they turning gray
been up for hours
regretting all the things you heard me say

I would take back
why did I say that
youre blood is running thin 
and the poison isnt fading

time it goes faster, its my inconvenience
the flowers are dying and I don't want you to leave this place in my heart

eyes get blurry
begin to sleep
I let you go down my friend
but not from me

do dogs go to heaven
I wish to know
cause when my time runs out
I will need you close.

do dogs go to heaven

bottled up

stuck again, it never ends
know you're running around my head, i'm tired
i'm tired (and i tried)
i still feel you in my lungs
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
i'm sorry i care so much

i feel like i figured it out
even if i didn't im here
i hope you don't figure it out
you'll end up head over heels

(you can let me crawl into your skin until you feel)
(i feel like im dying)

i'm sorry i care so much

instrumental by wisssery
whole time I thought I didn't deserve you, but now you don't deserve me

I starved myself because I felt bad for what I did to you
you needed help and I wasn't there, the worst thing I can do

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

I wish I could hide you so its just you and me
my only fear and is messing up and you'll leave me
I should stop hitting my head against the wall
but overtime I stopped feeling everything at all

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

someone better than me

the sun

how I used a knife

how I used a knife on myself

ur so annoying let me sleep prod me

guitar by me, mockingbird soon
you say you’ll change but it’s a constant cycle

i hope your okay but i also i hope you’re not too

wish i can stab you in the chest but you shot me 

i can’t eat or get rest, you got me strung 

im such a fool for you, i believed the things you said that you wouldn’t do

i will think about past for a thousand hours and then start to cut up in the shower 

the things i lose, you make me feel like shit

i promise no one will love you like i did

you’re gone, you’re gone..

you say you’ll change but it’s a constant cycle

i hope your okay but i also i hope you’re not too

wish i can stab you in the chest but you shot me 

i can’t eat or get rest, you got me strung

someone better than me

kid moon