MVTTXO DISCOGRAPHY

SONGS IVE BEEN FEATURED ON/FAVORITE SONGS IVE MADE

ME!!!

MORE TOURTURE AND HORROR FOR MY CORE (pt 4)

necrotrapaholics

WM🪰#1258🧟‍♂️🦇🦉🥷🫥🐜🪳🕷️🕸️🦟

Desolated Minds Conquer

please stop listening to this song
Lyrics:

Here you can see the Tapehead

Rappin’ in my closet hope nobody hear me curse
Shove a dildo in your ass every time I rap a fire verse
You gon’ have 5 STDs after that
Played Vamp Anthem in public and got bit by a bat
Had no pants on so my friends called me a fag
I showed them what gay really was after I used a chloroform rag
Just saw Fletcher’s deformed penis and killed myself
Then I killed my dumb autistic cousin with a bookshelf
Then I shot up my fatass autistic cousin
I shot him up with my other cousin (He’s not autistic)
Told my fat friend to pop one for Ukraine
He grabbed my head and forced me to give him brain (Omaygot)
Landon’s family racist they only eat vanilla ice cream
Married my crush then woke up from my dream
Then I jumped out a 7-foot story window into a pool
Fatass with bad teeth call him King K Rool
Gave a homeless schizophrenic some cyanide pills (eat the poor)
IRS burned down my house ‘cause I didn't pay my bills
Fucked an illegal immigrant bitch and she gave me AIDs
This song has no effort in it, call these lines Minute Maid
Beat up our friend on the street and some lady yelled at us
We stole her Squishmallow and gave it to the hungry kid on the short bus
Punched the girl with mono and I ruptured her spleen
Scammed XXXTENTACION for his baby son’s peen
Yeah you know I stole the song title from Lil Darkie
Saw a ugly ass bitch scratch a car with her keys
Caught my next-door neighbor selling white powder
Ate grandma’s brownies and the voices are getting louder
Grey Flamingo, 20 more minutes ‘til I end it all
Woke up in a van to my uncle playing with my balls
Weird ass nigga jerkin’ off to two girls one cup
I feel like my Samsung 7, about to blow up
No like really
This thing hot as hell, I think it’s giving me radiation sickness
My dick got made fun of because of its bigness
I may be Young Zoophile, but her pussy stinks like a fish (You nasty ass bastard)
Single handly dealt with Russia after smoking weed from Wish
Saw a 300 toothed dinosaur after sniffing gorilla glue
Punched a nigga in the throat so hard his baby born blue
I just saw my plug sellin crack to Hunter Biden
One terabyte child porn giveaway winner is Joe Biden
Just learned I’m never gonna be taller than 5’4”
That’s the same height as Astolfo, I ain’t sad no more
Beat up a unfunny bitch that said, “Among us,” he was a band kid
Slapped a faggot in art club that asked me if I knew Candice
Saw a raccoon eating my garbage, and I threw it in a garbage truck
Cous wouldn’t stop telling my sis to google condoms, like what the fuck?
I fucking hate illiterate children, Imma force-feed them tar
Fucking hate them so much, I crashed into a preschool with my car
Tried to make the sped kid say jiggaboo, but he said nigga (Huh?)
Pointed a gun at my friend’s dog, accidentally pulled the trigger
Breathed through my nose near a gay kid, shit made me burn the school down
Strip when I have a boner, so they know I’m the hardest nigga around

Finally, fuck yeah!

THE SOUND OF A 14 YEAR OLD MUMBLE RAPPING IN HIS CLOSET [Tapehead]

Lyrics:

