tell me perfect lies
send me a broken lullaby
just sitting by your side
has got me thinking ill be fine

i'll remember you
and all the pain you got me through
since you left, i'm doing fine
I always thought id be alright

tell me perfect lies again
and sing to me like you did then
just sitting by your side
has got me wishing ill be fine

one more night
then you're gone
but we've got this song

one more night
you and me
save me your apology

August Demo

lies (broken lullaby) (prod emptychest)

all the nights out ended in a comedown
all the dumb c***s looking for a throwdown
all the lights are brighton up the town now
until I come around
all the talk that we were gonna get out
find it hard to believe that you were real now
girl your name I would never disavow
but you let me down

I wrote letters to you
now I feel like a fool
now she treat me like i'm 
some tool
doing drugs out in town
taking pills smoking loud
it was fun, you were there
but your not around
and i refuse to go out
i dont do that s**t now
cuz it stinks of a past
that I cant let go
will i find one like her
I dont think ill ever
no i wont not never
cuz shes so unkind

all the nights out ended in a comedown
all the dumb c***s looking for a throwdown
all the lights are brighton up the town now
until I come around
all the talk that we were gonna get out
find it hard to believe that you were real now
girl your name I would never disavow
but you let me down

lie to me, call me pretty
by the sea, I lost
cry to me,call me petty
well f**k this city, it's no good for me

all the nights out ended in a comedown
all the dumb c***s looking for a throwdown
all the lights are brighton up the town now
until I come around
all the talk that we were gonna get out
find it hard to believe that you were real now
girl your name I would never disavow
but you let me down

comedown (prod afterlife+ irby)

I feel like runnin away
im stuck here and i dont feel okay

but ima pick you up and we could fly away
and if i had the strength id find the right words to say

I feel like saying goodbye
and i cant tell you why

just tryna get by but i am losing my mind
and maybe i just need a little time to unwind

staring out the window, hoping i could be your friend
cuz everything is distant, I got myself in a dead end

you never gave me half a chance so
im losing the will to fight

learning that to you im just a waste of
time you know i think you're right

September

unwind (prod 2001)

no one sees the hurt you keep inside
you're too damn good at keeping this disguise
we all wear masks so they cant see our eyes
and when people ask if you're okay you lied

locked them out just so you can't get bruised
you lost your mind inside that hotel room
burnt by people so you burn them too
a vicious cycle set to continue

no one sees the hurt you keep inside
you're too damn good at keeping your disguise
we all wear masks so they can't see our eyes
and when people ask if you're okay you lied

masks (prod. wisssery & jolst)

loss and heartbreak yeah iv seen it all
i cant wait to see the curtains fall
how i became who i am i cant recall
i got lost along the way and you act so appalled

buried my brother now im all alone
dealt with the horror of the great unknown
just hope your proud of how much i have grown
why the fuck did you have to be so damn accident prone

sometimes i wish that it was me that night
cuz its hard to keep on acting like im all alright
feel like anyday im gonna lose the fight
but im slowly getting better and the futures bright

man I swear if theres a god i got a bone to pick
robbing your future at that age that dudes a fucking prick
all the plastic fucking friends of yours they make me sick
so im moving my game forward brick by fucking brick

fozzi

warren lawn (prod east majin & malloy)

I got to admit, I still cant grasp
how you could snap my soul         
but i remain, i'm tryna reclaim
i wont let this all have been in vain 

finally starting to clean up
two months and i haven't touched no drugs
that's a lie but you know what i mean hun
i'm off my regular addiction
leave that shit to the horses
i repeat it cuz i wanna reinforce it
dont end up going way of course cuz
all the agony i don't wanna endorse it

I got to admit, I still cant grasp
how you could snap my soul         
but i remain, i'm tryna reclaim
i wont let this all have been in vain 

