DRILLMATIC Heart vs. Mind

No Man Falls (feat. Pusha T & 2 Chainz)

MICHAEL

SOMETHING FOR JUNKIES

SURF OR DROWN, Vol. 2

YKWSF

EXIT 9

SHED TEARS (feat. Lena Byrd Miles)

TWO DAYS

Regardless It's Still Timeless

SET 'EM FREE

[Intro]
Yeah…
They don’t see the damage…
They only see the surface…
These fucks turned me into… this…

[Verse 1]
I trusted too fast, gave my all before they cared
Every word, every promise, they manipulated and snared
I was a man who wore my heart, now I’m questioning my mind
Every action, every thought — I replay it all in time

I used to smile, used to laugh, used to feel alive
Now I second-guess my every move just to survive
They gaslit me, guilt-tripped me, made me think I was insane
Every compliment had poison, every hug was just a chain

[Pre-Chorus]
I thought love was safe — I thought trust was real
But they twisted every bond, every feeling I could feel
I’m fighting shadows, fighting ghosts — they’re everywhere
These fucks — yeah, they left me gasping for air

[Chorus]
These fucks turned me into a psychologically abused male
I gave my soul, my heart — and they left me frail
I trusted too hard, now I’m living in the veil
These fucks — yeah, they turned me into a psychologically abused male
I scream, I cry, I bleed — still I prevail
I’m rising from the wreckage, telling my tale

[Verse 2]
They lied, they cheated, they tore down every part of me
Told me I was worthless, laughed at my insecurities
Every memory a trigger, every silence a knife
They turned my world upside down, tried to steal my life

But I’m here, I’m breathing, I’m standing through the pain
I ain’t broken, I ain’t silent, I won’t go insane
I take my scars as medals, my trauma as a flame
These fucks thought they’d bury me — but I changed the game

[Pre-Chorus]
I won’t be gaslit, I won’t be caged
I ain’t their puppet, I ain’t their stage
I’m fighting back, I’m claiming air
They made me hurt, but I’m aware

[Chorus]
These fucks turned me into a psychologically abused male
I gave my soul, my heart — and they left me frail
I trusted too hard, now I’m living in the veil
These fucks — yeah, they turned me into a psychologically abused male
I scream, I cry, I bleed — still I prevail
I’m rising from the wreckage, telling my tale

[Bridge]
I loved too much, I gave too much, I believed in them all
But every smile hid a dagger, every whisper a fall
Now I’m learning to rebuild, learning to trust me
Every bruise in my mind is a lesson — I set myself free

[Chorus]
These fucks turned me into a psychologically abused male
But I’m standing now, I’m rising — I will not fail
I’m stronger than the scars, sharper than the nails
These fucks — yeah, they tried, but they can’t derail
I scream, I cry, I bleed — yet I prevail
From the shadows of abuse, I write my tale

[Outro]
They made me doubt, they made me hurt, they made me break
But I took the pain, I took the lessons — and I remade
These fucks turned me into a psychologically abused male…
But now… I’m free.

SOMETHING FOR JUNKIES

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