My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

god forgive me
https://open.spotify.com/album/0CSsLJfJCiP8NZwv4n6Pwo?si=1L0TIg42TFafVZ-jfABwXA

NEETCORD ANTHEM

Lyrics:

If life is a fucking game I guessed it's rigged and I already lost
If I die alone with no place I guess it's what I really fucking deserve
They said I'm a disgrace and I should never ever leave this place
And to never ever show my face to anyone and that I lost the race
And who is to blame for my hate and for this rigged fucked up game
And who is to blame for my hate and for this rigged fucked up game
They said I'm a disgrace and I should never ever leave this place
And to never ever show my face to anyone and that I lost the race
(2x)

Life Is A Rigged Game

fading image of yourself
so confused about this world
i know its hard when times are rough
its just apart of growing up

cry for help but no ones there
feel ignored and way too scared
you feel so stuck what can you do
when no one is there for you

do you ever get those thoughts in the back of your mind
where you're feeling so down and you just wanna cry
it feels so overwhelming inside
it makes me wanna scream i hate my life

you should try to smile more

song credits

vocals
killjogger

instrumental
glitterinveins

"im 14 and this is edgy." 
-h4rt

i just wanted to let you know, i'm in orlando.


killjogger, glitterinveins - Omar Mateen (OG)

killjogger