nobody will understand the chokehold this song had on me at 16

S O N G S 2 C R Y 2

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

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So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(halfhearted)
I’ve been walking down a long road 
Thought you were my back bone 
Always found my way back home but I 
I Hope it never hurts 
I know that I’m the worst 
karma working and it put me in the dirt 
I can still see the wine stain on my shirt 
Try to fix it, better burn it, cause it’s never gonna work 
If it’s all no guarantees, just know you have one half of me

So you wanna talk about another life yeah 
Maybe one where it went a little differently 
Maybe in that one we got it all right yeah
All we needed was a little consistency
And Yeah I wanna do it over  
I want to make it up 
I want to make it last a lifetime 
You’ve got my guarantee 
I’ll give you the refund if you like 

(brecken)
And if you really want me to leave you 
I’ll give you one last dance 
I’ll give you one more chance that you see me 
Without any blood on my hands 
I’ll tell you what you want you’ll believe me 
Just until I wake up to scram
You always thought that love was deceiving Yeah it is 
Yeah it is

guarantees ft. brecken + halfhearted (kingtheta)

prod. blank
lyrics: aren't we all a little terrified?
judging through a blinded eye
i seen what you saw but it wont suffice
it was in my head
but i seen your rose on the cliff edge
gravity would be proud
gravity would be proud
as it locks me in
and pulls me down
my decision was all mine
talk me out? you know im fine
this is what i wanted
this is where the plot ends
bury my bones all thats left
found my home here in the sand.

rose.mp3

interlude ft walla (self prod)

remastered 9.21.17

thank you so much for 100k plays

Sample: Turnover - Disintegration

street lights

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

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your backyard

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

w/ @ihateshinigami <3

an echo in the void, my world has been destroyed
dissipate, disintegrate, annihilation
chew me up and spit me out without a doubt
you're the last thing on my mind
i hope that the sky is forgiving when i cut the cord
everyone is itching to get something from me
but i just wanna get away
i wanna get away

i wanna get away

i don't care what you think of this 
the thought of you just makes me sick
like why did I always forgive, 
surfaced love made me forget
you bet I've learned a lot from our 
cashing out now all these scars
can live on, reminds me of my bad decisions
i don't care what you take from this 
still wish you luck despite that shit
cause I know I'll be fine, 
you bet I'll make damn sure of it
i'll make sure of it..

i just wanna get away w/ Shinigami

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

for you

'Bread & Butterflies' Starts Now

WATCH: https://youtu.be/AVfIGiTtMJc

Written By MISOGI & teddybear
Performed By teddybear
Produced By MISOGI
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Additional Mixing By MISOGI, teddybear & Falls
Art By Barbara Schaefer
Featuring The Voice Of Eartha Kitt
Previously Appeared On 'Death Metal'

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2Kl3LTWaV5OTYaUEwsV2po?si=F-2pwng_Tiq7XnrplIHNsA

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/velvet-skin/1356975405?i=1356975412

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@hudsonalexander
@falls-2

Bread & Butterflies

Velvet Skin

Lyrics

Velvet Skin (Prod. MISOGI) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

A L L I D O I S R E P O S T
hope to produce something of my own someday

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everything I make is free to use non profit

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