k1dzheart on da beat with another hard hitting song <3

even though things are very hard right now,that doesn't mean it's the end...there are great things ahead of you,you just have to keep going to see them...I hope you feel better soon 🙏🩷

no1 can restart @ this point, but u still have the time 2 make a new dawn 4 urself in any way if u really wanted 2. Just came 2 terms w/ msf the other day aftr yrs of insecurities n doubt. Idgaf abt what ppl think anymore n thts a huge milestone 4 me. Everything is difficult but nothing is impossible. U r not alone big bro :)

From the dirt w/ hauntingclaire & gothlovee [prod. 6383]

skinny tight jeans
feel like dedgrl
im inside the club in another world
got a sidekick when she hit me up
call me 
text me 
i will mess u up
dont talk abt love we don know shit
we'll break up and u'll cut ur wrists
slit my wrists and cry over u
no pain when im off the blues

the pills of happiness

SPOTIFY

pharmacy

produced by me <3

claire: 

though i can try doing better, just fucking making it worse
i wanna let you go, wanna forget about her 
and when whatever you’ve got comes crashing down, i’ll let you back in my life to let me down 
and when you do, 

let you b happy for a minute, you can get it 
and then i’ll stab you in the back jus like you did it, like you did it
baby you lied to me again? oh no you didn’t, hope you didn’t 
i’ll leave you hollowed out & broken like you did me 

dig the blade deeper than you ever did
defenses up, i cannot let you in 
now your ghost haunts my walls, i killed you 
yet i still hear you call, i feel you
i woke up in a sweat last night,
my fear it doubled and it tripled, i could feel your eyes
and i still see you on the news, i swear it gets me high 
i wanna hide my feelings, but it feels so right 

…

channel six i’m checking daily, see your face on the wall
all of the blood is on my hands, i wrote your name on the stall
i’m going crazy day by day,
i’m in the mud going thigh deep in your pain, your pain 
leave me happy for a minute, then you hurt me 
hurt me 
you can’t touch me so baby, so i won’t worry, worry 
i cut away my skin, it feels dirty dirty 
you’re a stain on my wall that i can’t clean 

dig the blade deeper than you ever did
defenses up, i cannot let you in 
now your ghost haunts my walls, i killed you 
yet i still hear you call, i feel you
i woke up in a sweat last night,
my fear it doubled and it tripled, i could feel your eyes
and i still see you on the news, i swear it gets me high 
i wanna hide my feelings, but it feels so right

hollow

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
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Behave 
That’s what they say yet they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path you
Paved 
I think there’s a monster but we have to be brave 
Cuz nobody gets bit if they just
-
Behave 
That’s what they say but they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path that you
Paved 
It’s dark and desolate just stay in the cave
Social butterflies left cocoons in ur brain
-
Stop taking walks at night in a den of wolves 
A lamb a dozen they’ll enjoy wearing your wool

A ghost of 18 years, can you even see me?
Take a hammer break my feet tie me to the bed like it’s misery

A walk in the cemetery tombstones have no name 
You’ll die as a idiot if you slit your wrists in vain
A family photo but a need to crop the frame 
As you’re being beaten bloodied you should pay your thanks to Cain
-
cheering and claps
You’re lying flat on your back 
Tears wiped from purple and black
Cum in your throat and you hack

A porcelain doll
I think whom’s taken it’s toll
Your hands they’re so cold
entrails feasted on by the crows 

sorry I’m weak and frail
pretty in atrophy  
Just run your hand though my hair
Oh so gently

fever dream then your cold 
Hold you till we’re old
Flowers bloom aside mold
As beauty fades in a hole 
-

documentary featured in black and white
glimpses of color; skin under flashing lights
Do you see god when you look at the sky
Does he look back when it’s your candy at ‘9 

Will you hit the floor if you're falling back
Crosswords spelling die scribbled out in black
Kissing her hand, a peck to a lepper
Is there proof of a soul in her autopsy letter

DESPOILED PORCELAIN

<3<3<3<3
(i do not support yandere dev)

