this song reminds me of when i was sad and had no friends at my school

🏎

PROD. ME

CHOOSING TO BE AN ARTIST IS A MENTAL ILLNESS
I'M PROBABLY GONNA QUIT MAKING MUSIC SOON
I JUST DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE
I PLAYED THIS SONG ON TOUR A LOT

I SMOKE FREEBASE CRACK LIKE HUNTER BIDEN

LYRICS:

SAID I DON'T GET ONLINE AND ASK YOU WHAT IT'S LIKE I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU FIGHT
THEY DECIDE
I SIT BACK AND STACK MY FUCKING VOCAL TRACK
CATCH YOU RIGHT OUTSIDE I'M ON THIS BUS FOR FUCKING 25
THEY DECIDE
IF I EVER SEE THE DAY I'M 25

WHY WOULD I SPEND ANY TIME ON MAKING WHAT I THINK YOU WANT
I CAME OUT TO STAND ON TOP HIS NECK JUST LIKE A FUCKING COP
I KEEP WISHING DEATH ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND I CAN'T MAKE IT STOP
I CAN'T EVEN TAKE MYSELF TO BED BECAUSE HE NEED TO ROT

I KNOW WHERE I'M FUCKING UP AND WHERE I GOT MY SHIT ON LOCK
I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I FUCKING WANT
MAYBE YOU'RE UPSET BECAUSE I WORK AND NOW THEY GIVE A FUCK
SORRY THAT YOU FEEL LIKE I'M YOUR ENEMY I'M REALLY NOT

TELL ME IF YOU HEAR IT IN MY VOICE THAT I'M NOT FEELING RIGHT
I BEEN UP FOR HOURS AT THIS POINT SO IT'S ON FUCKING SIGHT
I GIVE UP ON MUSIC ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME FUCKING FIGHT
CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I EVEN WANTED SO I REALLY MIGHT

I COULD TALK TO EVERY SINGLE FRIEND AND I STILL FEEL ALONE
I PUT EVERY PART OF WHO I AM AND I GOT NONE TO SHOW
I SPEND EVERY DAY IMPRESSING PEOPLE I DON'T FUCKING KNOW
IF I COULD I'D FUCKING DISAPPEAR THAT'S WHAT THEY WANTED THOUGH

I KNOW PEOPLE THINK I GOT IT SET DON'T FUCKING TALK LIKE THAT
WORRY 'BOUT MY FRIENDS JUST LIKE I CARE THEN I DON'T CALL THEM BACK
I CAN'T EVEN WALK OUTSIDE 'CAUSE NOTHING MAKE ME HAPPY, BET
TELL YOUR FRIENDS EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID THAT'S WHAT YOU FUCKING GET

FUCK YOUR EXPECTATIONS, ANTI-MEDICATED PIECE OF SHIT
WHY WOULD I DESERVE IT ALL I EVER DID WAS FUCKING BITCH
EASIER IT'S SAID THAN DONE BUT WISH I MAKE YOU FUCKING SICK
SHIT DON'T REALLY MATTER THAT'S 'CAUSE NOTHING EVER

THE GOOD DIE YOUNG[prod @skgotthesauce]

presence

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inhellalone prod. thekidoncloudnine

BETTER OFF DEAD-

Well maybe just maybe im better off
and now its over i cant lie
and now its over i want it again
and now its over i cant lie
yeah ill be alright
ill be fine

guess what 7 days of waking up
same shit bumping out on the radio
i might just be stuck here now

fuck that, fuck that, fuck that
i cant take it no more
fuck that, fuck that, fuck that
i cant take it no more

so maybe im just better off being dead
ill be alright yeah ill be fine

somehow i stillt think im just better off being dead
so maybe im just, yeah ill be fine

yeah my minds racing right
i cant see straight right now
i think im done somehow
dont think about it just turn the lights out

and now its over i cant lie 
and now its over i want it again
and now its over i cant lie
yeah ill be alright

yeah when im with you
dont wanna turn back
i want it like that
cus when im with you
when im with when im with
you

its like blue summer skies are glistening 
and somehow my mind is empty

dont wanna be seeing you like this
when im dreaming of you like this
dont wanna be seeing you like this

so im, yeah im better off dead

BETTER OFF DEAD

how to hide a body - 7xvn

#yeat #kencarson #playboicarti #underground

GOING BACK FT. AntDreCo (PROD.COGITO2ms)

