The rain taps soft on my windowpane
Whispers your name through the flood and strain
The world turns cold but my grip stays warm
I brace the night through every storm
Each breath I take still drags your weight
Each sound I chase still shifts too late
You're not gone you're just not near
But I still talk like you're meant to hear

Pull me deeper than my lungs allow
Breath turns razor, but I won’t drown

I swallow ruin just to taste your skin
Crash my faith along fault-lines within
Pour your venom till it rings like sin
Tattoo chaos where my pulse had been
Strip my armor with a whisper undone
Liquefy marrow into rotted grin
Chain my rhythm to your reckless spin
But none of it makes you stay

You twist my wants till they split and snap
Spill your sins in a velvet trap
Your voice cuts clean through the walls I fake
I lie through smiles while you pull me back
You mirror pain like it's worth the shame
Drip your chaos through my last good frame
You’re my cure but I rot beneath
I beg for more while I lose it all

I kept your poison like a prayer inside
Now it’s all I’ve got to survive

Rip me open just to feel alive
Scream your name like it makes me whole
Tear the truth from the mess I made
All of you is how I survive

I swear I’m fine but I don’t believe
Tell myself lies just to let me breathe
Bite my tongue till the blood feels right
Shake like hell just to sleep at night
Dress like I am on fire, like it’s something I choose
Swallow your name like a worn excuse
Laugh through the bruise like it proves I’m strong
But I don’t know why I’m holding on to you

You're not the cure you're the wound I feed
I beg the burn like it's what I need
If this is love, then it tastes like rot
But it's the only thing I've got

Keep me breaking if it pulls you close
I'll stay wrecked if it means you won’t go
This isn’t healing this is truth
All of you is all I lose

Still here, still burning
Still yours

ruin

close enough

Rise Free

“Just Breathe” is not just an album, it’s a healing sanctuary in sound.
Crafted in the natural frequency of 432 Hz, this collection of breath-based sound healing journeys invites you to come home to yourself, slowly, gently, truthfully.

Each track is centered around a single sacred phrase, a mantra of breath:
“Breathe in…” followed by a soulfully chosen release. These are not just words, they are medicine.

From Stillness to Presence, from Soul to Peace, Noelani Phoenix guides you through layered soundscapes filled with grounding rhythms, nature tones, and intuitive vocal medicine. This album is especially created for nervous system recovery, forest walks, trauma healing, and gentle reconnection after burnout.

Whether you are walking, resting, meditating, or simply surviving, this is for you.
A soft hand on the back. A deep inhale. A return.

Breathe in what you are. Breathe out what you’re not.
Just. Breathe.

Breathe in Presence-432 hz Soundhealing

Loulou - Remember

Produced by: Kinaticc
Written by: Loulou
Photo by: Simon Kilian

Lyrics: 
(Hmm)
Last night is still embedded on my skin, I remember
(Hmm)
How you would touch me deeply so my heart can surrender
(I surrender)
I don't know where you learned how to put me under your spell
(Dadadada)
Déjà-vu, what am I gonna do, but I already fell

Touch me like you've felt me before
(Hm)
And kiss me like you've loved me before
Breathe me in like I am all yours
'Cause I still remember (No)
Bet you know the effect of the pursuit of your passion
(Dadadada)
That you are pulling me into specific directions
Don't, don't, don't, don't mix love with pleasure
(Dada)
'Cause it'll drive you mad
Can't keep composure

Touch me like you've felt me before
(Hm)
And kiss me like you've loved me before
Breathe me in like I am all yours
'Cause I still remember (No)

I still, I still remember (No, yeah)
I still, I still remember you

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My EP "Reflections of Connections" is available on all streaming platforms!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3HBiOw...
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Remember

the girl that was too much

MAGIC PACK

prod. yolkbaby

KILLJACK 2. OUT EVERYWHERE.
thank u for listening. some songs from the past year. i love you. i love music. damn.
steady goin up. stay tuned shawty. realmfncowboyshittttttt

[KillJack]  - missin'

These are the ghost tracks.
Unpolished. Unfiltered.
For the ones who stayed through the comedown.
🌊 Low Tide Fever: Demo Tapes now up.

♡   ♡ 

“Last Time” is for the moments that don’t come back.
The ones you replay at 3am,
still hoping you misremembered the ending.
Raw, aching, and laced with everything I couldn’t say

#AlysaUnderground #LastTime #HauntedLove #LowTideFeverDemoTapes
#Alysa #DemoTapes #LowTideFever


Last Time (Ver. 2)

This EP is not about a person.

It is about an all encompassing effect of love written from the perspective of the very emotion itself.

I hope you enjoy listening and thank you for your precious time! :)

2. Mirrors That Shatter

Волны Океана (Твоя музыка)

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