never enough

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

i wna be like you (haste)

lyrics:

Rot in your bed with me
Keep me company
Be my symphony
Can you?

You got me stuck on you
You got me stuck on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me tied up
I can't say it or it's up for me
Don't hit my phone up
Your attention's like a drug to me
If it ain't with me then I wish you pain and suffering
I give a fuck
But ima act like you mean nun to me

You don't like to talk it out
But you want communication
Can you make it make sense for me?
I try, but you know that it's killin' me

I want your love and your lust
I want your pain and your trust
I need your scent and your touch
I'm never getting enough of you

You got me stuck on you uh
You got me stuck on you uh

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

I'm just procrastinating

stuckk on you

reupload of depart, i originally released this on march 15th of 2024

--- lyrics ---
Plain white tee, got it stained last night
Couldn't catch the train, and I missed my flight
Guess I'll walk to your place, with no sunlight
Better watch my back, so I don't gotta fight

Why do you talk about me, hard to think It's overwhelming
I just have a hard time understanding, guess I spent a lot of time thinking
Lost myself in your eyes, I don't wanna survive
All the times that you lied, think It's getting to my mind

I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight
I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight

Keep telling myself that it'll get better
Catching feelings too quick, needa glue down my sweater
Think I'm losing my love, needa call up my debtor
Time flies by think I needa forget her

Too many hours been wasted on you, I know we're falling through
Hate to say that but It's just the truth, but I think It's too late you found another dude
Know that I've been wasting time, I just can't seem to get this right
I know you found another guy, It's just the truth but It's alright

I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight
I just wanna depart, missed my flight
And the polaroid, turned my shirt back white
I'm only 14 I will never see the light
It's only 4am, I'm gone by daylight

depart

prod by me

lyrics:
Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

I trip too often
Hit six am
So dizzy, coughing
I'm not your friend

You said it's bad, girl
Six feet under, who I wonder
You said it's bad, girl
Thought I won her
Thought I won her

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Can't help but black out
Come down, she said
Honestly, right now
I'd rather die than get you back

Or get you out my head
Out my head
Or get out
I won't read any text
Any text
Forget now

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

Honestly, it's no surprise you let it die
Call her up, she said in five
Not by my side
And it's always just the same thing
Just the same thing
Never wanna change
Sick and tired, keep on waiting

LET IT DIE

you're dead dead dead

this ain't addiction

i should move on right?

omg ur so alt wearing shein !

Darling won’t you spit on me?
Is that the truth or another lie 
Darling won’t you spit on me?
So i don’t feel no type jealousy 
Darling won’t you spit on me?
Please chose me fuck those other guys 
Darling won’t you spit on me?

I need these thoughts to leave me alone 
Frustration yeah I can worry on my own 

I should let go 

I pop a Ollie don’t think that I don’t notice 
Baby I’m feeling every fucking emotion  
When you move behind my back I can feel every motion 
Jealousy in my heart didn’t know your heart was poison

I tried to be hard so you don’t know that I’m loser 
but I can be Mr brightside fuck it I’m killer 
Just cut everyone off baby you can be my dinner 

Do you really like me I’m about to call it bogus
You really melted my heart then made it frozen 
But what if it’s all in my mind and everything wasn’t on purpose 
You took my heart and dam well now you own it 

Darling won’t you spit on me?
Is that the truth or another lie 
Darling won’t you spit on me?
So i don’t feel no type jealousy 
Darling won’t you spit on me?
Please chose me fuck those other guys 
Darling won’t you spit on me?

Spitonme

i cant decide what kind of artist i am lol

i should move on right?

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