@hxnterbtw
hold on plz wait for me im so scared
i love you please be patient
i never done this before
i never felt this feeling

i know that you're my soulmate
i thought id never see the day
i love every word you say
you cured my secret pains

yeah we're in the club
we're having so much fun
i love your every touch
you know how to make me blush x2

oh my god i want your love
you're so fucking hot
i just wanna kiss you
hold you and hug you

yeah u are so perfect
ur my little princess
i dont wanna hurt you
baby i love you x2

@amecandy
ohhhh
i'm in the club with hxnterbtw
he's my cutest bae
you make me feel alive
i haven't felt this way in a long time

ill be here for you till the day i die
so amazing think that loving you could be a crime
and if another girl ever looked him in the eyes
i wouldn't hesitate to pull out my knife (hehe, *stab stab* AHH!)

when i met you everything was broken,
heart so cold felt no emotions
you turned my pain into light
ill never let you leave my side

darling i just wanna kiss you
always fucking miss you
you're so fucking perfect
made all my sorrows worth it x2

darling i just wanna kiss you
always fucking miss you
promise me you'll never leave
by my side for eternity

eternity<3

eternal love

eternal love ft. hxnterbtw

throwin up in this apartment
oh my god i feel retarded
couldnt give a fuck about the things i allowed
if i could change my life i would do it right now (if i could change my life)

pass the keys to my car bitch
ima show you how to park it
couldnt give a fuck about my life right now
i only have one so it doesnt really count

if i could change my life i will
id be flyin high and climbin every hill
my limit hits the sky when i am by myself
why do i feel fine when i have no one else

its kinda true sadly. yeah i needa fix it badly 
but i dont know all my feelings, so i sing until it ends me

yea, yea sing it till it ends me. yea it must be the death of me
i dont know how to stop this.. so i take off on a rocket
i be chillin on the moon now..nd im feelin kinda dumb now
im stimming in my own town.. i should prolly put the phone down


this beats sad cuz i made it.. k1dzheart im so wasted
bump the speakers nd the bass bitch.. let em all know u hate this
instant perma death is lovely. do it while im sleeping 
so i keep on dreaming. of my life completing

god im stuck in this apartment (literally fucking yelling #emotional)
and i feel so retared
couldnt give a fuck about the things i allowed
if i could change my life i would do it right now (if i could change my life)

pass the keys to my car bitch
ima show you how to park it
couldnt give a fuck about my life right now
i only have one so it doesnt really count

if i could change my life i will
id be flyin high and climbin every hill
my limit hits the sky when i am by myself
why do i feel fine when i have no one else

its kinda true sadly. yeah i needa fix it badly 
but i dont know all my feelings, so i sing until it ends me\

i






hate everything

i want to leave everything behind nd just kinda start fresh like 100 emoji

vent song pt3.5

glass child

https://open.spotify.com/track/7gahnVcOdpM5dOhMRJ04FL?si=c64c66f5a3ad4bcc

stream my newest song: https://soundcloud.com/suddendeathovertime/lemme-get-a-bite-b-prod-luvhex-1?si=9c31396790c84817b6fb156a0738174f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharingsi=753603fa21ac4b3189ff1de57e3685d4&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@luvhexx

lyrics:

me:
i know u see me in the club
i wish u didnt notice me
but i wish youd fuck me in the back of my limosuine
i got swag od
its fallin off of me
bitch cant u see
i just graduated outta swag university

designer glasses on my face
when u see me go insane
fuck the paparazzi i just want a bullet in my brain
smokin gas dont know the strain
i just know it helps the pain
i just fucked a bitch but idek her name
i got a icy chain
i fill a glass of champagne
i hit the saks 5th just to buy the same thing
hop out the mercedes benz
throw a party with my friends
if i pop a 
then u know how its gonna end
i hit the bank and get my bread
my plate is full bitch i stay fed
if moneys calling i cant hear what u said

