자작곡5

his love is gone
you were always by my side
I feel he's gone
I get reach of on my mind
I feel like i'm crying
it's like there's a devil inside
I feel like i'm gone
I feel my love cooling off

hook) 돌아와줘라 제발
네 웃는 모습이 너무 보고싶어서 그래
아님 잠깐만 안아줘
네 따뜻한 품이 너무 보고싶어서
금방이라도 미칠거같아
한번만 안아줘 그냥 딱 한번만 안아줘

내눈앞에 있는 암흑이 점점 커질때
잡아달라고 내미는 손이 그렇게 무섭더라
그게 네 손이면 싶었어
근데 난 가면쓰고 내미는 손을 잡아버렷어

안아줘

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dont mind me

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

second single off the coming "rosebleed" album. [01/28/17]

produced by: @colorhue and @teendepression

mixed by: Giuliano Sulzberger aka. The.porchmouse

lyrics:

anxious"

I’m anxious/
I’m scared of death/
and I’m scared of life/
I’m caught up in this state of mind/

I’m anxious/
I’m scared of death/
and I’m scared of life/
scared that everyone I love might die/
scared of all the lies I might believe/
scared that you could leave me one day/
scared of being betrayed/

scared of hatred, scared of love/
scared of feelings, what’s the cause?/
I can’t tell you, I don’t know/

I’m anxious/
I’m Scared of my anxiety/
scared that all these thoughts keep haunting me/
scared of being sensitive/
simply scared of being me/
sometimes I wish I could be someone else/
I’m so scared of being myself/

I’m anxious/
I’m scared of change/
I’m anxious/
I’m scared of pain/
I’m anxious/
I’m anxious/
I’m anxious/
I’m anxious/

anxious [prod​.​colorhue​+​imdepression]

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor

[lyrics]
I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Let’s talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

When we love each other there’s a meaning I’ve found
That I’ve searched for for years digging through solid ground 
I used to dream of suicide and the day I would end this 
Before you came along I didn’t know I’d get through this
I used to crush up pills my nose was bloody with stress
But baby now you make my demons talk to me less
What can I say 
You make the pain go away 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Lets talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

When We Were Younger (prod. taylor morgan)

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I walked her home, for the last time

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