I believe in hell cuz i been there
lying on the floor and the pain you just cant bear
look around you tryna find someone who does care
but there's no one so your stuck alone in despair
tell yourself your gonna stop it but you keep on
thinkin where you gonna get another gram from
crave the feeling that you get when your body numb
lookin at yourself question who the fuck you've become

I got to admit, I still cant grasp
how you could snap my soul         
but i remain, i'm tryna reclaim
i wont let this all have been in vain

remedy (prod garin)

way back in our childhood we all fucking dreamed of
growing up and marrying our princess and princes
think we were deceived by the movies that we seen cuz
now were all defective, theres nobody to fix us

might a had a few that we thought we could trust but
in the end peoples true intentions they get sussed out
broke you down now your chest is feelin like a husk now
only thing that brought you all together it was lust now

searching for the right one will they ever crop up
all we want is somebody to care and fucking love us
friends around you seem so fuckin happy and it sucks but
will it really matter when we're all just fucking dust huh

precious, your so fuckin gorgeous
20 guys crushin on you, how nauseous
romance aint dead but this shit atrocious
pressure of the game yeah, enormous

three fake words
they all say
but all they want
is their own way

three fake words
its all false
love yourself
you need your own support

lecture all your friends you dont wanna see them hurt but
the way you treat yourself, worse than fuckin dirt yeah
got another guy and his eyes are on your skirt as
your crying deep inside as his hands ride up your shirt yeah

night turns in to day he dont call you in the morning
shoulda seen the signs but you ignored the warning
putting on a act cuz you're so used to performing
its just a fact that, your too used to conforming

precious, your so fuckin gorgeous
20 guys crushin on you, how nauseous
romance aint dead but this shit atrocious
pressure of the game yeah, enormous

precious, your so fuckin gorgeous
20 guys crushin on you, how nauseous
romance aint dead but this shit atrocious
pressure of the game yeah, enormous

atrocious (prod. tonari)

got a sense of regret, that I've never left
anything good to the world, but a s**t load of debt
And all the people i met, i could never help
and i think to my self, what is my latest step?
I wanna give something real, that'll last thru the years
and in the end if i fail, it'll all end in tears
when the day comes i will rest, knowing i did my best
and my soul will live on, thats my only request

i've never been really that afraid to die
when i get old i'll gladly say goodbye
i'd rather go peacefully than, try to deny
god im no saint but i know, ill be fine

i will suffer no more, time for me to restore
ima walk straight out that door, move away from the shore
its time for me to explore, what the worlds got in store
i've never been here before, i'll spread my wings and i'll soar
leave the shackles behind, and ill refresh my mind
i am no longer confined, i am no longer blind
i refuse to be defined, by a life i was assigned
ima go get redesigned, my paths realigned

i've never been really that afraid to die
when i get old i'll gladly say goodbye

junket (prod yunny goldz)

call me a deadbeat
you probably ain't that wrong
i'm becoming obsolete
don't seem to belong

this world is strange to me
always need a helping hand
iv always been naive
never seemed to understand

why'd you always have to go distort the truth you
said that you could see things from my point of view and 
you swore til we got old you'd stick to me like glue but
now its all exposed, and the s**t you said ain't true

looked me in the eyes and told me i was your soul mate
crazy how the time can so quickly turn that love to hate
like i didn't have enough already up on my plate
maybe i could set the record straight but its too late

ever since you left me i've been on a wild goose chase
looking for somebody who i thought could f****n replace
you what was i doing i became a f****n disgrace
now i wanna pack up get the hell away from this place

call me a deadbeat
you probably ain't that wrong
i'm becoming obsolete
don't seem to belong

this world is strange to me
always need a helping hand
iv always been naive
never seemed to understand

naive (prod love race)

look back at the past and i really f*****g miss
days of growing up i cant help but reminisce
last few years been tough and its been a bumpy ride
now i'm wonderin if in the end i'll be alright 

livin inside a void
why live on the surface when my worlds been destroyed

pull a fuckin bag of green out to calm down
smokin all the time i got thoughts i need to drown
when i'm in my zone swear my thoughts become profound
but fuck it i don't care im so lit i'm off the ground

