these are the lyrics 🖤. 

Pick up the phone ain’t nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate and I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear 



Seen death so many times 
Still question if I’m even here 
Started losing feelings , with no hope That’s not fair 
I was just a kid when they broke me 
Laying on the floor 
Thinking what have I become 
This isn’t who I am 
But the pain has just begun 
So I stared at the moon 
Asking “is this enough ?”
Will all of my pain disappear if I grow up ? 
“Well of course you’re not , your sinner the cursed burden . The only question is how long will it be ? & that’s for certain “
Man i fuckin tell you they knew that my heart was hurting 
If my mind was a painted picture i know it’ll be disturbing 
My heart ran away & will not be returning 
If only they cared but I’m a kid so it’s deserving 
I gave up many times so I know it’s concerning 
I lost myself to regret 
Hoping I could forget 
Counting days of neglect 
Saying that I was one to protect 
I was left all alone 
Feeding blood to express 
So many scars & sins to confess 
Why does god hate me ? 
Well I was one to correct 
They shattered my soul 
& watched it affect 
Told me everything that I seen was a nightmare 
So then I can awake ? 
how much more can I take ? 
When am I gonna break ? 
As I start to reflect & these thoughts to collect 
My feelings went minuscule as I try to progress 
But that was their intentions to burden me in distress 
So why am I here ? 
Who should I fear ? 
Why was I alone all through the years ? 
I was just a kid did you forget ? 
I’ll never be the same & that’s such a shame 
All they wanted really was fuckin fame 



pick up the phone aint nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate so I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear

the cursed burden

prod. steph

engineered by chicanery (@vyslio)

Lyrics:
I’ll keep searching on & on 
Doesn’t mean we’re making it better 
Said I’ll be there for you, no matter the weather 
And now I Know 
I let you down once again   
Wish I understood
All the words that you said 
Promise me, that’ll you’ll stay here to the end 
You’ll Never cause harm
That’s something you don’t know best 

And you can’t say 
That I felt the same 
Watching you dance 
Splash puddles in the rain 
Now I know 
I’m the one to blame 
I’m the one to blame 
I’m the one to blame

stuck on valentines

Shoutout my homie @ankhhles for hopping on this with me!

I want her :(

her, with the devil’s flesh (Feat. ANKHH)

HOMICIDAL VALENTINE (PROD. NOBODY)

IT SHOULDV’E BEEN ME 

Lyrics:
And I’m missing the friction 
Everyday that your distant is another wrist slit and 
The feeling in my chest I can’t express
Everyday I want a fucking noose around my neck 
Another fucking sigh with this pill that I ingest  
Tell me that you love me you a fake just like the rest 
I’m a skeleton walking already dead 
Tell me that you love no 
I don’t comprehend 
Calling for a hand 
No body reaching so it ends 
Please don’t leave a message and don’t hit my phone again.

skeleton part.2

another luv song (snippet)

Angel

Title: An Envigorating Heat From Pain
By: Death.wav

[ 0:00 PART 1 - MY MESSAGE ]
Prod. Death.wav

[ 0:42 PART 2 - left 4 dead ]
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[ 1:09 PART 3 - Silence is Bliss ]
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[ 1:37 PART 4 - What I want for once ]
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[ 2:23 PART 5 - Dreaming ]
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[ 3:01 PART 6 - losers in wool of sheep ]
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[ 4:07 PART 7 - Payback's a Dawg ]
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[ 5:51 PART 8 - At my wit's end ]
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[ 6:34 PART 9 - Desires are what kills a nation ]
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[ 7:14 PART 10 - Sodom & Gomorrah ]
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[ 8:02 PART 11 - The Golden Ticket (Chance The Rapper cover) ]
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[ 9:03 PART 12 - Suicidal Thoughts (Original by The Notorious B.I.G.) ]
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skeleton part.2

KID SCARZ