teach me to read your books sound delicious
getting drunk and talking to you is so fun
youve gone away but it cant be for long

it so hard to keep mattering to people all the time
but you
youre the one i wish would just come back

come back

Cover of Fedze.

Lyrics: 
I should go get wasted
'Cause I'm never gonna get famous
And I'm just gonna get wasted
'Cause I'm never gonna get famous

And if I got famous, I'd change all my faces
I'd buy brand new things, then I'd go and replace them
I'd try super hard just to be superficial
And everyone'd now know I am

I should go get wasted
'Cause I'm never gonna get famous
And I'm just gonna get wasted
'Cause I'm never gonna get famous

And if I got famous, I'd change all my faces
I'd buy brand new things, then I'd go and replace them
I'd try super hard just to be superficial
And everyone'd now know I am

I Should Go Get Wasted

vocals, songwriting
@killjogger

instrumental
@glitterinveins64

mixing, producing, album cover
@BGOTTN

i think of her and i drink.

Empty Bottles

the fbi took apostolic away

i Hate the lyrics i Hate the vocal delivery i Hate the mix i Hate everything about this track i Hate my life

Krate 2...

(DEMO) afamcb

i honestly really hate this song and im deleting my sc and taking my life tommorow.

vocals, writing, mixing
@killjogger

instrumentals
@glitterinveins88

cover art, mixing
@BGOTNN

Female Genocide

Collab song between @retardead69 and @killjogger.
He did the majority of the work and his musics way better then mine, lol.

Dead: https://soundcloud.com/retardead69
Buy his Album on CD: https://www.6monthsmedia.com/product/retardead

12 Gauge Suicide ft. retardead

Vocals, Writing
@killjogger

Instrumentals
@greeks_shit

To catch a predator.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
If i can't have you 
no one can
im in my yard
shootin at cans
im at the gun range
hitting shots
making sure my aim
does not go soft

[Chorus 1]
ive got my revolver in my coat
i didn't take my depacot
im loading my 38. snub nosed
blood running like snot right from your nose

ill shoot you down
with my 38
ill head to town
with my 38
ill shoot you down
with my 38
ill head to town
with my 38

[Verse 2]
conceal carry, is for me
not a single site to see
ill shoot down, without pitty
ill shoot you, ill make a scene

[Chorus 2]
ill shoot you down
you wont get away
ill shoot you down
with my 38
i know my lifes
never gonna change
ill head to town
with my 38

[Verse 3]
If i cant have you
no one can
youll never see
another man
you will never 
date again
murder-suicide
that is the plan

ive got my revolver in my coat
i didn't take my depacot
im loading my 38. snub nosed
blood running like snot right from your nose

you cant run, and you cant hide
ill only be happy once we've died
i cant love again, already tried
come out now, dont be shy

[Chorus 3]
ill shoot you down
with my 38
ill head to town
with my 38
ill shoot you down
with my 38
ill head to town
with my 38

38. Snub Nosed

The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again

When you think you're the best
You're not up for the test
The storm is strong, the storm is known
No one can reach its greatness

The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again

Swallow your pride, hide inside
Kindness device, honesty guise
Swallow your pride, hide inside
Kindness device, honesty guise
No one can achieve the sameness
No one can reach its greatness
No one can achieve the sameness
No one can reach its greatness

The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again

When you think you're the best
You're not up for the test
The storm is strong, the storm is known
No one can reach its greatness

The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again

Swallow your pride, hide inside
Kindness device, honesty guise
Swallow your pride, hide inside
Kindness device, honesty guise

[Chorus]
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
The storm never ends
It will win again
It will win again

(The storm never ends)
(It will win again)
(The storm never ends)
(It will win again)
(The storm never ends)
(It will win again)
(The storm never ends)
(It will win again)
(It will win again)

Never Ends

1997 - The Onlys with Lavalle, Fine, Chenoweth, and Bonn

I can be Real - The Onlys

This song is a vibrant echo of a desperate grasp of a heart broken beyond reason.  For anyone who ever felt like diving into the abyss over love lost in slow motion.

Lyrics:

Have you ever felt the heat of hell
'Cause I could feel it
When I was fighting
to keep you from yourself
it's just so dangerous
In this industry
To love anyone or anything

And I was never good enough for me
But you always saw something I couldn't see
And I

I'd rather die with you
Than to watch you go alone
You know I love you
But I need you more
When you're on the floor
You tell me you can't help yourself
And you just want to end it all
You know I love you
You're all I dream about
While we're bleeding out

Have you ever loved something so much
You let it go
You say you love me
But you just hate you more
How could I have known
We would come so close
Still I felt so alone

And I was never good enough for me
But you always saw something I couldn't see
And I

I'd rather die with you
Than to watch you go alone
You know I love you
But I need you more
When you're on the floor
You tell me you can't help yourself
And you just want to end it all
You know I love you
You're all I dream about
While we're bleeding out

Together ... Forever ... In heaven... wherever...
Together ... Forever ... In heaven... wherever...

Bleed
Bleed
Bleed
With me

Bleeding Out

9th wave incelcore artist
i love jesus christ