Shit there's deodorant in the jack, hold on

Just curb stomped a bitch holding flamin hot cheetos
Just castrated a nigga I caught jerking off to toes
You be flexing your girlfriend, turns out she a dirty hoe
I just caught my neighbor stickin his dick in a garden hose
Just shot up a fat blue haired bitch, she was wearing fishnets
Niggas fucked up in the bathroom popping fake percocets
Your girl needa see the doctor, her pussy smell like some shit
If you in Mr Cassidys class do not say the word faggot
Why the fuck you keep changing your name every year
Saw a bitch with a Hello Kitty backpack, fuck you doin in here
I ain't using your neopronouns, even if you use brutal force
Why the fuck are you bragging about your parents divorce
Might as well start flexing your suicide attempt scars
You say you a boy, never knew a nigga who'd get on all fours and bark
Catilin there ain't any dogs here, turn your ass around
Wake up at 5am to put on makeup, you look like a fuckin clown
You should know there's only one Young Zoophile in town 
Scammed the Make a Wish foundation, I told them my syndrome was down
Zendaya asked me to fuck, said I don't do black and milds
I scammed Dwayne Wade and told him "Nigga go fix your child "
I just said my prayers and asked why i got so much dick hair
I just caught my lil cousin stickin his dick in a teddy bear
How the fuck you can't buy school pizza, but can buy a vape
Asked a colored hair bitch for a pencil, she accused me of rape
I just turned down a skinny ass bitch, she was flat like a crepe
Everywhere I look, I see short ass Edgars wearing bape
A real one turned transgender now we no longer friends
Call me Phillip Luty at Home Depot, exercising my second amendment
Emo bitch got one fit, but has closets full of hangers
Pulled up to Founders, the pe coaches look like stranger danger
Chrissy wake up, I'm boutta nut in your eyes
Just stole a fat bitches mobility scooter, I don't even know why
I just misgendered a bitch and I made her cry
Saw a thot eating burgers, of course shit was from five guys
Nigga talkin shit, hit him with the axe spray lighter wombo combo
Boy you live in a cardboard box, stop talking bout your condo
My alien ass dad left me at the border, then went back to Mars 
Then I got shot at by border patrol cause I ain't got a green card
Saw Fletcher Moe staring at a man, checked his dick and he was hard
I just tore up a faggot's ass with a cum covered crowbar 
Sensitive nigga got mad cuz I said big black nigga balls
Aint you the one asking for pics of me in my drawers?
Had to pass by the gay table, almost died cause it stank
Caught one of my opps lacking, he was on Jerkmate
Just shot up Dr fauci cause his vaccines didn't work
Ain't wanna get caught on camera, so I dropped my pants and twerked 
Got so many phones my family dont know about, call me Walter White
Caught a down bad nigga at Walmart buying shit for a DIY fleshlight
Pulled up to a gas station saw 2 niggas having gay sex
Sold a faggot laced hormone blockers now I'm counting checks
Went outside saw a crackhead punch himself on my porch
If we hear you sneak dissing we pulling up with torches and pitchforks
I just beat up a sped 1st grader and stole all his Adderall
A nigga try to run up on me I hit him with a nail gun to his balls

fatherless children [TommyII + Deathrune]

Yeah bitch 
I can't fucking feel a thing
Spiked up demonias I be running from the pigs
Yeah bitch
Choppa got a grip I let it sing
His body looking shrivveled up I guess he couldn't hang
Yeah bitch
2 Shots just fucking took his top off
The way he flex that stap got him thinking that it's airsoft
Hollow points just fucking his head off
Blade in the back yeah his leg just got sawed off

If you talk to me boy then just talk to me nice
I could never giva a fuck I'm so filled with spite
Try to sdo something I can't fucking do it right
I'm so numb yeah I fucking hate my life
Hate this bitch I fucking hate this
Everyday I wake up I'm dealing with the same shit
I'm so numb I can't even fucking change it
Bullet in my brain I don't wanna fucking take it

So it's fuck you and everything you stand for
You're such a prick and your mom is such a dumb whore
You're a mistake something that she never asked for
You should fucking kill yourself cause she'd never abort

Fuck you (X11)

Twin glocks and we walk him down 
I ain't with that fuck shit I don't like to walk around
Heard about me through that word and mouth
Pull uo to his crib one shot gonna put him down
And we put him in his grave
Bullets got him dancing like that boy was at a rave
Bullets got him speechless he don't know what to say
He thought he could run that's why he turned the other way
Pussy like to talk he just act hard
All in my face he get run down with A-Rs
Send him way up where the stars are
Imma send him way up send him where the stars are

Yeah bitch 
I can't fucking feel a thing
Spiked up demonias I be running from the pigs
Yeah bitch
Choppa got a grip I let it sing
His body looking shrivveled up I guess he couldn't hang
Yeah bitch
2 Shots just fucking took his top off
The way he flex that stap got him thinking that it's airsoft
Hollow points just fucking his head off
Blade in the back yeah his leg just got sawed off