when i was a kid never thought it'd be like this
but now i'm f*****g stuck in a deep old dark abyss
hey, its all okay i know i'm not gonna miss
i'm vibin til i die in a tank of f*****g bliss

livin inside a void
why live on the surface when my worlds been destroyed

gulff cabin (prod. jxssx)

here's my theory on life
go make some friends and get high
don't go wasting your time
some day we're all gonna die
pack a bowl and rewind
and trust in me we can vibe

i make these songs for myself
its good for my mental health
to wash away all the stress
when i'm in my zone i feel blessed
and if some people relate
i feel it wont be in vain
i got nothing to gain
but it eases my pain

its simple to forget
and live a life in regret
don't be ashamed to be you
that's the worst thing to do
we don't know our own worth
feels like we're trapped in a curse
a record stuck in reverse
still it feels we're trapped in a curse

vudu (prod. elberlean)

just a rough cover of a song I used to love

listen to the original if you haven't

u killed me with goodbye (A Day To Remember Cover/u had me @ hello)

cop me in E15 slowly glowin up
i aint blowing up cuz my flow it f***n sucks im
just spinning in my room from the mother f***n dutch
and im running low on vodka better fill my f***n cup
its been 31 days of this good for nothin month
but you c***s better believe it im the best out of the bunch
gimme time and i will prove it i just need some f***n luck
i dont need a f***n shrink i just need another blunt

gotta do this properly
dont let this get on top of me
one day ill win the lottery
just stay out of my property
im building my monopoly
set my alarm get up early
cuz honestly refuse to live my 
life stuck in this poverty
the drama doesnt bother me
just another anomoly
im all about comradary
and less about the mockery
im feeling kinda wobbly 
but dont treat me with snobbery
i fix myself some broccoli
and listen to pete doherty
but i can find the words to say 
just waste the f***n day away
i put my weakness on display
and pray that somebody will stay
i gotta go i cant delay
my transformations underway
cuz im someone i cant betray
myself i will always obey

whett (prod ShineBless x DripCash)

she comes and she goes
where she's at no one knows
but she's all in my head
and i'm feelin alone

i try to forget
all about her and so
keep myself occupied
shoving lines up my nose

i don't want attention
i don't need that pressure in my life
just smoke away my problems
every night im getting high
never seems to work i hardly ever sleep at all
and i find it hard to f*****n drown out all the issues on my mind

when will s**t get better
i need a way to fix the life that i destroyed

i don't want wanna wake up
motivation i just cannot find
just lay in bed depressed all
day i wanna f****n hide
kiki's feelin s****y wont somebody cheer me up
coz the days are getting shorter, once again i'm running out of time

anemia (prod kyoa)

say your goodbyes
we're not getting out alive
just one more night
well dance til the end of time

i told you i tried
to get the best out my life
it seems like i failed
but thats how it goes sometimes

all this must come to an end we
might not ever meet again so
take in one last final breath and
grab a paper and a pen
tomorrows never guaranteed our
freedoms never f****n free i
cherish every moment but
i'm not psychic

heart beating out my chest
anxiety i cant suppress
i put emotions into songs
but still i just cannot express
the voices inside my head
you wont believe the s**t they said
i drown them out with substances
to try to kill them

lost count of times iv overdosed
believe me iv come f****n close
and waking up to paramedics
just aint fun
and the looks of disappointment
and the feelings of resentment
they cut you inside until
you just dont care
i guess im just meant to survive
i stop sometimes and wonder why
cuz this personal hell of mine
just wont quit
and i never f****n shake the pain
the guilt i always seem to blame
on myself til i go insane
repeat the cycle

adieu (prod alexanderbierk)

lonely nights staring at the moon
kikis back with a brand new tune
october always think of you
distressed by who iv turned into
it feels too late to start again
constant loop of the discontent
grieve for all of the time i spent
its too late for me to repent

