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Just Daydreaming Ay

My Time

KillaManZilla - My Time

Prod (EDEN)
Sound Engineer Jacob Marshall
Artwork Ewan Waddell

i used to be a hurricane
tell you how that really feel
show you all that i destroyed
i grew up around the fucking way
i know you ain’t really real
i can feel that when you smile
i don’t care where you’re from 
but what you see when you close your eyes 
strangers used to be your friends
they might still be if you didn’t care
oh, i been here before
had to check myself to make sure

the feeling still pain
my people in a hurry
my people tryna grab at the change
stopped looking both ways
when I saw one side is a mirror
and this world is a stage 
fuck you and your games
are you not entertained 
this was never what i pictured
i’m alone in the frame 
putting people first who couldn’t say my last name
letting people hurt, tryna test my faith like Abe
run gon
tell my brothers run on…
that fight was for me 
i’ma keep moving in my sleep till i wake from this dream…
and reflect what I see

Is she worse for lying
or me for believing
lost genesis, Lord i lost my freedom
grew up in conflict
looking for appeasement
used to draw the light and sell it to the evening 
these days we choose to judge by the preview 
sometimes getting too close
they don’t see you
shame on him for forgetting what we’ve been through…..
shame on me for thinking i need you
find me in the shadows of the city..
sunset falls behind the skyline
carry the words you said to me
incase I’m in need of a lifeline

walk to the end of that thought and press the glass
beyond this life
and over mars
behind the canvas 
that holds the stars
the pale blue dot
that’ll hold your heart
behind the pretty faces
behind the egos 
behind the paper 
and the makeshift
finally find yourself 
and can’t face it
so frustrating
lost conversations
afraid to be wrong 
thats why i never grew
that’s why this for me 
even if i say you 
that’s why this for me even if i say her
that’s why this for me even if i say him
i don’t know why
sometimes i look for your face in the sky 
more time i push them away
i write cos i never used to know how to say it

Chrous 

it’s just how I feel right now
I don’t really know much else
people come and people go
but i need you here i swear


Leaning 
told you that I love you, didn’t mean it 
everybody here wants the feeling 
let it fill the room to the ceiling
no one’s really being, keeping up an appearance 
let down my dearest 
shame it’s what I needed 
took her to the eiffel, tryna change her view
you gave her the city but she looking at you
I’m still tryna know myself
know my path
coz when you lead the way
that journeys dark
I had to shed some light on my past
I had to change the clocks before 
my first alarm , I told them

The last supper
take time, it’s been a cold summer
oh they wanna talk about karma 
how could I wish pain another
this films a thriller
sinners
act as the pillars
looking for my view
brother u aint supposed to miss the end
all the the things that I wrote I writ in pen
you can visit them again and again
so busy talking about me
you abandoned yourself 
it’s just funny that you’d ask me for help
it’s just another story left on the shelf
we so, insecure
look for more 
life’s too short
to step into your 44’s
I mean we’re young
no idea what we’ve got in store
both afraid to write first
till we fade to thoughts

To the end of that thought and press the glass,,,,,
beyond this life
and over mars
behind the canvas 
that holds the stars
the pale blue dot
that’ll hold your heart
behind the pretty faces
behind the egos 
behind the paper 
and the makeshift
finally find yourself 
and can’t face it
so frustrating
lost conversations
afraid to be wrong 
thats why i never grew
that’s why this for me 
even if i say you 
that’s why this for me even if i say her
that’s why this for me even if i say him
i don’t know why
sometimes i look for your face in the sky 
more time i push them away
i write cos i never used to know how to say it

Chorus

Monster (prod. by EDEN)

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forever//over
9 of 13

soundcloud is dead, long live soundcloud

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i met the devil in the hills last night
i was driving by myself, alone
he said boy what you running from?
i said i dont know

i dont know if it was a better time
but girl we were giants then
endless nights we were infinite
summers end would mean the death of us

but summer past
and we grew up
and all of our paths
they split up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

lying on the grass talk is so old
living under orion we grew so bold
lying on our days we were outlaws
our loss but
catch me if you can
never wiped out
trying to catch a wave
trying to break out
i guess i didnt know

and now im gone
but it dont hurt me anymore
thats just the way it goes
yeah i shouldve known
but i heard you talking through the walls late last night
there are no ends just grays and half-lives
half time
its alright

that summer past
and we grew up
and all of our plans
they split us up
and i havent seen your face or heard your voice in so long
so so long
we had a good run
its over now

so please dont fade me out
so please dont lose me now

i heard the words that you never said
smoke screen from a cigarette
exhale we can never be whats in our heads
elevation doesnt matter now its straight ahead
sending shivers down my spine, life pirouettes
its cool, were used to losing real friends
only ever feeling it in retrospect
and we were really breathing not silhouettes
maybe in another dream this would never end

cos everything is not alright
and we are falling
but thats just life without some lows there is no highs
and everything will be ok
though we are all hurting
cos time flies fast and you know no pain is forever

ever

vertigo

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