Written by GRIM SALVO
Produced by @33marrow

Artwork by sleuth

Live drums by Daniel Rossi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHVzPLjwldg

- 𝐋 𝐘 𝐑 𝐈 𝐂 𝐒 +

MOSSBACK 

I’m not scared of when you’re singing
I don’t care what the future brings me
I’m not scared of when you’re singing
To the edge of life I’m clinging

SLEUTH 

No
I live in the grime
Feeding of the blind
Bleed with the times
Parasites dug in the midst of those ill minds
Wish you a rewind 
Outta my tooth
Knowing that 
I gotta
I gotta choose
We couldn’t just make this quick
We couldn’t control the switch
How do you stop the sick when you’re not over it
Seed of a beautiful soul 
Bleed for that type of control
That you only get when you decompose everything that you so managed to mold
How can you go
Coming to find out that you worship you
Losing your face so you veil everyone who knows
Know that our love is alive
I never told
Would it be different if you were to know
So
We’re ripping all the stories out from under our skulls 
How can you go?
Couldn’t confess the risk cause we were uncomfortable
Aliens see all the lies of the folk
Everyone inspects their neck
There's no world thats yours
11th a king 
The centaur weeping our joy - his eyesores
The gore 
Spilling from great wars
The beast
Rotting on seashores 
Everyday something isn’t meant to happen
Was never meant to be but fashioned the blackened power of assassins 
Eating flowers of the dragon
Take a little 
Break a brittle belittled beetle in the middle 
Triple for deceitful riddles 
I’ve been green for the needle
Following demons primeval 
I’ve been burning out
Screaming light out up to Betelgeuse 
All the way up to Nibiru
I go burning down
How
No way
Out it now
Necrose
Does it show
Think that I’ve cobbled together a crown
Just look at me
We can go live in the future now

MOSSBACK

There’s no way into clarity
Behind the eyes skeleton key
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep

I’m not scared of when you’re singing
I don’t care what the future brings me
I’m not scared of when you’re singing
On the edge of life I’m clinging

There’s no way into clarity
Behind the eyes skeleton key
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep
Try cutting through the frequency
The fucking issue cuts too deep
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep
I fucking miss you I can’t sleep
 
✄ ☹ ☜

eye.sink

i made this before i left you [prod. flowr]

Thank you to everyone who helped create this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPs86bDJSmw

no amount of words
could explain
how much i hate myself
nothing fucking matters
anyway
i might jus take myself
out
hit myself with the old yeller
cuz lately i been feeling
so depressed under the weather

everybody been making me
feel worthless
beginning the end but
either way i’m still working
thought we had something
but i guess it’s not worth it
so everybodys happy
in this stalemate but
im hurting 
damn
ain’t it a shame 
how we throw blame
we fuck each other’s brains
scream then feel the throat pain
overdosing
and
blowing the cocaine
i spent the summer drugged
out
so i had to go drain

the way i’m feeling
cuz you couldn’t imagine it
thoughts of suicide 
because i couldn’t manage it 
had to step away
and take a look where my passion is
college dropout
but still a high school graduate 

and then i ask 
are you proud of me mom
are you proud of me
dad
am i proud that im sad
fuck no
if it was up to me
id never be mad
never feel any way
always glad to be glad
but
life don’t work that way 
you gotta work everyday
to secure that place 
uh
and don’t hurt that face
go to the sink and splash
some water
you deserve that day

basically i always struggled with depression 
it always take a death for you to learn a fucking lesson
i’m tryna learn to take the fucking day like it’s a blessing 
leave the past in the past 
it’s time to focus on the present 

download link:
https://www17.zippyshare.com/v/NuoLgpKt/file.html

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IMPERFECT

Made this song with my boi Landon at my friends house. It's a song about questioning a lot stuff that comes up in life and shit like that. The lesson though is to not spend too much time in your head, because you'll miss out on a lot. Thanks for listening.
TRASH AMV: https://youtu.be/Jq_kOGpeOHY

Only Human(feat.Heisler) (Prod.Caps.Ctrl) AMV in description

broke boy prod. yunny goldz

i stole this instrumental from an unreleased blink 182 song enjoy

prod. rinnie

stream on spotify

2003

plz dont cry (PROD. SOLVEE)

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow

2003

KILLEDDY

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