Year 2060. Imma be an old man, sitting in my rocking chair & listeninv to this. Thinking bout those 2017-2020 days... & still thinkin bout Her💔

why dont you go find some other girl who's not gonna hurt u?

Almost November 2024. Sunset in Bangkok. Happiness is around, everywhere and nowhere at the same time.

This beginning and beat still keeps good memories though.

yeah

Unsigned and Sealed

Masterpiece

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJ0w685tKMw


music video

dont mind me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtcvwHXJipg

opposite ends of the room, love is there but there's a distance i can't undo.
i built it all up in my head, felt the same but somehow differently or unsaid.

a fire so red could last until we're both dead, but i've been burned before, it's a cliche but my scars are still sore.

i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbye is hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposite ends of the state, happiness once was enough to know what i pushed away. but that is SO fucking cheap. you deserve better than that, you deserve better than me.


i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbyes are hard to do, especially without "i love you."

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PRODUCED BY: @eddiesmashedpotatoes
MIXING BY: @fructuosothe4th

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lyrics:


(beamon first verse) 
claim she got some love
but i never seen her show it 
i'm standing in my coffin 
coughing smoke out 
while it's snowing 
you went to school with me 
you probably see me as a ghost now 
see me dying in the river 
beamon's spirit floats down 
pistols made of water 
i don't need no money on me 
winnie pooh got honey on me 
cold winter sun is on me 
my own music i'm enjoying 
wind howling like a wolf 
got purple diamonds by my foot 
got bodies lying in the woods 
all these lies got em shaky 
they keep lying to the world 
drag em to the cemetery 
and nah
i ain't gone come back 

come back 

(beamon hook) 
oh look at my ghost 
oh where the fuck did you go 
oh i been turning to a ghost 
oh where the fuck did you go 

(beamon bridge) 
dying in my slumber 
dreams of her make me go crazy lately 
watch me to turn to water
need attention from a angel lately 

(beamon new first set of vocals)
young beamon dying with the birds up in the forest lately 
too much talking walk in with the water drink the rain falling 
beamon got no friends bitch it's okay see my angel breaking 
so much anger in me i explode young electrode 
half closed eyes never cosigned by these motherfuckers 
bullet marsh shawty curb stomp em then i'm back to beamon 
roses in my tub now dump my body in the lake again 
bulbasaur my body razor leaf across my soul again 
mama raised a weapon load me up and let me go again 
take you out your stressing then i leave you in the rain again 
beamon skin and bones i feel that death up on my face again 
game boys made of bullets press a button then erase you bitch 

(next set) 
button smashin, smashin every one like i don't know a combo 
hundred million i-phones million uppercuts too 
notice beamon murkin shit 
know that he's exodia 
call of haunted my graveyard my gold body up 

(hook)
call of haunted that graveyard then dig my body up 
call of haunted that graveyard then dig my body up 

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Beamon - Look At My Ghost (produced by alfon zaaberg)

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Futility (free download)

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

produced by oilcolor & https://soundcloud.com/the0utset
https://twitter.com/_oilcolor
instagram.com/0ilcolor
https://twitter.com/theoutsetx

lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/the0utset

Yeah my heads been off shoulders it's been at my feet taking a battering from me 
Oh no, if I could think straight maybe my intentions would match up with my actions 
 Oh no, Come think I don't think I just act
Come to think I just think I don't act 
 Yeah I been thoughtless but I still contemplated what I had to do no it's complicated it's just the truth 
 
Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

Yeh you gon pick me up again open the door and say come in we hit the ground we been runnin
Harder than the floor board colder than the night air 
No I'm into chasin I'm into facin the facts things i can't take back things I do and don't regret 
I do and don't regret despite the effects it has, I do and don't regret 

Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

I'm a mess w/ the outset

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

remastered 9.21.17

thank you so much for 100k plays

Sample: Turnover - Disintegration

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Thank you for 400 followers . I wanna to grow and develop with you !!!

Follow me on twitter : @lindentears

See you soon...

I Don't Know Why You Think That

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

i wanted to cry, i wanted to die.

for my mother,

thank you all for about to be 20k here.

Off of Backyard Cemetery IV

time moved slowly then

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