This is an interesting blend of sounds and mixing it's beautiful & chaotic at the same time love it <3

lyrics :
You send the addy and I told you that I couldn’t really make it
Every time I give you that answer you say Are you drunk or faded
You could never take a no and I really fucking hate it
You don’t want to be alone you don’t want to fucking say it

I can’t tell you what to do
You a pebble in my shoe
You a fly on a wall
Watching all of my moves
But u treat me like I’m someone
So I don’t treat you like you’re no one
And I promise swear to god I don’t like getting close

I don’t wanna get hurt
I don’t wanna push you far
I don’t wanna be the reason that you got another scar
Why you wearing all of my clothes
I can’t let you burrow it
You can wear all of my clothes if you ask me
Youre not that talkative 
Im good with awkwardness
I see you blushing all the time
You make it obvious
Im in a different time
Im on a different plane
I say I love you all the time
But in different ways

I can’t tell you what to do
You a pebble in my shoe
You a fly on a wall
Watching all of my moves
But u treat me like I’m someone
So I don’t treat you like you’re no one
And I promise swear to god I don’t like getting close

Somebody (prod. Yung Blasian)

self inflicted

with soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Greenwood:
And its more than what I thought we found
A couple exits left, a couple towns
So its quiet with the windows down
With the thoughts I tend to circle round
And the silence always takes me out
And the exits getting closer now
Start to damage all I think about
But we’re strangers and you’re not around

Eoin Disney:
Tell me if I’m being too much
But I can’t help but falling under your touch
Daylight coming in but curtains are pulled
Don’t ever leave my fantasy cause heaven’s good
Theres better ways to spend our day than taking breaks
But just to stay the night, don’t want to waste your time
When we wake up in the morning and we’re baking for the day
We’re on the greener side, I want to feel alive

Greenwood:
And its more than what I thought we found
A couple exits left, a couple towns
So its quiet with the windows down
With the thoughts I tend to circle round
And the silence always takes me out
And the exits getting closer now
Start to damage all I think about
But we’re strangers and you’re not around

Interstate (w/ Eoin Disney)

BATCLIQUE
prod. yungspoiler
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

reprogram my mind ft. busby

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

lyrics: 

verse 1:
so late 
why are you looking my way
we’re done babe, 
tell me we’re on the same page
i’m flipping through 
spoiler i don’t end up with you 
i was blinded then
but all of the feelings start to accrue 
and so what you’re not gonna tell me nothing 
you’re so blundt
the lies, i can tell you’re bluffing 
and so what?
so what?
my only feelings towards you now is apathy..

chorus: 
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2 

verse 2:
we can’t make it out this time
baby i think we crossed a line
all those times we said we’re fine
trust me i know you were never alright
we shoulda read those warning signs
cuz these scars won’t heal over time
sometimes it’s better to let it die
then live with scars and keep it alive
we’re so done 
now to me you’re just nothing
there’s no love
baby you’re just disgusting 
and so what?
so what??

bridge:
so what you tell me you have feelings now…
all of the bridges have been burned down.
so what? 
so what? 
my only feelings toward you now is apathy

chorus:
so what you tell me you have feelings now 
but all of the bridges have been burned down
so what you tell me you have feelings now
did you really think that we could make it out
x2

so what? (tnvr)

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

produced by king theta & kill breanna

i will lmk 
b4 i hit the road 
it wld be stupid to
say im not coming back
i changed and thats a fact
im still scared that im generic
and blurred lines only damage
yeah
damn thats how it is
theres no other way to say this shit
i left the old me in hell again

in hell again

Here's my EP "manta". I recorded this in 2023, been meaning to drop it for ages.

in hell again

kill breanna

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