Paris In May

I feel so lonesome I could die
The Birds above are flying high
Two eagles fall out of the sky
They're making love
You promised me you'd take it slow
You never called you're such a pro
I did some things I didn't know
I was a kid

It was like heaven crying on a friday night
Insight hit me like dolomite
Wanted to leave my body like the winds in the chimes
Floating free like the birds on high
Lying on my back in the dead of the night
I tried to say no but you declined
Lost my jesus and I lost my mind
Doing all the things that boy like

If you didn't know, if you didn't know, if you didn't know
Then now you know
If you didn't know, if you didn't know

Too scared to lose you so I stayed
And I did all the things you said
OBE my angels prayed
It was so rushed
Your fingers wrapped around my neck
Baby bird spiralling to death
You let it go and lost your breath
I lost my

It was like heaven crying on a friday night
Insight hit me like dolomite
Wanted to leave my body like the winds in the chimes
Floating free like the birds on high
Lying on my back in the dead of the night
I tried to say no but you declined
Lost my jesus and I lost my life
Doing all the things that boy like

Birds

Iridescence reflects many colours prismatically, shifting based on the angle of perspective and the amount of light or darkness in a space.

There are 3 colour gradients embodied within the scope and content of Iridescent. Together these gradients capture the full colour spectrum found within Iridescence. 

Each gradient shares a unique set of experiences and emotions, expressed differently both lyrically and sonically. Amber, the first gradient, expresses sentiments of healing and joy. The second gradient Teal, speaks to relationships and betrayal. And the final gradient Mauve, shares experiences inside of chronic mental illness. 

In over 15 years of therapeutic treatment, I’ve learnt a lot about the different characteristics, habits, feelings and experiences that I hold. While contributing to my struggle with mental health, many of these parts are also enmeshed with my greatest gifts and my most authentic self. Integrating and accepting all parts of me, including my life long chronic mental illness and suicidal ideations, has been key in my journey.

Depression and suicidal ideations are the brain's way of trying to protect a sufferer from tremendous pain - by creating numbness and detachment from life and a promise of relief. I find it very polarizing and tragically beautiful that an idea born out of a mind's attempt to help itself -  a theory rooted in protection - comes disaster.

Like creative brilliance paired with crippling anxiety, profound connection followed by a devastating loss, or empathy so overwhelming it leads to immobilization, 'Iridescent’ is about this constant shifting of many colours, symbolizing these dichotomies in self and the world.

A myriad of experiences, feelings and states of being, in one - Iridescent

Sun Is Out

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