caught in a trap
i couldn't escape
my attempts to change my fate

were fruitless at best
yet nevertheless
i forbid dying in vain

clock ticks on time is running out
i cant grasp what its all about
tragedy i could do without
just hoped that you would stick around
lose myself in the make believe
exhausted by the whole routine
certain things i could not foresee
this damn self fulfilling prophecy

caught in a trap
i couldn't escape
my attempts to change my fate

were fruitless at best
yet nevertheless
i forbid dying in vain

one more chance i could fix my life
in the end think ill be alright
i look up at the starry night
gives me motivation to fight
life aint fair it just drags you down
beats you up til your black and blue
got to fight got to scream and shout
til you die just keep pushing through

caught in a trap
i couldn't escape
my attempts to change my fate

were fruitless at best
yet nevertheless
i forbid dying in vain

oracle (prod Denny Cake)

she's lookin cute but i know that she's bad for me
id be a sucker to think that she'd adore me
sat in the park and she told me a sad story
tryna find my way into her head before she
gets bored of me i know i'm not that fun
but her smile is so bright it could block out the sun
once again it is over before its begun
shoulda known from the start she was never the one
seems like my mental health repels people from me
i cant deal with this s**t i am so f****n done

i dont have time for nobody
i cannot deal with the mind games
lay down that sad beat shawty
she laughed the moment she saw me
late nights i never avoid them
i know im not f****n normal
i try as hard as i can to
be kind, but resentment is mutual

bad 4 me (prod farawayfromeverything)

and so
these feelings of regret
on things i never f***n said
haunt me and i cant move on

you know
all there is to me
i gave you all that i could be
but it was never enough

and so
ill do my best to prove that
im not worthless leave your words behind
your tongue and you'll see

thought we had a thing but
like i said im naive
still i think about you
songs of you im writing
only fell in love once
all the other girls just
filled the space that you left
it just wasn't us cuz

i broke
when you left me
always said you'd be here for me

and so
these feelings of regret
on things i never f***n said
haunt me and i cant move on

you know
all there is to me
i gave you all that i could be
but it was never enough

and so
ill do my best to prove that
im not worthless leave your words behind
your tongue and you'll see

jynxx (prod lemexx)

im wishing some one would like me
i guess theres just no one like me
my love is imaginary
my life un satisfactory
the nights are cold and getting colder
i stay at home and write my songs
thinking of words to clear my head
girl i think you've got me wrong

got no control
feels like im broken inside
my guilt consuming my soul
im out of time

pretty little thing some
marie antoinette im
tryna get to know you
can you keep a secret
she'll just waste my time

im just tryna glow im
always feelin low i
give my fuckin all but
no one wants to know I
need some good advice

before her eyes 
i will not die

im wishing things would just work out
they never do i dont know how
if i should pass on in my sleep
will anyone remember me?
our lives are short and getting shorter
so take it in before it ends

i cant just sit and watch my life pass me by
ill use every second or at least i will try
i cant just sit and watch my story get old
ill live like a kid until my final goodbye

babydoll (prod Tokyonite)

got a bad cold, music not really working out atm

better things comin

rise (prod. 17letters x slayingibis x jetpackjuulz)

ZachCore

i just wanna move on wid my life
it was all lies
and i realised

please stop saying lies
please stop saying im right

i couldnt even move on
i couldnt even switch the rope
i couldnt even switch the rope

i just wanna move on wid my life
it was all lies
and i realised

please stop saying lies
please stop saying im right

kiki

all the pain i hold inside reminds me that im not okay
i bind myself to promises im trying too hard not to break
i never wanna die, but i never seem to live
all the problems in my head i just avoid and pray for happy endings

i jus wanna be right, i cant bear to be wrong
lose myself in empty feelings like i'll never belong
i'll never belong
i'll never belong
what have i done?