FCKU FREESTYLE [PROD DIKLORDEFENIL X TAKIZAVA]

ART BY SPIRAL

You dont wanna go down in the chamber
Rusted chains on the table tie you next to cleavers
Hear my voice on the speaker
Blood on your neck got you ichting like a tweaker
Regurgatate everything that you consume
You can try to run but you're locked down in my red room
I dont fucking care I would never ever free you
Drown in your own piss and shit clogging up your breating tubes

This ain't what you want what you came for
You just want a good time now you're on the damn floor
Bleeding all your guts out I just wanna see more
Watch the way you talk to me I don't know if I'll take more

Guts out Guts out Bleeding all your guts out

You hear the screaming down the hall
Why the fuck you in my way
Why the fuck you get invlolved
I got lots of screws and I put them in your jaw
You can't even talk so who you gonna call
She told me not so I went and I did it
Burn her flesh and then I rip it
There's a key but I just hid it 
There's no way out please just quit it
I put a knife through your center fold
I use this blade make you miserable
I make you bleed start laughing hysterical
If you live then it'd be a miracle

And they always tell me something 
If you wanna talk then these bullets get to dumping
Got my red eye I be hunting
5.56 out the AR it be thumping
Thumping
5.56 it be thimping

SLAUGHTERED VOMIT DOLLS [PROD TAKIZAVA X AKVRI]

can you find me? (prod. takizava)

prod. @uglyjabronifony + @user-361349642

Young Zoophile aint back, bitch this song is just for filler
Got 100 from the principal, turned in a drug dealer
Failing art n english, i guess you could call me hitler
Fat bitch said i wasn't all that, so i fucking killed her
This song only hard, cuz fony on this beat
Got a fucking 4 hour long ad tryna watch this beat
Speakin of beat, at the movies stroking on  my meat
Moaning hard like dreamybull wasn't tryna be discreet
Bad bitch in public, sucked her toes
Called the cops, fuck these hoes
Mom talked shit, broke her nose
Hang your dog, with garden hose
Stupid whore, get on your knees
You say no itll get sloppy
I asked nicely, i said please
Gimme head or ill give your head a 223
I hope this song made you have a shitty day
Got a good night kiss from landon yeah i think that nigga gay
Put a nuke to his head, make him do the thug shake
Swept kicked a faggot in a fight and he said touche
Saw an ipad kid, put his grandma in the ground
I just got scammed by a man named perrell laquarius brown
Left my daughter with a bryant moreland while im out of town
In school chanting white is right and brown makes me frown
Swing the sword that is my dick
Degrading kink call me a stick
Burn my pubes with candle wicks
She got a strap gave it a lick
Im a fag i want fishnets
Elmers glue in his percocet
Need a rhino to get erect
Hate this bitch before we even met
Beat my dick so much it got a obtuse bend
She said “wyll,” blocked me as soon as i sent
I know you're waiting for this excuse of a song to end
Me and yo bitch are way more than just friends

filler [fony wallace + dreamz]

i heard torturecore and i just had to kill my bf xD

RED MARKET (FEAT CRAIG SCISSORHANDS) [PROD TAKIZAVA]

Gouge your eyes out
You can run but you can't cry now
Sew his mouth shut it's the only way he will pipe down
Pussy boy I take your life now
I take your life now

Busting hella caps it got you trippin like it's Wokhardt
Divits in your face it got you looking like a retard
They could never stop me do my dance right in a cop car
Leave your body cold shrivvled up like it's Midguard

Bitches never see me cause I come out in the PM
Choppa make you dance make you sing like the Weekend
You could never stop me lil bitch I am a heathen
Truey jeans held against my waist BB Simmons

I don't give a fuck so watch that talk
New Rocks on my feet I walk
You body was there but now it's chalk
Tell your bitch get off my cock
Smash your face just like the hulk
Gang all there and we all stalk
Kill you off an adderall
Imma take your limbs and all
Slice your arm I take it off
Your bitch is wet my dick is soft
You dropped your song and I just scoffed
Bless my chainsaw like I'm guap
Pin you down I rev it up
You's a bitch you screaming stop
You's a bitch you screaming stop

