Bed Side Manner

prod 8milOTB
https://youtube.com/c/8milOTB

nothing is as it seems

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtAx3Rx334E&ab_channel=mercy

my torn and broken fingertips
began to shred my corny ass
as i clutch my face in agony
when you continued speaking
about the person you once trusted
when you finally readjusted
but in the end you were disgusted with him
months of constant self-therapy
and a newfound glory in apathy
began to take me over 
as your responses got slower each time
and now i know why
your thoughts were scrambled inside of your head
as you took another swing and i laid alone in my bed
and as he slid his hands up and down your thighs
i felt vicariously violated 
inside of my heart
my ladybug the only one who has perched
itself in the palm of my hand
is having it's wings clipped by the most revolting spider one could dream of
you're a fucking, you're a fucking scumbag piece of shit
and frankly i could care less about your problems with depression
it doesn't justify your behavior
and your outbursts of self aggression
it's the only thing that has ever given me
a reason to wake up in the morning
and that black wig you wear may change the way you look
but to me it's just a beacon of the innocence you took
there's a special place in hell for you
there's a special place in hell for you
a special place in hell for you

acoustic

If everything changed I know that you still feel the same (guitar by @jazzzblaster)

xaviersobased x your arms are my cocoon (lovehate+snowy)

Posted with permission from the man himself

🇮🇪❤️

Carson Clay - Aubamayeng

Demos

Goldhead - Private Coast

beat https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdN7K9A60iuNTZr5nWEIYjw

rather be

original beat by Kafka: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSZfCaHky7o

i didn't try too hard on the lyrics because i just wanted to make a cool sounding song u know. i'll still put them here in the description though in case anyone is curious :) 

feel like a bird in the night
wings open wide
eyes oh so bright
i feel so alive
its such a lonely night
is this all just a waste of time
is this is all just a flash of light
 went by my side
just waiting for my time
nananananananananananan

open wings ʚɞ

._. ive never attempted to sing a song like this before let alone record and mix a cover to it, this was just an experiment i wanted 2 share

nothing is as it seems

killaud