this cannot be who i am
im breaking down im such a mess

mizeri ft ZachCore (prod GORE OCEAN)

why do people waste my time
get left on read with no reply
i dont know how to act or how to be
and im sick to the teeth with anxiety

i lose my thoughts and overthink
reflecting on such stupid things
that cause me hurt and burn me out
god im tired please just take me now

slowly takin off the mask
my barriers are coming down
please stay with me dont make me beg
cuz im feeling like im fading out

its like im wired to always doubt myself
and theres times that i feel like bleeding out
but i wont and i cant im not like that
gotta live while i can no matter how

why do people always leave
im at war with my own inner peace
i dont know what the right thing is to do
got a victim complex inside of me

if you hear what i say dont blurt it out
its all lost in the wind that passes through
all the silence i find so deafening
i dont want to wake up i just want you

palisades (prod soloft)

all of the scars upon my back mean i belong to you
i got my hand wrapped round your throat, ill choke you up if you like that boo
girl when you beg me for my love i gotta give it to you, its yours, it'll always be
just stick around after cuz i'm intoxicated by you

youre the only one
i ever think about
i don't care bout my time
when not with you
i'm such a sucker for you now
i think ill always be

crazy for your taste
i need a fix i'm just a
junkie for you love
i cannot stop
if i overdose tonight
i think i'd rest in peace

all of the scars upon my back mean i belong to you
i got my hand wrapped round your throat, ill choke you up if you like that boo
stay with me tonight and we could kill a lil time, dont lie, i know what you want
you wanna switch on me tonight? well baby i want you to

switchblade fantasy (prod prettyscxrs)

nose bleed nites (prod Veulyk)

you'll go runnin back to him when things go south thats my prediction
im never good enough
i drown myself in alcohol and cheap benzos its not addiction
love is my only drug

falling asleep to sounds of grinding my teeth
why cant you stay the fuck out my dreams?
goin to bed wi chemicals in my head
will i wake up we'll wait and see

disillusion
confusion comforts me
persecution
ever more likely

girl you really stole my heart to tell the truth im petrified
its like im on life support
and i cant breath without you by my side i choke and suffocate
i swear ill always be yours

audio for lonely wolves

romantalyne (prod sharbeatz)

lookin back on life i find it hard to forget
all the misery and regret
think of what i would change if i could do this again
but would i end up the same old way

secrets i hold ill carry them to the grave
i cant just let them go it causes me too much shame
hiding inside all of my deceit and lies
i tell myself ill be fine and pray for merrier days
hushaby baby dont say a word
cuz ignorance is our bliss tonight i much do prefer
an enchanted charade we can keep up our facade
we can carry on forever

as time stops, i admit
i fear i cant go on
but with you
i just belong

lookin back on life i find it hard to forget
all the misery and regret
think of what i would change if i could do this again
but would i end up the same old way

stitchin back the pieces that have fallen apart
but im findin it way too hard
i cut myself on the mirror jigsaw fragmented shards
think its time for a brand new start

all of my life it seems im tumbling down
tryna pick myself up but i cant get off the ground
take me away i swear my debts i will pay
ill set everything straight and go along with the crowd
vultures circle round my home
i know kiki's a prince but they aint takin my throne
king of my castle got no time for the hassle
cuz im doing it all alone

as you say, you want me
i say i want you more
so join me
we'll take it all

patchwork (prod heysema)

do you care for me
like i care for you?
for eternity
i would bleed for you

if i died tonight
would you miss me like
im the only one for you?