Imma break you like a lockpick
See my swag and then you jock it
You can't rock the way I rock it
Holy fuck can you just stop it
Got your bitch she in my dm she wanna know me that's for sure
I love torture I love blood I could never love a whore
If she wanna get close then I turn her into gore
Throw her body in a river watch it wash up on shore
Then I cut off her limbs then I sell it at my store
If you wanna know the story I could tell you all the lore

MOUTH SEWN SHUT *HOSTED BY SHADOW WIZARD MONEY GANG* [PROD TAKIZAVA]

LYRICS:

i want to piss in your face
GREG JIZZERHANDS
Struggling to cum
With you on his dick again
I can’t sleep
Because i know you like him more
What if I really meant to love and he
Came inside your ass
Wait why am I getting hard from this
Why is my shit getting so hard
I am fucking ashamed of myself
But that just makes me even harder

welcome to piss road, I wet my fucking pants
HEPTAGOONER
You tease his dick, that makes me even harder
Its getting intense, now hes pulling on your hair
It kinda hurts my heart, but my pleasures even better
Im also getting fucked, while im sitting in the chair
She pegged me now i think im in the closet
So much cum everywhere i think this room is haunted
She swallows my cum till she vomits
Your pussy leaks onto the carpet
I fucked her like i meant her harm
He made your eyes roll back, now youre seeing stars
Really toxic traits, discharge on both of our face
In our covers now we’re shedding tears
Whyre we here


GREG JIZZERHANDS
What have I really done, I Can't believe I listened to them
Why did I listen to those fucking demons.
Why did my shit gettin' so hard? Why couldn't I control my self...
Why did you let me suffer through this....
Why did my shit gettin' so hard? Why couldn't I control my self... 
I wonder what it feels, to kill yourself
What have I done.. I cannot recover from all  of this...
I am going to kill myself in front of you

Ft. Heptagooner
https://on.soundcloud.com/v4u8o

Original song:
YOU HURT ME, I HURT YOU by Craig Scissorhands and Heptaknot

YOU CUCK ME, I CUCK YOU (FT. HEPTAGOONER)

LYIRCS:
bitch I'm back
talking lying on my name you must be on crack
can't see me in the dark, fit is all black
beat you blue and black, another body for the sac
lick your blood off the pavement, don't wanna leave tracks
creep into yo room, no alarms they been hacked
mouth shut w needles, limbs littered w thumb tacks
put your body on a rack, save for a midnight snack
bitch you see me walking, do you know where I've been
mental state broken, 2 months in the loony bin
don't like the way you look, look at me n look w skin
got no self awareness, n your ego so big
when your body hits the floor, I wish you could see my grin
hadda get a new machete, I might take it for a spin
bury you alive rotting locked in a coffin
talk a bit too loud, I'll end up feasting on your organs

bitch I'm back, see me walking are you scared
look a little different, I done pulled out all my hair
converse to your fucking forehead, leave your vision impared
making patterns in your flesh, ready to rip n tear
put a lighter in the bag on your head, you running out of air
fat nigga talking, send him rolling down the stairs
wake up w a rope on your neck, I'm kicking the chair
don't let shit get to me, you think I really care?
fuck I do, now this scalpel in your eye
grab a Dewalt, now these nails gone fly by
bind before torture, I love to see them try
taunting me I'll fucking laugh hearing your cries
catch you out at night, forever stare at the sky
try to clock me, I'll bite down till you die
starve you in my shed, till your skins papery white
bitch I'm back n changed, but I'm still not set right

Im Back [obizhaesh]

lyrics

[N/A]


certified “sihkzi, what the fuck?” classic

WHAT HE SAY!? FT. PROBLEMCHILD [PRD. DOUBLEFOUR X SKIAH]

GASMASK FEAT TEZCOLAP

DIE NOW FEAT TEZCOLAP

~Lyrics~
[MXTE666]

Leave his brains on the concrete
(Concrete)
Fucking pussy keep on testing me, He’s gonna get this knife
(Knife)
Finna put his eyeballs in my fucking jar
(Jar)
Finna make him wish he never lived
(Ahh)

Got that amber alert on your phone
Gonna see him hanging off a rope
(Ahh)

Be making all this hard shit to hide what’s really going on
Cause in reality, I just wanna end my life
Being mean to everybody first cause I think they’re gonna hurt
Been in my mind too much need to get out
But I can’t cause that’s the only place I can talk
But if I don’t get out of my head
I’m gonna end my LIFE

GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT

Need to get out of my fucking head
Need to put these thoughts to bed
Need to get out of my fucking head
Need to put these thoughts to BED

Need to get out of my fucking head
Need to put these thoughts to bed
need to get out of my fucking HEAD

Leave his brains on the concrete
(Concrete)
Fucking pussy keep on testing me, He’s gonna get this knife
(Knife)
Finna put his eyeballs in my fucking jar
(Jar)
Finna make him wish he never lived
(Ahh)

Got that amber alert on your phone
Gonna see him hanging off a rope
(Ahh)
________________________________________________________

[TEZCOLAP]

pull up to my chopshop 
im gon carve you left and right , want a new smile?

bitch i want some new skin bitch im in your fucking house, bitch im in your fucking skin 

leave you there just to rot
with a bunch of maggots, bitch ive gone mad!
bitch ive gone dumb!

bitch boy what u wanna fight? like ill fuckin skin you alive!
________________________________________________________

Cover art by: Slurjiggy

NEED 2 GET OUT (feat. TEZCOLAP)

MERRY CHRISTMAS IDIOTS!!! FT. TEZCOLAP / INJURY

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED IN THIS ❤️🩸🪓

GOREFEINN:

AYE, MERRY CHRISTMAS MOTHERFUCKER
AYE TEZ U LOOKIN REAL THICC, YEA
COME KISS ME ON MY FACE

Last christmas, I gave you my dick
But the very next day, you're a fucking idiot (fuckin idiot)
This year to save you from tears, ill stick it up your fuckin asshole bitch (fuckin asshole bitch haha)

TEZCOLAP:

aight im freestyling this bitch
aye
aye

MERRY CHRISTMAS 
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
HOPING I GET A PIPE BOMB FOR CHRISTMAS
GOREFEINN BOUGHT ME AN RPG THANK U SO MUCH
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS
(COUGH)

INJURY: 

(YEAH!)
Yay Yay fucked bitch, bitch I am so fucked up, I can never see you bitch
Poppin pills till I dont have enough
Merry Christmas to you mfs that tryna hit me up
YEAH YEAH
PULL UP TO THE FUNCTION WITH A MASK ON
THIS IS A CHRISTMAS CYPHER N I AM GETTING EDGED OFF
BITCH I KILL SANTA CAUSE I FUCKING CAN
HIDING IN THE DARK BITCH I FEEL LIKE BATMAN
(This was so fucking fun to record hahah)

(Merry Christmas you fat bitch) ❤️

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (FT. TEZCOLAP / INJURY)

!! https://genius.com/Griimcityreaper-and-kashill-nape-removal-lyrics !!

NAPE REMOVAL [PROD. NEXTFRIDAYILLKXLLMYSELF, SLURMORE!!]

PROD BY TEZCOLAP
MIXED BY TEZCOLAP
ART BY HAYS.FAMOUS.MONSTARS
#BLOODYHEARTZ2K25

TRIPLESIX!! /W USERABUSER [TEZCOLAP]

the twelfth knight prod doublefourlorazepam x mud

Check out the Producer:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcubes
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prodcubes
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7aO557l6yx7oEW7Q2DGskW
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/cyoubes/1575566372
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodcubes/
Twitter: https://x.com/prodcubes

Lyrics
=====================
I don't like the way that I'm talking
Take what I say cautious, it's poison
Otherworldly pain is corrupting
You would feel it too with these choices
Leaving others in dust
And their suffering
Lights in the colony
Are turning into nothing
Lifeless bones
Crack as it's crushing
Too many eyes
To hide when it's hunting

Too many eyes
To hide from it

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

In this madness, reassurance is waning
I see the weak stand tall and lose the head off their shoulders
Blazed bodies they smoulder
Jaded as I'm chosen to grow older

Desolate Colonies [Prodcubes]

your eyes feel like cameras w/ f4llen prod tekpra

lori coming from the grave i'm gonna find you 

nausea pallor w/ vomitchainsaw prod wassupdawg

!! TWEAK RADIO !! 🫨🫨🫨

lyrics:
EVERYDAY, TWEAKIN ON 4 LINES
I MEAN LIKE EVERYDAY
OH YOU WANNA TALK SUM SHIT 
THEN SAY IT TO MY FACE (pussy)
SENDIN SHOTS OUT AT YOUR FAMILY
WHILE U SAYIN GRACE
YEAH I THROW SUM EXTRA CASH IN
SO DAT SHIT IS LACED