hex: idk i nevr asked for lyrics lol

suddendeathovertime x luvhex - ##swag university

Lyrics

it’s a late night 
Imma have to pull up to the show
I’ll be in the party
Imma have to let it go
I be really pouring up 
I think I’m moving slow
I’m crushing up the pills 
Yah cuz I’m feeling low
I don’t wanna go 
(2x)
I don’t wanna know 
(2x)
Pretty demons in the late night 
We chilling with the ghosts
Had to hit the club 
Like I had to do the most 
I just scooped the pack 
Now I’m bout to go
Sniffing caution pack
Im about to float
I don’t have no stress
Imma let it go
PDA we next
I already know
(2x)

I said fuck all that talk
You can show me what you want
PDA pulled up with drugs
You can take what you want
I be doing what I want
I don’t even need to front
I don’t wanna hear you bro
Imma pour another cup
I don’t give a fuck
I don’t give a fuck
Imma stomp you out
Imma stomp you out
Put you in the trunk
Put you in the trunk
I don’t give a fuck
I be hella drunk

Pretty demons in the late night 
We chilling with the ghosts
Had to hit the club 
Like I had to do the most 
it’s a late night 
Imma have to pull up to the show
I’ll be in the party
Imma have to let it go
I be really pouring up 
I think I’m moving slow
I’m crushing up the pills 
Yah cuz I’m feeling low
I don’t wanna go 
(2x)
I don’t wanna know 
(2x)
Scarekrow with my crows
Cuz we fucking bros
Smoking on some smoke
I don’t wanna choke
I know he’s a hoe
That’s why I say no
He say he want blow
I say bitch
No
(3x)
He say he want
Snow
I say bitch 
No

Pretty demons in the late night 
We chilling with the ghosts
Had to hit the club 
Like I had to do the most 
it’s a late night 
Imma have to pull up to the show
I be in the party
Imma have to let it go

pregame song 4u { KVader }

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
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Color fleeting from eyes under flashing lights 
A thawed
corpse peppered with morning dew of wintertime
A sullen call in the woods from a voice you thought was dead 
The sound of a door open you look to find it closed
I feel like a lamb slowly rotting in the shed 
tunneling under my skin to my bedrock bones 
Do you feel the blood rushing to your nose?
bursted blood vessels in your eye in a foreign home 
The theatrics for care are melodramatic 
I see vomit and cum leaking from the door to the attic
Hedonism Galore 
Purple legs scratched up and sore 
How much longer can they laugh pretending they don’t ignore
Whole body feels strange
Popping in the chest sudden pain
The feeling as it’s coldness travels from your eye into ur brain
-
The look on your eyes 
Fawning 
The beheaded’s reply
Is Dusk
A most horrible feeling 
Dawning 
The means in your hand, they cheer 
This will be your victory
A lump in your throat crawling
Your flesh sprawled all over the floor
Bile mixed tears from hours of bawling
The sharp key to the door,
This will be your victory 
-
Horror
-
they never found my body 
buried 10 feet in the ground 
can’t tell if i wanna bleed or fucking cry 
she has pretty thighs w some scars
im so fragile bby gimme ur heart 
suicide during winter rip me apart 
dismember me bby and keep all the parts 
i fell in luv in a red room of lust and blood 
never fucking sleep i can’t feel my fucking arms 
wrists so fucking bloody it looks like a morgue 
shoes so fucking cute bby i’m a fucking star 
i feel like i can’t breathe im stabbing at my heart
i know u don’t like it but i’m rly fucking hurt 
scars on my body i think they’re beautiful 
don’t feel like my self 
i’ll cut till im normal 
playing w my cuts 
but atleast something helps
-
i can’t go on living like this 
everything hurts 
and i feel like shit 
can’t fucking eat and cant fucking sleep 
i’m haunted by the memories of u 
u said i was perfect 
bby i don’t feel perfect 
scratching out my eyes 
i can’t look at you 
everything u said kills me still 
blood in my vomit 
u made me feel so fucking alone

vent song pt3.5

k1dzheart

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