everyone is drawn in different shades
kiki's black and white like space and cocaine

so il pay the price
ill buck peeps for lines
i keep telling lies
i got no restraint

i cant imagine
all the pain and guilt iv caused
theres no going back
think iv gone beyond
so show me no mercy
abandoned by god

do you love me like
im no good for you?
i write songs for you
to express my thoughts

i cant write them down
i cant find the sounds
to tell you how i feel

everything is bound by rules and games
i dont wanna play im too damn insane

but ill try for you
ill be good like you
ill work hard like you
cuz my love for you

do you (prod ionas)

december brings the rain
and when the clocks roll back
i feel like im not okay

will winter wash away
all the wounds that i
collected along the way

where did i go wrong?
i tried my best with you
i thought that our love was true

heartbreaks here again
you took the knives i bought you
sunk them into my back

discarded
just like trash
i hate you
im not worth that

i just cant explain
how betrayed i feel
but most of all ashamed

so much ache and pain
i feel it in my chest
i dont think ill love again

december rain (prod lostcage)

recall 
the days when
things were
so simple
innocence
undefiled
they seem so distant to me

searching
for something
like cracks in melted glass
its over
hard to grasp
it slipped right through our hands

faded
memories
like photos
all torn

feeling
lost now
we all grew up too fast

empty
defeated
our battles scar
they sting

no one
can hear us
on deafened ears they sink

lost now
i scream out
yet no one
can hear me

iv searched far
and wide now
but hopes nowhere to find

endless
is my pain
there must be some way out
i'm sorry
forgive me
this is my goodbye note

sayonara (black curtains) (prod 11feinly)

in shadows
i stay here
lost in my own despair
my echoes
they haunt through
the thick and stagnant air

the weight of
my anchors
they chain me down to hell
im drowning
in brimstone
this smoke it overwhelms

a labrynth of darkness and my spirit it breaks
suffocating all my hopes away
i stay up all night and then im tired all day
my smile it fades with every breath that i take

yet through it all i find the strength to fight
i promised myself that ill get out alive

shackles (prod tears)

dont talk to me i dont wanna hear your voice
looked right through me like i was a fuckin ghost
all the answers hidden in forgotten books
questions no one asks until they comatose

if i die then at least il'l look good in my grave
drip so heavy it'll make you misbehave
call me morbid, i'm just being honest babe
lost my sense of dignity i cannot change

emotions like a merry go round
gettin dizzy
lose my feet on the ground
i'm feeling nauseous
like im gonna throw up
all my silence
yeah im startin to rush

i need a goth girl tonight
i want blood and pain
cut me til i feel pain
feel somethin once again

ill be there by your side
until my suicide
we could both die tonight
we could both die tonight

is there life after death
can we put that to the test
take in our final breath
lay our bodies to rest

baby you know if we
went ahead with our plan
we'd never kiss again
is it all worth it then?

carousel (prod shmog)

she wanna start me off but ill make this last
i dont wanna waste no time so ill make this fast
i dont wanna play your games cuz im just not like that
i dont wanna get nasty cuz im good at that

you can use your best tricks to get my attention
baby if you told the truth then i might just listen
i am so sick and tired of your stupid lies
if your gonna disgrace my name well then do it right

that promise
that id never hurt you
i stick by my words
cuz im not like you

she wanna start a war but im just not armed
she wanna go nuclear but i just dont care
used to be my best friend and now all i feel
is her animosity and its just not fair

the break up (prod olifye)

leave now
im sick of
your faces
its bullshit

im better
alone now
im fine just on my own

i always knew that
your time would pass

sometimes i lay awake at night and start thinking to myself
was i really all that good a person can i still make things right?

i dont know, dont know how i ended up this way 
i dont suppose this life of mine can start again
i'd ask you how to show me live a normal life now
but i dont really want to that's where the problems lie

stay offline  and turn my phone off
i don't want no human contact
people really make me sick
they just drag me down

stay away from me today
i'm purposely self isolating
people seem to want to drive me
into the ground

witching hour (prod dead yami)

take your secrets off my shelf
cuz i don't recognise you 
if all we are is dust and dirt 
then you're made of glass i see straight through you

stay with me
my darling i cant believe
your truly over me
you cant move on that quickly

show me how to right my wrongs
your good at pointing them out
but your the worst girl come on

take my hand 
we could go anywhere
you know i'll follow you 
until the end of the world

beat me
until my blood driers up
i wont let you hurt me
agony i've had enough

bruises (prod eyelessowls)