WALK UP IN DIS BITCH,
SMACK DAT DUMB BITCH IN HIS LIP YUH
THEY SAY DAT IM TWEAKIN,
BOY I RLLY WANT SUM METH CUH
JUMP INTO THE PIT
CATCH A BLOODY NOSE, YOU FUCKIN DUMB
flick cig ash on a dumb fuck
EVERYDAY I FUCK A DUMB SLUT
x2

24/7 TWEAK [PROD. AMEACA]

ART BY SXPLL
PROD BY ME
MIX BY ME, TEZCOLAP, MVTTXO

BEHIND YOU ft. MVTTXO x TEZCOLAP [K1LLCXRPSE]

phantom 2.wav

SOUL

🎧🎶
Darci - Wild Horse (RVN Remix)

℗ RVN
Released on: 2025-09-21

‬Here's my flip of Wild Horse by Darci.
Thanks for tuning in. Bless!



#darci #wildhorse #darciremix #synthwave  #wave #waveremix #bass #nightdrive #nightdrivemix #caredit #nightride #retrowave #retrowavevibes

Darci - Wild Horse (RVN Remix)

produced by lxst boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

Ghost town, we are on our own now
You're taking what is left of me
You stripped me to my bones now
You lie to me when you talk to me
Then get mad at me when I broke down
You're sidestepping the conversations
Got so complacent all around
Tell me what you want from me
Don't run from me I promise you I'd stay
Telling me you ain't wanting me
Still I try to save the day
Showing up on my porch steps
Girl, I think you went insane
Our perfect hurricane

Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

(joroll)
The lighthouse hums but it won't guide me home
I trace your name into the glass just to watch it go
If it's not the storm the quiet always swallows me
(It's funny how the cold don't hurt until it starts to leave)
She said "Oh
Better watch your mouth when you snap on back like that"
But no
You only follow the rules when they work for you
Baby you can hit me up but I won't slide through
I got poison on my tongue and it ain't no booze
I would love it, to love you
I'll tell you the truth
But you ain't on my side and I never lose

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Oh, g-g-ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Oh, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

FALLBACK w/ Joroll

prod by stezzyxl
w/ hvci
w/ xav0id

enjoy

lyrics:
every step i take
every song i made
was never close enough to heal the stains around my name
every lie i made
with every smile i faked
was never close enough to heal the wounds inside my veins

i open up, but they just always shut the door
i never speak to anyone like anymore
i lost my friends, and then my heart along the floor
i sweared to myself not to end up like before

3 am in the morning
i can barely sleep tonight
my body is giving me warnings
day by day, my chest is tight
i’ve been though it
i’ll be fine
swear to god i’ll be alright
ive been though it
i’m alright
swear to god ill be all fine

the air so thick
it grabs my throat
and i cannot breathe
something don’t click
brushing off my shoulders
i’ve been here, i do admit
looking at my options
have no choice, but too destroy
melancholy love
melancholy love
i try to avoid

(xavoid - )
quiet glass
worn thin
city hum
low and dim
lines shift under low light
hours fold into night
cold rain on empty streets
shapes dissolve where walls meet
breath slows in vacant air
holding onto something rare

names drift past like quiet streams
tracing edges of my dreams
your voice lingers in the hush
like the last page of a rush
windows hold a silver stain
footsteps fade but leave the pain
each moment bends into a line
folded under time’s design

(hvci - )
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile

melancholy w/ xav0id & hvci

Lyrics

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

I say inside of my chest cause I don't have a heart, that girl took it apart
Won't ever be put together again, won't be better again, to be hurt is my part
Space I'm wasting, I can't take this, fuck this life, I wake up and I hate it
Say I don't care but you know that I'm faking, know it's been years but your love I'm still chasing

If your love was a liquor, wouldn't chase it, your love is bitter, I still wanna taste it
Keeping these thoughts in the basement so I don't have to go down there and face it
If I face it I'd have to go end it and I just wanna keep on pretending
Cause that's all I have and that's all I will if you never come back

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go
Even if I don't let you see
Everything that you did to me
Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go