self medicating with alcohol
shits gonna be my downfall
im happier when i cannot think
my issues i can ignore

i tell myself i dont wanna die
dont think im bein' honest
i scare myself most every night
imagining my own suicide

in the end in the end 
i think id always cop out
but there's always that chance my mind will
convince me

name a drug and i will place my money
that i gone and abused it
coke ketamine weed and molly
xans vally and the codeine

wine red or white its all good to me
just send another bottle
beer vodka rum whiskey hennessey
its not a party when its just you

the one thing that i said id never be
the path of my father
in the mirror i don't like what i see
dammit kiki lets get sober

all it takes is a real bad day
to get the knife out
in the end deep down
i wanna get set free

odds against (prod mors)

since i can remember shit iv always felt so isolated
are you feeling lonely kiki? fuck me that's an understatement
friends i have i cherish well the ones that aren't yet dead and buried
keep meaning to tell them all that i'm not feeling myself lately

tell me that
you hate me
like everyone
its boring

chew me up
its okay
it'll happen to 
me anyway

tell me lies
its perfect
the truth will only
upset me

spit me out
i love that
good times for me
just never last

everyone i meet i seem to struggle holding conversation
get the sinking feeling they're just being nice for presentation
took me 13 months to write this album got no motivation
i don't want no fame or glory i just crave appreciation

you can tell me the truth
you know that i'm self aware
i'm just tryna improve
but some days i just don't care

you can tell me grow up
and that i'm too immature
but i just need some help
cuz i'm so insecure

spit me out (prod splashgvng)

just a little more time
and just a little more faith
i could be happy today
if you would just walk my way

you caught
both of my eyes
i need shades cuz the way you shine
you could waste all my time
cuz i don't do nothin' else
but sit on my own and cry

just a little more luck
and just a little less hatred
of myself and i bet
i'd find a way to connect

my heart to you
girl you know i could be 
your latest red flag
so darling come play with me

we could watch sum movies sit around and do sum dumb shit
dance like no ones watching drinking red and getting so lit
visit all the cities that we never really been to
wondering what life is all about cuz it will end soon

we could start a cult and simply leave because we got bored
spend entire weekends on the beach riding our skateboards
taking photos of you like a model cuz your so fine
counting down the days that i can finally call you mine

don't think i can wait cuz everything you do excites me
leaves me wanting more i crave you every single moment
put your lips around my neck i'm begging you to bite me
please don't go and break my heart just to spite me

just a lil (prod blvnk)

listen, here's my story
about a kid named kiki
had dreams of fame and glory
but turned out dark and dreary

family was broken b'fore the age o' 1
with no brothers or no sisters he's the only one
other kids at school i guess we got along
but it was hard and before long the loneliness begun
sat up in my room hooked on to 64
the first way i could escape but trust me there'd be more
i was looking up to characters in video games
cuz i'd never really had a role model before

what i got i taught my
self and no one else
my mum she done her best
forget about the rest

when i, hit high school i
tried to find myself i
dyed my hair jet black and
put on my studded belt

still i had the dreams id had back in the past
but it felt a bit like life was going way too fast
waving goodbye to your childhood can freak you out
but the little kid inside of me will always last

listen, no one ever
does and never did
i hope that someone hears me
i hope my friends forgive me

forsaken allegory (prod p3tro)

amateur emo/sadboy artist
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9X0utt3UsmyzcadfrHUFdg

East London, originally from Brighton

live for them late night chilled out emotional vibes and pop punk summer days

just a sad kid with nothin to lose tryna put those emotions in to music so people got something to remember me by at the end, this is the personal diary of kiki, the freak

I don't have any proper experience in creating music, everything I have done is just doing my best and hoping I can learn, dont take my music too serious i'm kinda just havin fun with it all... still learning to actually sign and mix music so ya i know my mixing and vocals aren't the best, but as Jake the dog says the first step to being good at something is sucking at it - spittin facts

also open to collabs

kikithefreak

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